i'm just sitting here waiting for my stupid asshole boyfriend to get here.....god..he should be here by now..but nope...can't be...whatever....he can suck the cock i don't have...meghan got into my plate of spaghetti that i didn't finish for dinner....so she's like..dyed orange around her mouth and a lil on her paws and chest...she's so spoiled..i didn't discipline her..she's gonna be more spoiled than reecey was..if that's possible..i miss my kitty..he's been gone for 3 weeks yesterday :( soon it'll be a month....next saturday it'll be one whole month:( i miss my kitty...but yeh..i'm off..i think ima take a nap or something....don't miss me too much :P

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ugh..today was a bit better...but yeh..i find out jim's like, ditching me for 2 hours tomorrow...fuckin...GRR...anyway..directed study today was the shit!! i forgot yesterday at lunch that my friend steven and i had gotten ''married'' and today in directed study i made us ''wedding rings'' and we decided to play this joke on his ''friend'' that he can't stand...she's like so obsessed with him, and he hates her, so ima go up to steven tomorrow and be like ''hey honey'' and give him a huge hug.....like we're going out...ya know..hold hands...but not kiss...b/c that's cheating...just to see the look on her face..i can't wait...it'll be hilarious!! *sighs* i'm really flippin upset thou...god...i had these huge massive plans for tomorrow night, but noooo they gotta be ruined...whatever...i'm not gonna be home when he gets here....fuck him..i'm not wasting my friday night waiting for his ass...it's not fucking worth it...i wore my new outfit to school today...i love my shirt..it's like, so super hot!! well..at least the pink shirt is...the jeans, i hate them..they're too boot cut and too big on me..i think i got the wrong size....*Sighs* oh well...i can't wait till saturday night thou..i get to hang out with friends instead of go to the dinner dance...i'm not paying $16 for that crap..i'll have much more fun with another couple at applebee's and then at the movies later on...but yeh, i'm out for now.....ta ta


~*Chrissy*~

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ahhh.....today sucked...first off...

i spill apple juice all down my white shirt this morning...

first period i fuck up my graphs about 3 times and have to redo them...

2nd period during frisbee, i make 2 goals and don't get hit with the frisbee (that's good thou..haha)

when i get home, my dad and i get in a huge fight about shit, that lasts about an hour....i ended up screaming at him and it was a big ugly mess, and then we both ended up crying at the end...

so then i go shopping to make it all better....which it did..i love shopping..i got like..tons of stuff...including this adorable new outfit for the dinner on saturday...and like, a cute purse and wallett at american eagle, sunglasses at charolette russe, stuff at victoria's secrets, and stuff like that....then i just fucked around to kmart to get some lipgloss, and i donated money for the march for dimes...look for my shoe ;) haha...then i came home and talked to my dad a bit and now i'm on here....

i miss jim like so much..thank god he comes up friday..i can't go another day without seeing him, but i have to...*sighs* oh well..i'm out for now...ta ta

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god has today sucked..i finished the book ''message in a bottle'' this morning....i only had it since like 1:00 yesterday..and i was 3/4 done by the time i got home..but yeh..i finshed it and i bawled so hard...i've been so upset since i finished it...i can't believe i have to wait till next friday to see my sweetie...it's killin me....i love him so so much!! tonight i'm supposed to stay the night at jackie's house...i find it pretty cool..her mom hates when other ppl spend the night there, but she's fine with me stayin....she's like my 2nd mom..i told her that and she wrote me a little letter telling me that she'll be here for me and stuff..i felt special...jim, i love you so much..i don't think words can even start to describe how i feel for you...you're the one i want to hold for the rest of my life....i can't wait till june 14th ish ....we get to move into our apartment....and start our life together....baby, you're the best i could ever ask for...and you mean so much to me...i can't wait to just wake up EVERY morning in your arms...next friday's gonna be great ..i get to see you..and then spend nine days with you...god i can't wait...i miss you so much....it hurts...really bad..but then i realize..i only have 49 days until i graduate..including the weekends and time off from school...*sighs* i just miss you a lot baby....a lot a lot....i'll write more later if i have time......

i love you james thomas zdziebkowski....

and......yes..... ( remember that sweetie ??? ) lol

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holy damn it's this late already? wow...time sure flies...well jackie, mike and i went to amber gussler's after school today to get my soon to be step mom a kitty b/c she wants one....and these are old enough, and potty trained and stuff...so i get there, and i pick squeaker out for her....(it's such a cute name amber gave him..i can't pass it up) and then i fell in love with the fluffy abigail...originally named twilight.....which is cute, but i like abigail too...and then i took a better pic of meghan...which used to be ariel angel...but i didn't like that..so i changed it to meghan....which i think is so cute...i don't think squeaker likes to be down....he's clinging to my shoulder right now...lying on my chest..it's kinda cute....he's so...clingy and adorable..and abigail is layin on the back of the computer chair..i have squeaker till tomorrow.....but i'm gonna visit my little guy often...abby likes to play with feet...she'll sit there and bat at your toes and get up on her hind legs and dance around to attack them....god it's adorable..i know jim fell in love with meghan....hopefully he'll love abby and squeaker when i take him to darene's to meet squeakie...mmm...maybe i'll keep him too and have darene wait till joe's kittens are ready.....b/c i don't really wanna keep squeakie away from his sissie...but....god..i'll have a zoo....but he's just so damn adorable and cute and clingy...but i guess i'm gonna go..i'm exhausted...oh..i finished my nicholas sparks book this morning in first period..i read the guardian this time...oh god i bawled like a child....my teacher just gave me the roll of toilet paper that we use as tissues (how fuckin cheap..huh?) and smiled and i said thanks...and cried....it was so sad...so i went and checked out message in a bottle during 3rd period, and by the end of the day, i was 3/4 through the whole book..i love that author...he's so sad..but so happy....i cry..hard everytime i finish his books...but i'm off for now......peace!!!

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I do swear that I'll always be there
I'd give anything and everything and
I will always care
Through weakness and strength
Happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse
I will love you with every beat of my heart

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on.
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

"Shania Twain"


James Thomas Zdziebkowski & Christine Joy Reiff
Forever and Ever

I love you forever and always baby...there's nobody else i could ever want more than you..this has been the best time of my life that i've spent with you..you've mended a trampled broken heart and made it better again..you've healed my scars and nourished my hurt....i'm forever grateful to you for that..you've been so supportive with me finishing school and i can't wait to stand on that stage and look in the audience and see your smiling face as i graduate, knowing that all thru my senior year, you were behind me every step of the way and you were my guiding light to help me become all i can be...i love you forever jim....till death do us part.... you really are the reason i believe in love....and i'll show you that love forever and ever...my love will never be tainted by anything...our love is unconditional..we truely are meant to be.....how else would this have happened?? us meeting and not really liking each other that much, and now we're inseperable...it's not just coincidence..it's fate..and i'm glad you've been here for me through the hard times...and i know you'll be here through the rest of them...and we'll get through them together...i love you baby..always and forever!!

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