i cried today. i cried b'cos of evocation. suddenly, i m so sick and tired of everyting. i finally understand how my fren D felt. dance is the source of all my pain, misery and stress. y cant i just stop crying?

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i just got home from N's rehearsal but now it shld be called Z's rehearsal instead. cos N broke his leg n Z has to take over his item. while under N's management, everyting is like relax and fun. but now under Z's management, it is damn stressful. damn depressing... get pointed by Z and YL so many times from 7pm till the end of rehearsal. it was so damn stressful to the extent tt the thought of dropping out from the item crossed my mind several times.

i m the kind of person who doesnt perform well under stress n i m a farking SLOW learner. its nt tt i dun noe my steps but after getting scolded by Z i will just BLACK OUT! FUCK! i hate myself for being such a slow learner!

wats worse, this item might need us to do it in heels. can someone just KILL ME NOW n end all my misery!!!

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damn it! i just broke someting while clearing the mess under my bed... just hope i can find the replacement real easy tis coming thurs. *PRAY HARD!*

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Happy 21st Birthday to Hellsing! May all your wishes come true :)

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guess most ppl with a blog will be doing the same ting as me, tt is to blog their year 2005 and their new year resolutions.

a summary of 2005 for me:
like every other year before, it is full of ups and downs. one of the ups was definitely when my group did veri well for BD for all 3 phases, BSG (which we have YIKONG and Shawn to thank for the great job done) and of course NUS YEC where my grp came out third. all this achievements wouldnt be possible without the guidance of suave and the charismatic mr ben cho. the real reward that came out of this BD was i get to meet great and interesting characters like Anna and Waiteng, it also gave me the opportunity to work with my BB, YIKONG and know shawn better nt onli as a classmate but as a fren. i noe BD was like many many months ago but i still have to praise my grp members on the great job done. the same applies to my other proj group that is DE Sunnyside up ;)

tis is also the year where i finally grad from SP, my second home for the past 3 years, i have to admit i do miss the fc food and my days studying there. fortunately for me i get to further my education at nus arts and social sciences, over here i made another interesting n hyperactive bunch of frens who truly noe how to enjoy life and a great time.

as u can see, i m starting to get lazy here. so i shant mentioned the downside of 2005.

so moving on to my new year resolutions:
1. dun binge like no tom
2. exercise like once a week
3. dun drink excessively
4. do my readings every wk and make notes
5. dun skip lectures
6. do tutorials
7. be nicer to my frens
8. save 20 bucks a week. ok make tt 10 bucks
9. dun spend so much time on msn
10. CHEONG like mad. nt cheong to clubs but to the library!

ok the list just get longer.... anyway it is time for my swim :) so happy new year to all!

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