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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 38
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
It's my day off and I woke up at 7am.
Wednesday. 10.26.05 8:37 am
Last night, I asked James to call me before he went to work. It was really nice to hear him - more than usual, for some reason. But now I can't get back to sleep. I'm not going to McDonald's, though. I am becoming disgusted with how I look. It's not even just my body; it's my face, too. I would join a gym this paycheck, but since I'm bringing James up here, I'll need to wait another two weeks. I guess between now and then, I can work on eating healthier.

I'm actually craving a salad.

I'm checking my BoA account. Okay, for the first time ever, a debit I made to my account cleared the same day. Something I bought yesterday cleared yesterday. Weird. Good thing it wasn't in one of those instances where I couldn't have money in the bank until the next day. I also see that something showed up and left. It was only a couple of dollars it seems, but I have no idea what it was. !! Nevermind, I do. It was $5-something.

I'm going to put a To Do List on my journal since they never seem to change. v.v I said that I would be on top of things when I got back to Petersburg. I'm ashamed. Some of those need to be knocked off within the next two days since I'm not working and I'm off tomorrow, too.

Did I tell everyone that the white guy I went on a single date (Putt-Putt and dinner) with last year and thought was 28 is actually 39? No? Okay. Just thought everyone would like to know that.

I'm not feeling too good. Like, the last couple of days have been weird. I'm starting to feel like I'm losing interest in some of the things and people that I like most. It's not that I don't care, but I feel... dead? I care, of course. I take great notice to it, but I feel like I can't do anything about it. It's like there are no up's and down's no matter what sort of situation is brought about. I'm sure there's a word for this sort of feeling, but I'm not so sure what it is right now.

I wonder if they're going to play that darned Outkast song all week know. Jeesh. I haven't heard it yet, but I bet I will within the next few days.

I don't like the tattoo on my lower back anymore. Grr! Never thought that would happen. I wish the design wasn't as bulky and thick and was more... curvy and thin. I also wish it was bigger. Maybe I can find someone later (way later) to do something to it. Of course, I'd lose weight, first. x.x

Looks like I may have something to do later today. But, again, I do not feel like leaving the house. I've bailed on him two or three times already. I don't think it'd be right to do it again. Ah well. I'll see. I'm not up for hanging out, honestly, though. I'd rather see Anna or something if I did go out. I'm not so keen on welcoming new people into my life right now because it seems the more I let in, the more I have to leave alone. I'd rather just not bother with worrying about if someone's really a friend to me or not.

Lucid Blur: Just so you know, I'm black.
Luvsgothgirls: I figured that :)
Lucid Blur: Really? How so?
Luvsgothgirls: well based on your name
Lucid Blur: lol, Tammi?
Luvsgothgirls: I haven't heard of many white girls with that name :)
Lucid Blur: Are you serious? lol, I've never known a black Tammi and just a few Tammy's.
Lucid Blur: That's weird.
Luvsgothgirls: sorry :)

He's from Los Angeles. What the hell?! He can't be serious.

AOHELL SUCKS!!!!!!!

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Nightmare! :'(
Tuesday. 10.25.05 8:32 am
Lucid Blur: I want to call James but it's too early.
Curtiesia3485: u and james...::shakes head::
Curtiesia3485: its pitiful.
Lucid Blur: :D
Lucid Blur: I lurve him.
Lucid Blur: Go 'head, laugh. lol
Lucid Blur: I've got a surprise when he gets here.
Lucid Blur: I bought ***.
Curtiesia3485: i dont love anybody
Curtiesia3485: they all mad whack
Lucid Blur: LOL
Curtiesia3485: yall ***?
Lucid Blur: Nah. Just going to ***.
Lucid Blur: And I'm going to ***.
Lucid Blur: :)
Curtiesia3485: youre stayin at ur house?
Lucid Blur: Hell no.
Lucid Blur: You know my grandma. LOL
Lucid Blur: Hotel.
Curtiesia3485: u gonna bring ***?
Lucid Blur: I think ***.
Lucid Blur: So I may just ***.
Lucid Blur: SHOOT. I may have to ***.
Lucid Blur: Oh! And we might want ***, but ***.
rofl. I just realized that if James actually read this, it'd drive him crazy. haha, It's my favorite thing to do, so I'll just leave it at that.

I've been up for about an hour and it sucks. >.< I had a nightmare about Sheila, which is why I ran to my journal. *pout* You know, Sheila from the Young and the Restless? No? Okay, nevermind. But yeah, Sheila had me, Anna, James, and I think a male friend (I don't know any short, dark guys..?) who I can't figure out trapped in A.P. Hill. Ah well. I managed to escape with a car, get my friends out, and drive in search of a phone to call the police, but there were all sorts of weird complications. It felt very long, so I'm kind of glad I woke up. It really bothered me. I'm almost afraid to go back to sleep.

I will, though, trust.

GAH~!!@!@!11 I so want McDonalds. Mmm... hash browns... HAWTCAKEZ! Okay, I'll go, then by the time I get home, I can call my Jimmie.

<3 Tyluh. Mah bew.

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So ready for the weekend.
Monday. 10.24.05 11:47 pm
Haha. WOW. I start browsing my old AOL favorite places and I find the darnest thing. Okay, maybe I'm being a hypocrite by posting this in my journal. But what the hell, I'm done this time.

You know? Kids are funny. Particularly boys who are still teenagers and attempt to make their beliefs a Holy Bible as if they've learned all there is to learn when they've only experienced the typical spoiled child life. It's not intelligence, it's called experience, which I may not have to the fullest just like any other person on this planet nor do I hold over anyone's head, but I have more than a lot of people my age that are in my life or once was.

Looks like someone needs to grow a backbone. I mean, a self-proclaimed thug can't even at least stand up to a female? You've done a lot of complaining to your friends about girls, but not saying anything to the girls about it and if so, no more than hinting. Ever think of just being straightforward?

It's my theory and it does not make me stupid because it clashes with your I-Can-Want-Others-And-Still-Be-In-Love-With-The-Main-One theory. Maybe your definition of being in love is different from mine. When I say I'm in love with someone, I want them and no one else; I am devoted whole-heartedly and am not wish-washy. Just because one doesn't act on his desires, his seemingly loyal behavior contradicts how he really feels, which equals lying in my opinion. This does not make me unintelligent, especially any less than you.

If you feel that I'm poking jabs at you, that's your problem. What the hell I wrote was not written for you, although I can understand why you would take offense. I am most definitely NOT on your nuts, sorry. Get over yourself. Trust me, most of the attention you claim to get (like the girls you say are drooling over and want you oh-so-badly even if they only look at you for half a second or just flash a friendly smile), is part of your imagination. This case being one of them.

Refer to me as a bitch or try to insult my intelligence again with your twisted, loop-holed, long-winded morals that you try to make seem idealistic to idiots by using complex words and I will have you crushed.

I mean that in the nicest way.

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I thought I got off at 8pm tonight. v.v I had to stay until closing which was only two extra hours, but I really just wanted to go home. These weekdays are going to go by so slow, I swear.

I can't complain because James has it much worse. He is still at work. I can't believe it. He has been working nearly thirteen hours so he can get the weekend off to see me. I feel kind of bad for him. We probably won't be able to talk much tonight because of that. Ahh, I can't wait for him to get here. I gots some stuff for him, even if Mom ruined part of it.

Since I work the night shift tomorrow, I have a lot of things I need to do during the day. Most of those things are making appointments. Not too complicated, I think. I have a feeling that I'm going to wake up early tomorrow. I can get the rest of my things unpacked, clean my rooms, and play with Pepper.

Meredith posted an advertisement in my Myspace for the Covet the Knife show on Sunday, so I asked James to go with me to that. It'd be fun. Gotta ask her if cameras are allowed. I don't know any of the five or six local bands that are playing, but my guess is that they're metal. Meredith thinks it'd be cool to meet. I've actually met her before at a radio concert through Twyla and have said hi to her and stuff before, but she seems really cool to have as a friend. To be honest, though. I have a hard enough time keeping up with the people in my life now. x.x

<3 James and Anna, though <3 My lovely whores. :D

Mm. I'm 170 now.

This guy said to me, "How much do you weigh? 140?"

I laughed and said, "You're so off."

"Sorry, 130?"

"God no! I'm 170."

"What?!"

I couldn't tell if he was just trying to be funny. By my birthday, I want to be 130. James and I are supposed to be losing weight for each other. At this point of my life, I am loving food more than ever! *eats slice of pizza* I'm going to join the 24 hour gym at the mall. Really. So I can be all sexai again. This isn't something I'm going to obsess over. There are a lot of things that I keep saying I'm going to do, but just keep talking about it instead of just doing it.

I do need to get the school shit straight, though. That desperately needs to be done. Time is running out and I want to register as soon as possible so I can get the classes I want/need. I already know what I want: English 102, Math 100B, Spanish 101, some sort of PE, and... the other one I forgot but is written somewhere. GOD. I'm so behind. I should be a Junior in college. >.< But I sat down and wrote out my next three semesters. Depending on my GPA at the end of next semester and if Peggy gives me a car, I may end up just transferring to VCU. How nice would that be? Loverly.

Graphic Design it is, by the way. I'm done with trying to stray from my calling.

Wow, this is a long entry. Okay, I'll end here and call James back. And what? Eat. I said EAT damn it! :)

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Something to Ponder
Sunday. 10.23.05 12:52 pm
An action taken only for the fact of it being honorable is not only dishonorable in itself and selfish, but is usually commited out of egotism.

Of course, my theory can't be applied to every action, but can be in the reasoning of them. Saving a baby from a burning building is what I'm using for an example. Rescuing a baby to save a life is one thing, but doing so to glorify yourself is another. Those who say they are just "compelled" to do what's "right" but have no feeling about it, usually are only thinking of what's right by most others and what will bring them the most gratifying attention.

I apply my theory to actions also not taken. My favorite example! If you are commited to a relationship, yet desire other people in any way, refusing others may be righteous in one respect, but it does not necessarily make you a loyal person. Physically, you are, but your heart isn't. Lying and denying? Not speaking of those sort of feelings is even more disgusting to me, but making this sort of "loyality" apparent by being honest and open about other desires, to an unwise one, is respectable. Why? I wouldn't know because I'm not one of the unwise.

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Anywho. I watched part of Brown Sugar last night. Yeah, me watching BET? haha. I actually liked it and I think James would enjoy it, too.

So James is speaking of "hooking up" his car by putting rims and a body kit on it and a whole bunch of other things. It's stuff like that that makes me second guess him. He couldn't even save money to buy that car himself - his grandmother had to co-sign for it - and he's comtemplating paying for unnecessary alterations to his vehicle?

I know to be a good girlfriend, I should be supportive, but it's hard to be supportive of things that are so superficial when he could be putting it toward something he needs. I think the job he's getting now is wonderful and definitely better than my own, but he could be investing in a way to get him a better job than working at a Blimpie for the rest of his life. I mean, it wouldn't be horrible to do so, but I think he's capable of so much more.

I don't know what goes on in his head, sometimes. It seems like the sort of boldness and wishy-washy thoughts of bi-polar people. He may be getting $400 a week, but I just can't understand what makes him think that that means he can go through college, put Brian through college, buy homes and rent them out, pay his own rent and regular bills, open other Blimpie stores, and before I told him about my aunt giving me a car, he said he was planning on buying me one. $20,000 a year really isn't that much.

To clarify: when I say that I second-guess him, I don't mean my love for him; that's not something I doubt at all. I'm just wary of whether we could ever have a really serious relationship. Maybe I shouldn't be one to say this, but I like really level-headed people. It's hard to fully put trust into someone who could potentially screw up my progress, too. I mean, it has already happened plenty of times already. It's something I really wish would change. I mean, I wish James could think more clearly and more logically. Sure, I'm too logical at times, but money is definitely something that is meant to be thought of logically more than anything and not in a fairy-tale sort of way.

I don't think James is childish, but I don't think he has a grip on what he wants to do and I think he's at the age where he needs to have somewhat of a clue. I know we aren't husband and wife yet, so I guess it's not my place to get upset about it, but it also concerns me because of his own future. I may not have an exact plan, but I know that I want to go to college which is more than James'. Over the last two years he has said that he's going to college, then turned around and said he's not going many times. He's twenty-three now and I think it'd be beneficial if he'd sit down and seriously and realistically think about it. It'd also be beneficial for the sake of us and what we both want in the end.

Ahh. There is another potential problem that I've spotted between James. I'm a little embarassed to even bring it up to him, which is surprising because I'm usually fine with talking to him about anything. I'm not sure of what I want to say about it because I'm unsure of how to fix this potential problem. It was brought to my attention by a certain friend of mine.

We're equal and I always want us to feel that way.

h0li sh33t! (h1ck3n n dumpl1nz! m3 g0 eet n0w.

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Long, long post.
Friday. 10.21.05 12:47 pm
:) James is coming October 29th! I'm excited about it. He hasn't been to Petersburg in a while anyway. He agreed to go to a Halloween party in downtown Petersburg with me. I didn't think he'd want to do it. He probably doesn't but is because it's something I really want to do. Anna is going too still I think. It'll be fun.

I need to ask for that day off. When I get to work today, I also need to ask what my pay rate is and if I can get Halloween off so I will have at least a full day with James. I also need to pick out a semi-nice hotel to stay. There are also a few things I want to buy before he gets here. They aren't gifts thought because nearly every time I've bought him a gift that he didn't know of, he'd think it was silly. Hmph! haha

So I stayed at Anna-Marie's house and we had lots of nice, long talks. Most of our talks were of our past, her crush, and my ex's. Just know it was interesting.

So I bring you two lists: "You are still a boy (not a man) if..." and "I love James because he..."

You are a boy (not a man) if:
1. You've never had a real job.
2. Your parents are the main source of income.
3. You've never paid an electricity, rent, phone, or water bill with your money.
4. You don't know what a W-2 is.
5. You are a virgin and believe that the plastic girls you see in porn and rap videos is only what's acceptable in a girlfriend.
6. You're in "love" with 5+ different girls within a year.
7. You can't buy cigarettes.
8. You don't know what a clit is.
9. Your mom and dad still wake you up for school.
and last, but definitely not least, 10. You still live with your parents.

(Not to say that being a boy is bad. But GOD. Stop calling yourselves men, please, because you aren't.)

"I love James because he..."
1. Is generous.
2. Is helpful to even strangers.
3. Is sweet.
4. Is a good friend.
5. Is loyal.
6. Is a hard-worker.
7. Takes care of his family.
8. Is great to cuddle with.
9. Has a good sense of humor, even if it is just wrong sometimes!
10. Watches out for me.
11. Takes care of and protects me.
12. Is almost the only person I know that isn't trying to be something they're not.
13. Will kill for me.
14. Has nice hair.
15. Has a cute nose.
16. Has the softest, pink lips.
17. Is always warm.
18. Is the only person I can talk to on the phone for multiple hours, having to switch between my cordless and my cell because of the battery dying.
19. Has the cutest little mole on the side of his head!
20. Has the nicest brown eyes I've ever seen.
21. Can be ultra-mushy with me even though I am awkward at expressing it at times.
22. Will do something as gross as crack my toes for me.
23. Will attempt to cook for me, even if it is rarely good.
24. Is kinky - but not much - like me.
25. Will reluctantly watch a horror movie and act like a girl about it so I can enjoy the film.
26. Pushes me to succeed.
27. Relaxes me enough to let loose and be silly and talkative around him.
28. Is comfortable enough with me to have farting contests.
29. Isn't ashamed of who he is.
30. Is the most straightforward person I know.
31. Tells me all of his secrets - some that other people don't know - at least, I know of one in particular.
32. Doesn't forget about me.
33. Trusts me, even though I've given him reason not to.
34. Is thoughtful.
35. Will do the same things I do for him if not more.
36. Has the cutest laugh when he thinks something is really, really funny.
37. Is the main person I trust.
38. Is optimistic for me.
39. Is there when I need him - always.
40. Never complains about how I look.
41. Is bold and assertive.
42. Lets me beat him at Uno sometimes.
43. Will let me play Scrabble with him although he knows I kick his ass severely each time.
44. Can look me straight in the eye.
45. Is one of the few people I can look straight in the eye.
46. Accepts and loves my imperfections as much as my perfections.
47. Is the most street-smart and mature male that I know.
48. Can agree on baby names with me!
49. Is the only guy I have ever been able to imagine marrying.
50. Enjoys talking on the phone with me.
51. Is very giving.
52. Won't hesitate to tell me what he thinks of me - good or bad.
53. Is strong.
54. Is knowledgable.
55. Will watch soap operas with me even if it takes from his manlihood.
56. Will sell and pawn his stuff to come to see me.
57. I will sell my things for just to see him.
58. Will confront me with his problems straightforwardly.
59. Is very oral. Heheh. Heh heh heh heh...
60. Is real - himself.
61. Will wash my clothes for me.
62. Buys me food whenever he gets some for himself.
63. Will let me get away with things that he won't let others get away with.
64. Will let me dye his hair and embarass him just for my enjoyment! ^.^
65. Is devoted.
66. Agrees on a lot of the same issues as me.
67. Will be silly with me.
68. Likes me however I look.
69. Will freeze in the shower behind me when we take them together.
70. Will drive hundreds of miles just to see me for a day.
71. Supports me even more than my mother.
72. Tries to surprise me every now and then to make me smile.
73. Spots idiocy as quickly as I do.
74. Has a soft side that mainly I see.
75. Will go into girly stores with me.
76. Will go panty shopping with me! haha
77. Has slept in cars for me.
78. Understands my insecurities, even if I don't tell him about them.
79. Will go to bed when I do so we can sleep together.
80. Will sit in the bathroom for me while I take showers because I'm scared of them.
81. Will put lotion on me after I take showers.
82. Will cry with me.
83. Will defend me.
84. Encourages me and boosts my self-esteem.
85. Makes me feel special. (When he wants to.)
86. Will kiss me even if my breathe smells like a toilet.
87. Doesn't smoke.
88. Barely drinks.
89. Drug-free!
90. Wants to be a teacher to educate people.
91. Believes that I am able to do anything.
92. Would make a great father.
93. Is independent (for the most part).
94. Learns quickly.
95. Will explain things that I don't understand without making me feel stupid.
96. Loves animals almost as much as I do.
97. Will drive whenever we go places. ^.^
98. Is easy to please.
99. Isn't as whiney as me.
100. Will let me win arguments! haha
And! 101. Speaks his mind.

I think I'm going to get to 200 by the end of the week. *smile* Some of them may seem redundant, but they mean all sorts of different things to me.

Yes, this is a long post. I have a conversation was from yesterday. I never got the chance to post it because Anna scooped me up. Ironically, Anna and I had this same discussion so I thought I'd drop it in with this entry.

RazzberryKissez: do you think it's possible to love someone you've never met?
Lucid Blur: O.o What?
RazzberryKissez: I mean someone you talk to but have never met in person. do you think it's possble to be in love with them?
Lucid Blur: You don't want to know my answer to that. haha.
Lucid Blur: I think in very logical terms when it comes to love sometimes. I've just now begun to slowly overcome that.
RazzberryKissez: mmhmmm.... just tell me, woman.
RazzberryKissez: I need an opinion because my girl is going thru some stuff with a dude
Lucid Blur: lol, okay... seriously.
Lucid Blur: I think you can't fully love someone you haven't been around, because you can't fully grasp who they are. It's more that they are an idea instead of a person.
RazzberryKissez: amen!
Lucid Blur: I've learned that from being with James. Although we talked for hours and hours every single day there were things about him that turned me off that I would've never known about had I never met him in person.
Lucid Blur: This isn't to say that he was being fake toward me, of course.
Lucid Blur: But I didn't know how angry he'd get at other people and how it'd cause him to react. Great turn off.
Lucid Blur: Suppose that cute little mole he has on his head was something that totally turned me off? I wouldn't have known. And that's just something physical.
Lucid Blur: I mean, there is so much stuff that you can't find out about a person if you're not around them. There's only so much you can learn verbally.
RazzberryKissez: I think I know whatyou mean
Lucid Blur: You know? Like even someone's mannerism could change how you feel about them, but you pretty much just can not fully grasp it without actually being around that person.
Lucid Blur: There's so much stuff that you just can't learn and things you don't know right off the bat.
RazzberryKissez: yeah, exactly
Lucid Blur: Those things about James that I didn't know until I met him were things I ended up learning to accept.
Lucid Blur: So to answer your question, yeah, I believe you can "love" someone for the things you do know about them, but a relationship is merely impossible because there's more to a relationship than e-mails and phone conversations.
RazzberryKissez: see, that's what I'm saying
Lucid Blur: Imean, unless you're a kid. I'm not a kid anymore. When I think of relationships, I think of more than just being able to have a conversation and silly butterflies and giggles and love letters and poems.
Lucid Blur: It's easy to love someone you never met.
RazzberryKissez: I'm glad you agree 'cause that's what I've been trying to tell her
Lucid Blur: Mm. I'd leave her alone and let her keep her beliefs. But how old is she?
RazzberryKissez: 17, almost 18 I think.
Lucid Blur: Yeah. lol. That's only three years younger than us but.
Lucid Blur: We've experienced more.
Lucid Blur: What I told you was just my logical outlook, which is what I actually prefer when it comes to that situation.
RazzberryKissez: so without being logical..... ?
Lucid Blur: People feel what they feel.

Kbye! Gotta go to work.

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Thank you.
Wednesday. 10.19.05 1:34 am
"If you are not comfortable with who you are, then every time you believe you're making an improvement in your life it's actually a failure."

So I'm going to bed now and will probably freeze because the stupid rabbit pissed on my blanket. Thank you. I wrote a list of 100+ things I love about James but I'm too tired to finish. I will eventually show it to him because I know he feels as like I point out the bad a million times more than the good. I will say that this list has been the easiest to ever write.

I will change. I only hope that he will, too. Like I've said, I love him but that fact alone does not mean a relationship will work between us. I'm still willing to try, though. (But shh, he can't know that.) I have a surprise planned for him once he gets his booty up here.

James is the best. Eva.

Oh, and my work bitching for the night: God damn it! I worked 8:30-5:45, had too many duties that I couldn't finish, had to deal with an old lady customer who claimed I took her debit card, was short of sales associates and cashiers, kept fucking up the floral store use, some of my cashiers didn't get fair breaks, and I had to train a newbie. What the fuck? On the first day of opening the store? AND NOW WE HAVE AN AUDITOR COMING?! Thank you. I better be getting my $8.25/hr.

Thank you.

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