today is the first time i slacked in the past few weeks n today is also the first time in ages i actually finished my food. damn! now i feel guilty cos i had beef keow tiao with EXTRA noodles (mind u) n NACHOS (ah sinful indeed)!!! tink have to drag my arse to exercise!

after my dinner with à la nourriture machine and BIRD. we ended toking abt how some ppl actually broke up over religion. i have no idea how we ended up toking abt tat anyway back to the topic. no offence i for one find it simply ridiculous to break up a wonderful relationship just becos yr partner is unwilling to convert to yr religion. is the sacrifice really worth it?

basically to me, religion is there to guide us n like wat à la nourriture machine said to make us a better person. religion i believe is nt there to rule our lives and set the ways we do tings. i also believe tat its possible for two parties with different beliefs to be together. maybe its becos of the fact tat i m a freethinker tats way i tink its nt worth it to give up on a relationship over differences in religion. unlike BIRD who is brought up as a Catholic, she felt it was acceptable and she understand y some ppl chose to do so. but somehow i figured tis could be the result of her going to church every other weekend since young so i guess the mindsets of Catholics and Christians are pretty set.

another question is y is there a need to put a rank to even religion? according to BIRD, Catholic is more "superior" when compared to Taoism... y is tat so? who actually determines which religion is more superior than another? haha! guess no one has the answer to tat question. so heck it!

anyway, just wanna say... if u really like a person, does religion really matters?

p.s tis is nt an entry to put any religion down!

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today i woke up feeling veri lousy, i seriously had the urge to puke but i didnt. somehow i wished i did cos now it feels like there is someting stuck in my chest n stomach perpetually... nt a veri gd feeling man!

luckily, my lecturer showed us a veri interesting video during the lecture which brought me back to planet earth cos i was on the verge of falling asleep on my seat. the video is damn freaking cool! just by watching it, it had adrenaline pumping thru my veins. the driver with the cool, magnetic and husky voice (though i tink sm might nt agree with me) is definitely a plus... but tat is nt the main pt anyway. the ting is the way they showed the driver sped down the road is so cool! even me a person who is seriously against speeding for safetly reasons felt like doing the exact thing the driver did.

so if you are interested in watching the video, click here

Enjoy!

anyway, today sorted of marked the end of CA1 which is a good sign which means now i can give my full attention to my projects. ok ok! maybe nt full attention at least more than 50%!. speaking of CA, tis reminds me of wat happened during the CA. cos today my class had 2 breaks but i guess most of them like me skipped the first break to study for the CA. so during the CA, koban who was seated next to me during the CA, his stomach growled! so embarrassing! luckily mine didnt! heng ah! if nt i would have killed myself on the spot!

today, bri n i slacked during the break. now with our hectic schedule, we consider slacking as one of greatest luxury. ya i noe, how pathetic can we be! so after we had our lunch, we just shut up,slack and stopped to see wats happening ard us. savouring the moment we called it... nice... one of life's greatest moments! haha! i sound like a serious nutcase!

guess tats all for today! i gotta do projects and be a slack for projects for the time being! salut!

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Happy Belated Birthday Babe!!!

Sorry leh! haha!!! just remembered yr b'dae on mon forgive me!!! haha!!! anyway! just wanna wish u a happy belated b'dae!

Stay pretty, cool, crappy n babelicious always!

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listening to: THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS- SWING SWING
hai... i had a so-called "mini" presentation for one of my projects. well... the "mini" presentation wasnt anything close to mini like wat i thought. cos it constituted 20% of my project n i had no #%$#%$# idea at all! so i actually allowed myself n my grp to do a rather shoddy presentation.

after the presentation, i was pretty pissed with myself and maybe even my grp? dunnoe lah... plus i kenna shot by some idiot in class who asked me really DUMB questions. okay, maybe u tink i m just being too sensitive or watever. frankly, i m fine with ppl asking me questions as long as it can help me with my projects but if u ask me questions just for the sake of cards (our participation marks for tis module is given using the card system so the more the merrier) !!! just shut yr trap and stop giving me your ! nvm! wat goes ard comes ard! i will just ask tat idiot clever but tough questions! prepared to die! muahaha! hmm...shld be a bit merciful cos one of my fren was unfortunately in the same grp. sian!

haha! guess my GM tutor was trying to test our treshold for shock cos he returned us our CA paper. i had sort of mentally prepared myself to get a $%$% F for it over the weekends. even though i did "better" than i expected cos was nevertheless disappointed cos i got a bloody "C" for it. guess its just human nature tat we will nv be contented with wat we have.

during the debrief, my GM tutor even personally told my grp tat he was expecting alot more from my project grp. there goes my dreams of getting an A for tis project... guess today's presentation was like a slap across my face to bring me back to reality and to remind of the fact tat i m now a bloody year 3 student.

in a day,i got back 2 of my CA papers! wat a stressful day man! at least i did alot better than i had expected for my FM. haha!!! at least, i didnt choked on too much dust for tis paper.

guess at the end of the day, i have to get my act together. no point complaining n do nth abt it! so much to my project grp's misery, i tink i going to turn into one major slave driver for the sake of grades! *crack whip* so if they dun do work, prepared to suffer the consequences!!! muahaha!!!

p.s haha!!! at least one of my grp's members was sweet enuff to msg me after sch, apologising for the horrendous presentation even though it wasnt entirely his fault!

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haha!! i just read specizhen's latest entry. well.. its triggered a few thoughts in my head.

Do fairytales really exist and that it always end with 'happily ever after'?

well... lets just say, i m the type of person who wants to believe in the fact tat fairy tales exist and everyone will live happily ever after even though my behaviour and appearance doesnt say so. but as i get older i realised in life there is no such thing as fairytales. fairytales are tings tat onli exist in dreams and storybooks. no one lives happily ever after cos life itself is full of problems and shit. fairytales i believe, its just there to give innocent n naive gals like me maybe some hope n things to look forward to in life.

like specizhen i have many friends who think they are love 'gurus'. i noe i m in no shoes to comment abt such stuff since i aint no love sage myself n i haven been in a relationship in my entire life before. but i just wanna say tis, how much do tis "love gurus" noe abt love? how do they noe wat they feel for tat person is love and isnt lust? haha!!! love at first sight!!! i nv believe in tat! but i believe in lust at first sight, sad right?

no matter how much debate on love whether it really existed? guess we will nv noe the answers. so wat is the pt of speculating??? to pass time??? or to create more headache for yrself???

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finally!!! i get to write something here. i been itching to post an entry since tues but dunnoe wat to write. nv knew i will use tis blog as an avenue to express my thoughts and vent my frustrations. i been kinda sian with life lately. been having really bad appetite and i dunnoe wat is the cause of it. its either tat i m seriously sick of the food or i simply stress myself out too much. anyway, i simply force myself to eat everyday but each time i just feel like puking it out. just hope tis wouldnt turn into an eating disorder. n just tat my mum will stop trying to force food down my throat cos she tinks tat i m starving myself when i m not!

tis is one of the killer weeks, i had 2 ca in a week n pretty much noe how i would do for both which is veri bad. sian! guess year 3 equals to sucky grades. well... guess tis is one of those weeks when i engaged in self- pity... damn i m pathetic! despite the fact tat i m so busy everyday, i cant help it but wonder abt alot of tings, tings tat i nv used to be bothered with n i aint enjoying it at all.

first question:
does JOB+MONEY+CAR+HOUSE+CASH = PERSONALITY?
if that is really the case, then i guess without all tis the person is really pathetic cos he/she must really material possessions to give him/her a personality. just sad to noe tat ppl actually place so much emphasis on the possessions...

second question:
y is life so complicated?
i pretty much concluded tis after much tinking. actually, life itself is simple... its just the human factor tat makes its complicated. i guess... aint so sure myself

third question:
when is tis reflection phrase gonna pass???
i m sick of it already!!!!!

damn... been seriously tinking too much recently... life sucks!!!!!

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