still no email from my senior... damn! my BIG head is gg to get chewed off by Z at the meeting later cos pdtn has done nth and my pdtn head is nt gg to attend the meeting. doom. i hate it when everyting is so damn last min.

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this is definitely the weirdest dream i ever had. i dreamt tt i was locked away in prison for 6 whole years cos i murdered my dad haha. quite a sad dream actually cos after my release i realised that i missed out on alot of tings like some of my frens got married and a few kids of their own and i wasnt there to celebrate those joyful events. cant remember much details... yet another meaningless entry :)

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yeah! it is finally the holidays! officially rotting from now to first wk of Aug, which means it is 3 solid months of decaying :) usually tis time of the year means MAKE MONEY! GO SHOPPING! but then my damn holiday sch activities dun allow me to do so cos i have the freshman orientation activities and rehearsals (that is if i get casted... if i do, i tink i will be crying like mad again cos i suck).

but then i m still playing with idea of getting a job cos i have tonnes of tings i want to buy. i want to buy... shoes... corset... sneakers... dress... for performance i need to buy .... eyelash curler... eyeshadow... liquid eyeliner... fake eyelashes... the list just goes on...

somebody employ me please... in the mean time, i should go exercise.

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i m the dumbest person in nus. i had my deviance paper today, i m so damn sure that i will flunk it. i spend half the time stoning there, racking my brains for the fucking first qns which was unfortunately compulsary and worth 60 marks. wat i wrote wasnt even worthy of any marks. i dun understand y i always die when it comes to essay, it is nt as though i didnt study for the exams. therefore, i conclude, i m fucking stupid.

i really wonder at times how the hell i end up in NUS??? y must i be in ARTS??? sure it is fun but i really cant write essays. ppl ard me make it look so easy but it is clearly nt easy for me. will my life be so miserable if i was in BIZ? cant help but regret nt give transfering a shot.

i really feel like crying now but i cant cos my mum will qns me. today made me feel like dropping out of NUS, but i cant cos this will dissappoint my parents n i cant bear to bring myself to do tt.

i m a failure. no talent n no brains.

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hAha! damn funny right! haha... courtesy of my cca alumni. thought it was gonna be some dance video featuring some damn zai person. turn out to be some losers... finally, i noe someone who is a worse dancer than me :)

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i just had my 2nd paper, Introduction to Theatre and Drama. it sucks. i can pretty much predict that i m going to do worse than last sem. sometimes, i really wonder how m i ever gonna survive in arts when i cant even write a decent essay. i m screwed :(

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