wow..the day's finally here...it's graduation day...looking back on these 13 years...it's saddening..i'm not gonna miss it here, but i'm gonna miss some of the people..i remember walking into kindergarten on that first day, and now, here i am, getting ready in a few hours to walk down that aisle and recieve that diploma...where did the time go?? in all 13 years, so much has happened...so many losses and gains, so many friends and fights...detentions (not to mention a suspension in 8th grade..stupid people) ..but at least i made it thru my senior year without any stupid detentions..i'd get them for the dumbest things, but anyway...just looking back is what's making me sad...so many people who are supposed to be here aren't...and it makes me really angry...proud parents is what the pastor called them last night...well, what do i call a dad who doesn't really care and a dead mom? i guess my dad is proud, he told me he is, he just doesn't show emotion..but this is one of those damn days i want attention and the emotion...i'm supposed to have a family here...but all i have is a dysfunctional fucked up family...if you'd even call it a family...but i'm gonna go ...i'm getting bored and i wanna go get clean....i'll write more later graduation props to me!

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this is my male kitty jackie and i decided to dress up ...he's so adorable...hehe..it's bonfire time now thou!!! laters!!

i love you babe

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CaptainJim 10604: we should get an end for your hose to let the water spray out and run through it
BabyAngelOfLuv15: yeh, it's called a sprinkler
CaptainJim 10604: oh heh

now isn't that a genius?? yeah, i thought so too....and he's gonna be a computer guy??.. i don't think so....lol ..i just had to share that bit of information before i went outside for my campfire....it was just too funny to not share....

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*sighs* only 2 days before i graduate, and i couldn't be more excited, scared, happy, and sad at the same time..i had a really bad dream this morning where my mom came back to life for the day of my graduation, and then after i graduated, she dissapeared. it really makes me sad...i just wish she could be here...but i know it's impossible..i ordered my cake today..it's a marbled cake with white icing, with a pink border, pink writing in "congratulations chrissy" and red and white roses in the corners, and in the center of the top of the cake, there's a white graduation cap and a rolled up diploma...it's pretty cool...looks yummy at least....but i'm really depressed that my mom won't be here...but what can i do?? nothing....anyhoo...i figured id update a tad...im prolly gonna go with jackie to the orthodontist tomorrow...i have nothing better to do...that and jim doesn't come down till tomorrow night..around 4:45ish...but i'm out...

i love you babe

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i woke up at 9:20 this morning, but ended up laying in bed till 10...so i was a little late to graduation practice..but it was okay...man i'm really excited to be graduating..i'm gonna go to the baccalaureate on thursday night..i figure why not go to all of my graduation...plus my family will go..idk who all from my family will go to graduation..hopefulyy some...i know jackie, mom, jenn, darene, dad, and jim are all gonna be there, but hopefully some other family will come...idk...anyway..i might go to bed now, since i took a nap earlier....i wasn't even planning on it..i just like, laid on my dad's bed for a second while jackie was on the computer and the next thing i know it's like almost 7...it wasn't cool...but it felt good to nap...but i'm really tired, so i think i'll go to bed...night all

happy anniversary hunnie..i love you to death

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graduation practice was pretty good, except we had a bad ass thunderstorm during it..i got my cap and gown...i feel so old and grown up now..but i'm off for a few minutes...be back soon

i love you babe

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