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Age. 37
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. white
Location Moscow, PA
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moved...
Saturday. 6.18.05 8:18 am
well...now that i'm moved...i might just be moving back...well actually, i will within the next month..jim decided to lie to me and tell me that i was allowed to bring my puppy, when in reality, i wasn't....so i gotta think of her instead of myself..nobody takes care of her but me...and she loves me too much..and she goes psycho when i'm not around, so i can't just leave her alone at my house...so it looks like jim and i are moving back with my dad...well..i'm moving back with my dad, and he's just moving in...we just gotta find him a job down there, and we're good...plus, it'll help us save up for our apartment faster...i can be under dad's insurance for the car, and jim and i won't have to pay his parents $240 each a month to live here...my dad's not into taking rent from people, especially his own daughter....but anyway...we went to a party tuesday night....got a bit tipsy, not much...but a tad....everyone loves baby...but who couldn't?? she's so adorable...but we went out last night...we went to perkins for dinner and then to the movies on montage mountain to go see madagascar..it's hilarious...for those of you who haven't saw that movie, it's a must see...i laughed my ass off...i've been sleeping really late the past few days for some reason....like thursday i slept until 12:45...and yesterday until like 11:30, but today i was up at 5:40....so i guess it makes up for it...but i have a headache, so im gonna go take some tylonol and try to pass out watching tv..haha....

i love you babe

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moving day....
Tuesday. 6.14.05 8:41 am
it's been a few days since i updated....let's recap...

i graduated...and didn't even fall :) i'm super proud of myself for that one..haha..it was storming like a bitch before graduation, so i didn't get to get my pictures done :( but i got them done sunday after church....the all night party wasn't too bad...i didn't get too tired..i was suprised....laser tag rocked thou...that was tons of fun...the movie was good too...cinderella man, if i didn't have a short attention span in the early morning....i was really restless and couldn't sit still..i got bored too easily....the movie was tooooo long...

saturday morning, we got back to the school and jim and i left...took jackie home, then passed out at my house...we were too lazy to get up and set the alarm, so jim ends up waking me up by saying, uhh, honey, it's 2:30...i was like shit...so i had to rush around for my graduation party...which was at 4 at harris hill..it was fun..i found a four leafed clover...i've tried to find those sooo hard, and i finally found one...i got the one thing my dad knew i wanted b/c my mom was gonna get it for me when i graduated...it's not anything that big, but it means so much to me...he got me the class of 2005 barbie...which i'd wanted since i was little...b/c i collect barbies, and mom always promised me she'd buy it for me when i graduated...plus i got the party and other stuff from him, plus like over $200 from friends and family...so i made out pretty good...

sunday i woke up and went to church..nothing really happened sunday except i packed my clothes and did a buttload of laundry...

monday (yesterday) we got up at 7 to go to knoebles with jackie and her family and the youngest girl scouts...brownies...yeah, that's what they are...anyway..that was soooo much fun....we were riding the pirate ship, and some friggin little kid behind us puked....i thought it hit the back of my leg, but i was told it didn't, but i washed my legs anyway......sickening....ugh, anyhoo...i got an awesome tat...it's really cute..it's a fairy...in the middle of my back....i got it there to see what a real one would look like...so i think i might get it..when my sunburn goes away...i don't think i could get any more red...i started blistering, my dad saw that when i got home last night, so now i gotta be covered in the sun to protect me from getting sun poisoning.....dammit! the redness went down a little overnight, but i know it'll get worse today..i'm gonna be in the sun a lot....with moving and all and going swimming later if it isn't storming...

but i guess i gotta pack the rest of my stuff...i'm not taking all of it just yet, because i'm comming back next wednesday to bring jackie back, b/c she's going with me to visit with me before i make the final move next wednesday, so i'm basically on a week vay cay, but i just don't have to pack my stuff back up to come home...b/c i'm not comming home :( i got really sad about this the last 2 days/nights....i just walk around and remember all the good times that were had in the house, and the bad times...at times i think i'm retarded, but at other times, i realize it's a way of greiving for my lost childhood...i'm an adult now...it's college and a career and a family in front of me...there's so much that's gonna go on now, and i won't have any friends to really rely on....well..i will, they're only a phone call away, but it's not the same as driving to their house and being like, i need to talk..and then crying on their shoulder...sure i have friends in scranton already, but it's not the same....but at least i'm moving into a family that loves me already and thinks of me as their own...i know jim's mom always wanted a daughter, and she loves me like the one she never had...i mean gosh, whenever i'm there she'll come up to me and give me this huge hugs and it takes her forever to let go...it's akward, but it feels nice...she's a really nice woman, and i really like her...jim's dad's scary, but i'm getting used to him, he just likes to talk with a raised voice...and i think the best part of moving away is that i can take my doggie....b/c if i couldn't, my ass would be right here until we got enough for our apartment....which it's our goal to have that by our one year anniversary and my 19th birthday, october 6th....i know my dad's upset about me moving, but it's nice to know he's letting me move on with my life...figure stuff out for myself...he gave me advice on marriage and living with your fiance and stuff, that no matter how much you fight that day, never go to bed mad....i know what he means, i mean look what happened with mom, she died overnight, and he never got to tell her he loved her...he never even gave her a goodnight kiss that night...and i was grumpy overnight with her and stuff...it's just too long to get into right now, and i don't feel like crying right now, b/c i know i'm gonna cry damn hard later...but i should start getting ready...jim and i wanna be outta here by 2...

i love ya babe

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the big day...
Friday. 6.10.05 11:11 am
wow..the day's finally here...it's graduation day...looking back on these 13 years...it's saddening..i'm not gonna miss it here, but i'm gonna miss some of the people..i remember walking into kindergarten on that first day, and now, here i am, getting ready in a few hours to walk down that aisle and recieve that diploma...where did the time go?? in all 13 years, so much has happened...so many losses and gains, so many friends and fights...detentions (not to mention a suspension in 8th grade..stupid people) ..but at least i made it thru my senior year without any stupid detentions..i'd get them for the dumbest things, but anyway...just looking back is what's making me sad...so many people who are supposed to be here aren't...and it makes me really angry...proud parents is what the pastor called them last night...well, what do i call a dad who doesn't really care and a dead mom? i guess my dad is proud, he told me he is, he just doesn't show emotion..but this is one of those damn days i want attention and the emotion...i'm supposed to have a family here...but all i have is a dysfunctional fucked up family...if you'd even call it a family...but i'm gonna go ...i'm getting bored and i wanna go get clean....i'll write more later graduation props to me!

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the baby...abby
Wednesday. 6.8.05 8:25 pm








this is my male kitty jackie and i decided to dress up ...he's so adorable...hehe..it's bonfire time now thou!!! laters!!

i love you babe

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smart ass fiance....
Wednesday. 6.8.05 8:06 pm
CaptainJim 10604: we should get an end for your hose to let the water spray out and run through it
BabyAngelOfLuv15: yeh, it's called a sprinkler
CaptainJim 10604: oh heh

now isn't that a genius?? yeah, i thought so too....and he's gonna be a computer guy??.. i don't think so....lol ..i just had to share that bit of information before i went outside for my campfire....it was just too funny to not share....

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as we go on..we remember...
Wednesday. 6.8.05 12:39 am
*sighs* only 2 days before i graduate, and i couldn't be more excited, scared, happy, and sad at the same time..i had a really bad dream this morning where my mom came back to life for the day of my graduation, and then after i graduated, she dissapeared. it really makes me sad...i just wish she could be here...but i know it's impossible..i ordered my cake today..it's a marbled cake with white icing, with a pink border, pink writing in "congratulations chrissy" and red and white roses in the corners, and in the center of the top of the cake, there's a white graduation cap and a rolled up diploma...it's pretty cool...looks yummy at least....but i'm really depressed that my mom won't be here...but what can i do?? nothing....anyhoo...i figured id update a tad...im prolly gonna go with jackie to the orthodontist tomorrow...i have nothing better to do...that and jim doesn't come down till tomorrow night..around 4:45ish...but i'm out...

i love you babe

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