hmm... dunnoe why but tis few days i started tinking abt ballet... tinking wat it would be like if i had actually continued learning. dunnoe why tis few days i started pointing my toes, pulling myself and doing plies.

well... a little on how i stumbled my way to ballet...

i vaguely remembered my dad literally dragging me all the way to the community centre located right below my block. being me, i screamed, kicked, struggled and resisted from the moment i stepped into the lift. originally, my dad wanted to send me for piano lesson but somehow i ended up taking ballet, i dunnoe y too... but anyway i grew to like it eventually.

i remember that during my secondary sch days, i used to complain abt how my life seems to onli revolved ard ballet and nth else. it is because my ballet lessons used to be scheduled on either saturday or sunday days where usually class outing and gathering are held.then it went on to be scheduled on tuesday evening. its really tiring to drag myself down all the way to bedok right after sch and onli to reach home at 9 plus. a two hr journey back n forth just for an one hr lesson. but now i tat i stopped, i feel abit lost and a bit of regret for stopping cos now life seems a bit meaningless and dry. all i do is slp at home, study when there is a need to and go out with my pals.

honestly, i tink ballet is something that i can say tat i m really gd at when i was really passionate abt it. i used to receive compliments on how well and gracefully i danced. but now i no longer do.

i missed the dance lessons, i missed performing in front of an audience and the applause. haha!!! i noe tis sounds impossible for me now, but i missed how it feels to be leaping thru the air.

i seriously envy my frens who continued to live on their passion for dance and my frens who had the courage to pursue it.

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had nth betta to do tis boring sunday afternoon... so fooled ard with sm quizzes...

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do i struck to u as a SHY person? i really dunnoe myself veri well... but me SHY??? i highly doubt the accuracy of tis quiz... wat do u guys tink? let me noe!!!

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haha!!! i m veri realistic... i guess a little romance wouldnt hurt!!! haha!!!
once again! wat do u tink?

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okay!!! maybe BEAUTIFUL is an overstatement!!! but not bad lah!!! haha!!! specizhen is trying to act "sophisticated". 100% successful! yi kong acting "SUAVE"? me errrrrrr......... i dunnoe! the above 3 pics are taken before practice, so we are all in our "BEST" form. haha!!! mich slimed down alot eh! damn! i didnt loss a single pound!!! tink tis pic is nice. mich looked really great! haha!!! i have no idea what i looked like there? but its nice! hmm... there is actually one more taken at the washrm but i puttin it on my blog would do specizhen serious injustice. haha!!! so it shld be kept for my own private viewing!!!

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PPL WHO R IN A GD MOOD! JUST SKIP TIS ENTRY, ITS A SPOILER!!! PPL WHO HAS A LOW TRESHOLD FOR VULGARITIES. DO THE SAME, SKIP TIS!

JUST GOT MY GRADES BACK YESTERDAY, IT SUCKS LIKE SHIT!!! WANNA NOE!!! I GOT NOT 1, NOT 2, BUT 3 BLOODY FUCKING Cs. TO COUNTER THE TIS BLOODY Cs, I GOT 3 Bs!!! TO TOP THINGS OFF, I GOT 1 A. SO PPL WHO ONLI HAS 1 C OR 2 Cs, JUST SHUT YR TRAP!!!

YESTERDAY, SEEING MY RESULTS, I WAS GLAD TAT I DIDNT GET ANY Es OR Ds TAT I WAS EXPECTING TO GET. BUT THEN AFTER A WHILE, I GOT PRETTY DEPRESSED AT THE SIGHT OF 3 BLOODY Cs!!! TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTA, MY FREN COMPLAINED TO ME ABT RESULTS!!! THANKS MAN! TAT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTA! MERCI BEAUCOUP!!!

AT ONE POINT, I REALLY FELT LIKE CRYING BUT DIDNT WANT TO CRY IN FRONT OF MY DAD N MY SIS!!!

WELl.. FROM DEPRESSED I MOVED TO THE ANGER MODE, PRETTY FAST THANKS TO MY 14 year old SISTAR!!! COS SHE WAS SMART ENUFF TO PLAY BASKETBALL IN THE "BIG" LIVING ROOM. AS A RESULT, SHE KNOCKED OVER A GLASS OF ORANGE JUICE IN THE LIVING ROOM, SPILLING IT OVER ALL OVER THE "SMALL CARPET OF OURS". BEING SO RESPONSIBLE, SHE JUST REMOVED THE CARPET N PUT IT AT THE BATHRM. SO SWEET OF HER!!! N LEAVING ME THE HONOR OF CLEARING HER MESS!!!

AT THE END OF THE DAY, I CAME TO A FEW CONCLUSIONS:
1. CONDEMN ALL BLOODY APPLE POLISHERS N PPL WHO SUCKED UP TO LECTURERS!!!
2. Y EVEN GO INTO BGR WHEN I CANT EVEN DO WELL IN MY STUDIES WHEN I AINT
IN ONE YET!!! MY PRINCIPAL IS RITE! STUDIES CUM FIRST! BGR CAN WAIT!!!

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listening to: Usher's Yeah

STRESS, PARANOID, NERVOUS, TIRED, FRUSTRATED n STRESS again are just the words to describe how i felt tis morning. actually i had been feeling like tis since last night so i ended up onli sleeping at 2 in the morning but then again i aint veri sure whether is it the effect of the coffee i drank in the afternoon yesterday. my frens will noe why i m so stress b'cos today is the day. today is the day where i will noe for sure whether i will be taking any supplementary(supp) papers. b'cos way before today, ever since tat BLOODY ESVM paper , i was actually a 100% sure tat i will get a supp paper.

so when i reached my office at 830 SHARP tis morning, i immediately took out my hp to call the SP HOTLINE to learn where my fate lies. but DAMN!! the phoneline was JAMMED!!! COCKED UP!!! BUSY!!! my frens at work seeing me so KAN CHIONG so STRESS, got stressed out by me. in fact, i tink i STRESSED them out more than their results instead. cant take the PRESSURE anymore so i actually asked one of the senior staff there whether i could borrowed their com for a while so i could access the internet to learn abt my UNCERTAIN FATE.

so i keyed in my admin no. and internet pin nervously... n out came the page...

guess wat...

i dont have to take any supp paper (DAMN!!! results will be out tis friday! tis year will be tres SHITTY!!! DAMN! ) YEAH! THANK GOD! tom dun have to stay in the office the entire day, will onli be there in the morning then will be tagging along with my supervisor to all the 4 fliming locations to get a feel and take a look wat goes on at the backstage. so EXCITING! FREEDOM FINALLY!!! haven step out of the office ever since my supervisor personally escorted moi n TSJ from the outlet.

but my fren BIRD (who had been extremely FORTUNATE cos she gets to go out of the office every week) will be dragging her arse back to office tom to do DATA ENTRY. all i can say... all good things have to come to an end eventually... u cant have the best of everything!

there isnt much to write abt today. other than the fact tat i m extremely GLAD tat i dun have to take any supp paper but now i WORRIED abt my grades. wat can i say i m such a WORRY BUG!!!

hmm... without realising my SAT is next week... i aint prepared for it AT ALL!!! and without realising i m sort of officially out of YEAR 2 n now an official YEAR 3 student. didnt realise in a year's time i will be out of poly, either entering university if my grades allow me to or stepping into society earning my fare n saving up to further my studies overseas... well... who noes what exactly wat lies ahead of us in the future... life is just so full of uncertainty but in uncertainty there lies hope.

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today started out QUITE BAD i guess... firstly, i woke up KINDA LATE, i cant find my scissors and glue, i CHASED after the company bus. and today being the first day of the week means tat i will get INTERROGATED by my supervisor. she will start BOMBING me with the usual questions like "wat did u learned last week?" THANK GOD!!! today i got an "A" for my last week performance because we managed to finished tat whole MOUNTAIN of coupons last friday.

just when i thought things are taking a better turn for the day. but just like in the real world, all good things just have to come to an END... so much to my HORROR and much to her DELIGHT(my supervisor)... she found yet another hugh box of coupons (tat is obviously enuff to last us a lastime) for us to key in while clearing up her office. WHY MUST U DO TIS TO ME!!!!! DAMN!!! actually my fellow prisioners n i knew the existence of tis coupons but we thought it was just coupons tat were already keyed into the system by the earlier batch. well... all i can say was we were really wrong abt tat! so now we stuck with the same OLD, BORING and MIND-NUMBING task of sorting out the coupons into their respective channels and keying the information in again.

i KNEW it! i shld have GOTTEN RID of it while i had the chance to! well... haha!!! i noe tis sounds INSANE (i tink the BAD FOOD and the idea of gluing my butt to the chair 24/7 is starting to get to me)!!!but while we were clearing the office... my supervisor asked sm of the guys to help her carry the keyed- in coupons to somewhere n to burn it. haha!!! so me n my fellow jailmates intend to noe these guys... haha!!! so we can get them to BURN it for us on the SLY!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! LET IT BURN!!!

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