YEAH~! being able to blog means i have survived dance camp n passed my evaluation. made some new frens n learned cool stuff like balinese dance (which is freaking taxing on the knees n thighs). can say tt i enjoyed myself tremedously ;)

but then i m kinda disappointed in myself cos of the evaluation... i did better for the first half of my evaluation (which is warm ups) than the second half of my evaluation (which is the choreo). so wat if i do better for the warm ups? i rather do better for the choreo cos tt is wat u perform on stage! no choreographer will cast me in their number just becos i can do the warm-ups veri well.

Z (the resident choreographer aka 'examiner') said i had the fire (dunno wat tt means the passion, the feel or energy???) but i have to clear up on some steps blah blah... then i forced my frens to give me feedback. "timing is off sometimes", 'steps nt tight enough' and 'tendency to count out loud'. argh! WTF! y cant i learn my steps fast enough n learn to remember counts!!! why!? why!? i cant even do a double turn even though i had a few years of ballet training. i m such a LOSER! LOSER! LOSER! LOSER! LOSER! blah~! must work harder! JIA YOU!!!

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i m so tempted to click tt name on my msn list. but wats stopping me? my ego? my pride? argh... but nah i wont click on it... must resist... cool msn pic. nicely photoshopped too.

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k as u can see, i m bored n fat at home. so here i did a quiz!

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

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ah... life sucks... my fren just made me an irresistable job offer i.e. $10 per hour and i onli have to do data entry and internet research for 2 weeks... but i have dance camp from 15th -18th dec and there is gonna be an assessment!!!

damn it~! i m so tempted to screw 2 days of camp to work... hmm... guess i just have to wait till tom morning to check with the guy. pray tt he doesnt mind letting me take leave on the 15th and 16th.

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