i noe its freaking late now, but guess i just write an entry before i hit the sack...

today, i practically dragged my pathetic fat ass out of bed just to attend the poly forum interview tis morning at 10 unholy hour!!! haha! anyway, i met up with specizhen who had to attend tis interview too except hers was supposedly at a later time slot but she met up with me anyway cos she wasnt veri sure wat time was hers. damn! i was really hoping tat she would be on the same slot as me! so i wouldnt be the onli one in my interview grp looking freaking stupid!

anyway, we were late so the both of us scurried down to the SAA office looking veri auntie. anyway, both of us were veri surprised to find out tat we were in fact the earliest amg latest, quite an achievement for me. n it just happen tat heaven was on my side today,the nice receptionist placed specizhen n i in the same grp. so i have company now. each of us were given a form to fill up and state the reasons y we tink we shld be selected to attend the poly forum and wat were our preferred topics for discussion. its was at tat moment in time, we pretty much knew which topic we would not pick n tat was politics and anyting concerning current affairs. honestly, we noe shit abt politics and current affairs!!! the best ting is we tried to do sm last min work, i tried to read today's copy of TODAY and specizhen brought sm reference bk of sm sort. we also had to list down the cca we had taken part in, i was so tempted to write tis: "we do not debate, we onli organised debate" b'cos my club's name is simply misleading.

well... the interview didnt take veri long n thank god! the facilitator for my interview wasnt my bd tutor if nt i would have made a complete fool out of myself in front of him! so i had lunch with specizhen. we tok abt alot of tings and laughed our guts out! i guess the both of us were pretty much similar in characters and i guess our mentality towards certain tings in life itself.

i pretty much concluded the followings by the end of lunch:

1. at the rate we r going, we r probably going to be left on the shelves.

2. we r LOUD people who r actually in fact pretty conservative inside.
contradicting eh?

3. birds of a feather flock together so tat probably explains y most of my really
really close frens are single.(well... tats my conclusion)

4. haha! i cant remember wat other conclusions i had made. well! who cares about
my conclusions anyway!

tats all for now i guess! its time to go to bed n try to look human for once the next day. i tink nowadays i pretty much resembled a walking zombie due to the serious lack of slp. time to get enuff rest so i will have sufficient energy to panick over my GM first and maybe fm tests tom! okay i shld really stop rambling... nites!

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hmm... just an entry before i go to bed...

is change always a gd ting? i guess the answer for me now is no...i just feel tat sm ppl ard me had changed significantly. sm changed for the betta whereas sm changed for the worse. but i guess everyone changes without knowing themselves and they have no wat so ever control on it at all. even i tink i changed in terms of my personality a little. i tink after the holidays, i had to admit i felt i had changed into a more selfish and competitive individual, nt a gd change at all...

in a few mths time, i will be having a change in environment b'cos in the next few mths, i will be graduating from sp. i will be leaving a familiar environment to move on to a totally new environment tat i aint accustomed to. i for one fear the unknown.

at tis pt of time, a few questions crossed my mind. will i still be in contact with the ppl who i seen practically almost everyday for the past three years? will we still have tat much tings to talk abt when there is no more projects or tutorials? or will the changes tat takes place all the time without us noticing make each of us a less desirable person? will i be able to adapt to the change in environment? damn! i tink too much!!!

haha!!! i dun tink i m making any sense here. guess i m just too slpy... or its just one of those days where i tink too much n aint making any sense at all. hmm... i shld just go to bed.

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i didnt expect myself to write an entry so soon. so now out of my busy schedule, i just wanna express how DISGUSTED with guys' behaviour sometimes! no no...its like all the time!

today, i was listening in the guys' conversation.after listening in, i was simply DISGUSTED by the their thoughts and behaviour! u guys must be wondering wat could have pissed me off so much. well lets just say i tink they treat gals like OBJECTS! YES OBJECTS! NOT HUMAN BEINGS! now i have the impression, guys are REALLY DESPERATE! some of the guys ard me had just fallen out of love and at a SNAP of a finger, they are on the PROWL again for their next victim. smtimes i tink they treat gals like TOYS! it is like after playing with a particular toy for too long, they will get sick of it and the moment a newer and more attractive appear before their eyes. VOILA!!! they will just ditch tat toy away n treat it as though tat toy nv existed before.n of course, they will start having fun with the new toy! its just one VICIOUS CYCLE!!! another thing is they can actually get HORNY over the slightest thing. tis is one real example, one of the guys can actually feel horny at the sight of a babe placing a finger near her lips. HORNY BASTARDS!!!! smtimes, i tink they are simply think with their ROD! no no !!! its not rod more like twig! they dun tink with their Brains at all!

i was so disgusted by their actions to the extent tat i just feel like "TOCKING OFF" their twig or in guys' term, their MANHOOD or FAMILY JEWELS!!! haha!!! i even thought of a few ways of wat u should do to it after "TOCKING OFF" and they are not in order of merit:

1. haha!!! u shld make the owner of tat pathetic thing pour acid over it! yes
ACID!!! haha!!! n make them watch it VAPOURISE right before their veri eyes!!!
haha!!!

2. u shld make them pour kerosene and light it with the match themselves. haha!!!
who noes they might be choked by the fumes emitted!!!

3. simply throw it into the railway track when the train is approaching!!!

well!!! the list just gets longer but i wont list all of them! oh yah! just a note! if u wanna "TOCK IT OFF" for which bastard. PLEASE DUN USE A SHARP BRAND NEW KNIFE! USE A VERI BLAND AND RUSTY KNIFE TO "TOCK IT OFF" haha!!! lets just say, the process is much LONGER and PAINFUL with a BLAND AND RUSTY KNIFE!!! for all u noe, that bastard might just die of an serious infection!!! haha!!!

haha!!! i guess most of u reading out there must be tinking tat i just got DITCH by a guy tats y i wrote this entry. well!!! the answer is NO! i just expressing how i feel.

a note to all gals out there, dun let guys treat u like objects! u have the right to say no to everything! dun let yrself be tools for guys to satisfy their sexual needs!!!

P.S tis doesnt apply to all guys! just tat sm guys are bastards! sm of my guy frens
are darlings n gentleman! haha!!!

~tats all for "TOCK IT OFF"~

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hmm... i noe i haven been writing in for ages... been really stressed out by projects for the past few weeks. haha!!! i m still veri stressed out too!

today, my sis passed me an envelope holding 2 pics, both pics were taken on the day we celebrated BEAUTY Chua's birthday!!!



tis is one of them! guess tis will be one of my favourite pic cos its my first black and white pic! all of my frens looks pretty much the same! of course! haha! we made serious improvements on our appearances too! no longer stuck with the "mushroom haircut"! and guys if u wanna noe my gfs, forget it! most of them are taken!

wah! after looking at the two pics and the msg written on the back of it! it just hit me tat i actually noe tis bunch of ppl since i was 13 which adds up to 6 years altogether! even though i haven exactly kept in contact with them after i left O'levels but we still get to meet up occassionally during the holidays! guess i m veri happy and glad tat i still have frens tat still remember me. haha! damn! i just made myself sound so pathetic!!! haha!!!

damn!!!! i seriously missed them!

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well... i noe its been ages since i last updated my blog. well... heres a summary of wat happened to me in the previous two wks(basically the start of the sch term:

although, its onli the second wk of the sch term, i m started feeling the heat and pretty stressed up by sch on the first wk. haha!!! just glad to noe tat i wasnt the onli feeling the same way. my pal, bird is feeling the heat too!!! to make matters worse, i m practically having projects for every single module i have! n for one of them, i m working with smone tat i dun really like. damn! really wonder! how will my grades for tat project will be! STRESS AH!!!

then just yesterday, my ptm had a talk with us. after the talk, he made me feel tat i m practically wasting my time studying a diploma which others could pick it up in no time. and he reminded me tat i had 30 or even 40 years of working years in front of me!!! just the thought of tat made me so sian!

haha!!! oh yah! i finally caught harry potter after postponing it for 2 WHOLE MTHS!!! haha!!! there is a long story to it! okay! my bb gang n i had talk abt watching harry potter frm the start of our ITP to the end of it. it was oni on last sat tat we managed to catch it. the day b4 we caught the movie, specizhen n i thought tat we wouldnt have a prob buying the tickets at all since it had been screening in cinemas for two mths already. who noes! on the day itself when YIKONG n i went to the ticket counter, there was onli one seat left in the whole bloody theatre! i was simply speechless!!! tat was definitely smthing i wasnt expecting! so when we told specizhen abt it, she made a big fuss abt it! haha!!! she was so agitated tat she said "I DUN CARE! I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER!!! IF I CANT CATCH IT TODAY OR EVER! I WANT SMONE TO ACT OUT THE ENTIRE MOVIE IN FRONT OF ME!!!!" i cant believe she said tat!!! but in the end, we managed to catch it in JP! HENG!!! well... i tink the movie is okay onli but specizhen said its wasnt tat fantastic, the bk is better!!! but anyway, we finally caught it!!!

another thing, i m so glad tat our com's interim event is finally over!!! dun noe whether to consider it as a success or not! well who cares!!! its OVER!!! all i noe is tati had a great time during the pic taking session!!!

here is a few pics taken during my event:



moi n my project com along with my fellow com head!!! shes quite easy on the eye eh???


a pic of me with my year ppl!



haha!!! tis is a funny pic!!! i tink the guys were squeezing specizhen's neck!!! haha!!! another classic expression of specizhen!!! so cute!!!

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listening to: D12 EMINEM 's HOW COME
well here i m in my office doing writing an entry! tis is certainly one thing tat i had never imagined i will ever be doing here! been slacking n rotting ever since i stepped into the office tis morning cos my supervisor isnt in at all! hmm... kinda sian after so many hours of pure decomposition... BORING!!!

hmmm... although tis is onli the second day of the week, quite a lot of things happened. first of all, i scratched my shin against the drain while crossin it (thanks to the very sandy road!!!). then i SQUANDER most of my pocket money on BODY SHOP!!! damn! now i ADDICTED to BODY SHOP, guess its becos it makes me feel veri PAMPERED! hmm... yum! speaking of BODY SHOP, i cant help it but recall how yummy the vanilla perfume smells! when vonne tested out some on her hands, i felt like taking a bite out of her! (I SWEAR I M NOT A CANNIBAL!!!) damn! i m hungry again! next, i received a BLOODY SMS tat i had to go for meeting today which totally CLASHED with my plans to catch a movie with the FABULOUS BBs now for the finale! my house had a blackout last nite! all i can say! the heat is simply UNBEARABLE! i nv realised how important the fan and aircon was up till then. haha! my younger sisters woke up from their slp due to the unbearable heat! can u imagine... my sisters n i did in the end?

well... with nothing else but a torch, we ended up playing with our shadows n scissors paper stone! they even did a mini tribal council with the torch.haha! my youngest sis (utu), out of PURE BOREDOM, suddenly bring out her piggy bank and started pouring out all her savings n started counting!!! haha! it was a veri funny sight! so both my mum n i just concluded tat utu is SIMPLY STRESS! at the same time, i felt utu could be a POTENTIAL banker or accountant! since she LOVES MONEY so much! u noe wat! utu according to my mum is quite weak with her math but then she never fail to count her money without any mistakes!!!

while my whole family and i (except for my dad who was still back at the office) were sitting in the living room surrounded by darkness. my mum choose to NAG at me about my studies!!! ~PERFECT TIMING~ i also felt like killing her cos i wasnt at the best of mood! guess the heat got to my head! thank god! she stopped after a while... i couldnt imagine wat would had happened if she continued...

thank god! the power went back after 2 hours!!! if not i will be kept awake the entire night cos i cant sleep without my BELOVED air- con.

guess tats all for tis entry, i can just keep going on abt the BLACKOUT! but nah! BORING TOPIC!!!

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