today is the day! the day i present for my bd's phase one. I woke up automatically at 7! then took a shower afterwhich i attempted to put on make-up. the make-up was simply disastrous. at the end of it, i ended up looking like a panda! awlful! well! i was running late so i had no time to correct the damage i "inflicted" on my face. then during the break, i ran into trish who was presenting today too. like me she was all dressed up for the presentation. man! she looked great so unlike me... i m a bloody tanned panda on the loose!

as usual, koban's grp did a great job today. damn! i sucked at my presentation! i actually got tongue- tied n stumbled over a lot of words like "preliminary" at the start of the presentation! haha! how impressive is tat man? sian! i failed to impress! tis is the worse presentation i have ever done up till now. haha! i try to clean up the mess i created by smiling alot during my miserable 10 mins presentation.

kao bei king did a fantastic job today which is alot better than his usual standards! his hard work paid off! he was calm, collected and he wasnt relying on the cards he took along with him! haha! n whenever his eyes drifted over to us, i would pt to him n direct him to look at the judges! haha! guess his presentation raised a few eyebrows. even koban n "beefcake" was impressed. n kao bei king if u are reading tis. GOOD JOB! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK MAN! U HAVE MORE POTENTIAL! POWER! i keep asking u to practice in the end i screwed up mine! haha! irony eh?

hmm... during the q&a session, my team kenna shoot a lot, its like facing the firing squad . but guess its for our own gd tat our tutor n moderator shot us many qns. hai! its scary man! i tink i shld start mentally preparing myself to get shot by the moderator n my tutor for the next phase presentation.

i got to noe the marks for my presentation skills. did alot better than i expected! heng ah! shld count my blessings! kao bei king got the same marks as me!

anyway, took 2 pics with my grp today! voila!



definitely, a hugh sign of relief to noe the phase one presentation is over. hmm... shld drag my grp out to celebrate the end of phase one when we hand up the report!


as u can see here... my make-up skills sucks big time. look like the great panda from china right! haha! sight for soreeye!

okay! today i shld slack for the rest of day! n onli get my big fat butt back to work tom! salut!

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here i m again to bitch abt life and all. sian... been slacking for the past 2 days, do nth but chatted over msn the entire day. so boring!

anyway, i tink my appetite is returning back to normal starting to eat more but now i feel like a pig!!! over the 2 days, i gained back 1 kg! oh man! just pray tis 1 kg will go away and i dun gain back any of the weight i just lost! i feel fat man just had mac EVM sinful! been pigging again! die ah! im such a bitch. previously, i m complaining how it sucks nt to have an appetite now tat i m eating again. i m worried tat i will get fat! life is such a bitch!

guess tats all for today, veri slpy now tink i gonna catch a nap first before i do my tutorial? sian! no life!

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today is the first time i slacked in the past few weeks n today is also the first time in ages i actually finished my food. damn! now i feel guilty cos i had beef keow tiao with EXTRA noodles (mind u) n NACHOS (ah sinful indeed)!!! tink have to drag my arse to exercise!

after my dinner with à la nourriture machine and BIRD. we ended toking abt how some ppl actually broke up over religion. i have no idea how we ended up toking abt tat anyway back to the topic. no offence i for one find it simply ridiculous to break up a wonderful relationship just becos yr partner is unwilling to convert to yr religion. is the sacrifice really worth it?

basically to me, religion is there to guide us n like wat à la nourriture machine said to make us a better person. religion i believe is nt there to rule our lives and set the ways we do tings. i also believe tat its possible for two parties with different beliefs to be together. maybe its becos of the fact tat i m a freethinker tats way i tink its nt worth it to give up on a relationship over differences in religion. unlike BIRD who is brought up as a Catholic, she felt it was acceptable and she understand y some ppl chose to do so. but somehow i figured tis could be the result of her going to church every other weekend since young so i guess the mindsets of Catholics and Christians are pretty set.

another question is y is there a need to put a rank to even religion? according to BIRD, Catholic is more "superior" when compared to Taoism... y is tat so? who actually determines which religion is more superior than another? haha! guess no one has the answer to tat question. so heck it!

anyway, just wanna say... if u really like a person, does religion really matters?

p.s tis is nt an entry to put any religion down!

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today i woke up feeling veri lousy, i seriously had the urge to puke but i didnt. somehow i wished i did cos now it feels like there is someting stuck in my chest n stomach perpetually... nt a veri gd feeling man!

luckily, my lecturer showed us a veri interesting video during the lecture which brought me back to planet earth cos i was on the verge of falling asleep on my seat. the video is damn freaking cool! just by watching it, it had adrenaline pumping thru my veins. the driver with the cool, magnetic and husky voice (though i tink sm might nt agree with me) is definitely a plus... but tat is nt the main pt anyway. the ting is the way they showed the driver sped down the road is so cool! even me a person who is seriously against speeding for safetly reasons felt like doing the exact thing the driver did.

so if you are interested in watching the video, click here

Enjoy!

anyway, today sorted of marked the end of CA1 which is a good sign which means now i can give my full attention to my projects. ok ok! maybe nt full attention at least more than 50%!. speaking of CA, tis reminds me of wat happened during the CA. cos today my class had 2 breaks but i guess most of them like me skipped the first break to study for the CA. so during the CA, koban who was seated next to me during the CA, his stomach growled! so embarrassing! luckily mine didnt! heng ah! if nt i would have killed myself on the spot!

today, bri n i slacked during the break. now with our hectic schedule, we consider slacking as one of greatest luxury. ya i noe, how pathetic can we be! so after we had our lunch, we just shut up,slack and stopped to see wats happening ard us. savouring the moment we called it... nice... one of life's greatest moments! haha! i sound like a serious nutcase!

guess tats all for today! i gotta do projects and be a slack for projects for the time being! salut!

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Happy Belated Birthday Babe!!!

Sorry leh! haha!!! just remembered yr b'dae on mon forgive me!!! haha!!! anyway! just wanna wish u a happy belated b'dae!

Stay pretty, cool, crappy n babelicious always!

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listening to: THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS- SWING SWING
hai... i had a so-called "mini" presentation for one of my projects. well... the "mini" presentation wasnt anything close to mini like wat i thought. cos it constituted 20% of my project n i had no #%$#%$# idea at all! so i actually allowed myself n my grp to do a rather shoddy presentation.

after the presentation, i was pretty pissed with myself and maybe even my grp? dunnoe lah... plus i kenna shot by some idiot in class who asked me really DUMB questions. okay, maybe u tink i m just being too sensitive or watever. frankly, i m fine with ppl asking me questions as long as it can help me with my projects but if u ask me questions just for the sake of cards (our participation marks for tis module is given using the card system so the more the merrier) !!! just shut yr trap and stop giving me your ! nvm! wat goes ard comes ard! i will just ask tat idiot clever but tough questions! prepared to die! muahaha! hmm...shld be a bit merciful cos one of my fren was unfortunately in the same grp. sian!

haha! guess my GM tutor was trying to test our treshold for shock cos he returned us our CA paper. i had sort of mentally prepared myself to get a $%$% F for it over the weekends. even though i did "better" than i expected cos was nevertheless disappointed cos i got a bloody "C" for it. guess its just human nature tat we will nv be contented with wat we have.

during the debrief, my GM tutor even personally told my grp tat he was expecting alot more from my project grp. there goes my dreams of getting an A for tis project... guess today's presentation was like a slap across my face to bring me back to reality and to remind of the fact tat i m now a bloody year 3 student.

in a day,i got back 2 of my CA papers! wat a stressful day man! at least i did alot better than i had expected for my FM. haha!!! at least, i didnt choked on too much dust for tis paper.

guess at the end of the day, i have to get my act together. no point complaining n do nth abt it! so much to my project grp's misery, i tink i going to turn into one major slave driver for the sake of grades! *crack whip* so if they dun do work, prepared to suffer the consequences!!! muahaha!!!

p.s haha!!! at least one of my grp's members was sweet enuff to msg me after sch, apologising for the horrendous presentation even though it wasnt entirely his fault!

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