well..i'm back i guess...*sighs* i miss home already..the fair last night was cool, but it stormed pretty bad..i saw the faggot..michael jackson...god did he get UGLY!!! he kept walking by me and staring at me and like, he'd open his mouth to talk and i'd turn my back..obviously he recognized me...ick...i wish i didn't recognize him...anyhoo...when we were walking around, (jim jackie and i ) i saw what looked like tim friends, so i was like, jackie, isn't that tim friends?? and she's like..omg yeah...and i guess just cuz i spotted him, i got them together somehow..haha...but anyway..i'm out to go do some damage...shopping :) hehe....later alls :)

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ahhhh relief...i get to go home tomorrow..yeah, for a night, but still....goodness knows i'm so homesick...i'm gonna go to the troy fair tomorrow i guess...i wanna show jim around it...i think the thing i'm homesick most is my friends, family, and pets...not the area itself...i know i was this way when i first moved up here (to Gillett from Philly) but i was 9...a lil too young to really count it...but now that i'm 18...i acknowledge loss and stuff...*sighs* i just can't wait to go home and be around my pets..i've missed them the most i think...well..friends too, but ...that ..pet bond that animal owners and their pets have..haha...i have 2 other layouts and idk which one i like....i guess i'll do one a day and have you all vote on it....

i finished my first day of training today..it wasn't that bad..just realllllly boring...i got home and took a nap before i had to pick jim up from work....i still feel really tired and sick and crap...maybe donna can make her homemade mashed sweet potatoes with dinner tonight...i'd love that woman forever :P

well i'm out now...jackie, can't wait to see you tomorrow...i'm so excited to get to come home for a day!!!

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i gots a new layout..thanks to SHAxNANAx69 on xanga...i think it's really cute.... anyway, last night was really bad..as i'm sure you know oxjackieynnxo...she has a major crush on my fiance's friend joe...well ....jackie's so called ''friend'' decided to hurt her again and take another guy she liked away from her...which makes this time number 3...i'm pretty mad at joe too..b/c he lead her on, telling her when he was ready to date..."she'd be the first to know"...this girl better not ever come into this town, b/c i live here, and i will not be afriad to show her who's boss...i know i haven't lived her very long, but this is not something you do to my best friend...jackie is so hurt and so upset..i had to calm her down last night...i'm really pissed off and i can't wait to come home on tuesday...idk when i'm going to the fair thou...who knows...but i'm just so pissed off..i started crying and shaking last night because i was so pissed off...i get that way when i'm mad...so..i'll write more later....

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ugh, i guess to get the free ipod and necklace i gotta add the links so you guys can visit it....that's all i ask...pleeeease.......dont gotta sign up for credit cards..sign up for bmg or somethin.......so help a sista out..haha...

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last night was reallllly bad so i'm not gonna go into detail....but the night before (thursday)..was great...i got outta the shower, did my hair and stuff and i was working on my makeup when jim got home...i was taking nailpolish off actually....he comes into the bathroom and hands me red roses..i. was like, what did you do....cuz ya know, guys usually spontaneously bring flowers when he did something wrong, and he said ''you've had a crappy week, i wanted to make you feel better''....i was shocked...he hadn't bought me roses in awhile...at least not roses for no reason...so he gets ready, i paint my nails and stuff...and we go out to dinner to this five guys burger and fries that i guess they have in washington dc...it's a realllly good place...it's real meat, not that shit from mcdonalds...the burgers were huge..i couldn't finish mine...and the fries, they taste just like the ones from the boardwalk in ocean city md...i miss that place...anyway...we're eating and he brought up the harry potter book for some reason...now i was going to wait until this wednesday to buy it, when i got my last check from my mom's death(being a beneficiary i guess...idk) and he asked me, he's like....if you pay me back, would you want me to give you the money to buy the book tonight? i know how much you've been wanting it....and i just dropped my jaw..this was comming from mr. tightass with his money..i was like...hell yes...i almost spazzed in the restaurant..i was extatic..but the only condition was..i. had to go to the mall with him...i was like..ugh...for the first time, i didn't want to go to the mall...but i did....yeah, i'm a harry potter nerd...i own all of the books and the movies..i'm a freak..haha...but it's okay...it's a really good book so far..i've just been busy and not reading it..usually i'd have it done the first night, but ...i've been tired and sick lately...i think i have strep, i'm not sure..i have a fever and stuff with the sore throat..but i think it's going away..i feel a little better today...but i guess i gotta work 8-2 on monday and tuesday training to be this cashier...*woohooo* which means i guess i can't go to knoebles...but i get to go home :) yay!! so i'll go home after training on tuesday, and come back here wednesday...hopefully i dont' have to work..that'd suck balls...idk, but i gotta call laurie now...(the manager of cashiers, i got a couple of questions to ask her...)

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i changed jackie's colors for her website...man it looks hot...i had to use them too..they're toooooo hot...haha....i feel masterful...if that's a word..haha....

i gotta get a shower if i wanna go out tonight......we're going out to dinner tonight...just cuz we can..haha...idk..i'm kinda excited...we haven't been out in awhile...well..we have, but not to like dinner and stuff...just ..bleh...

we're going to knoebles on tuesday...his parents are taking us..how nice!! :) so i guess i'll be home after knoebles..depending on if i have to work on wednesday or not..idk..i'll find out thou....

i miss jim while he's at work :( *sighs* it sucks....

i made a friend down here :) besides the ones i have...(kevin, joe, erick..them) his name is AJ and he moved here from new york..when i start work, he'll be a coworker..he's pretty cool....met him while driving down the main street in moscow and he was standing outside and keirstin (david's fiancee) told me to turn around so she could see him and he motioned us over, and we stopped and started talking...he's cool...

but i'm out..i gotta update layla's pics when jim gets home b/c they're on his cell phone, not mine or else i could put them on here.....

but i'm out..i gotta get showered in a few minutes...

i love you baby

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