did i ever mention how wonderful my hubby is?? well, if i haven't..he's the best...yesterday was opening day for harry potter 4...and well, i wanted to go!! so i checked movie times before work, just to get a general idea..in case any of my friends from work wanted to do a lil 'movie date' ...jim comes up to my register and asks me if i have a change of clothes at home...well, duh, of course i do, since i live there....and i'm like, yeah, why? he's like...do you want to go out tonight..and i got all excited cuz i could tell by the mischevious look on his face what he was planning...i was like..can we go to the movies?? and he's like...maybe with this big smile on his face...and i'm like...can it be harry potter?? and he's like...yeah, i guessssss so...and i got so effin excited.....so work went by super fast..thank god...so he brought me an outfit to wear...i changed ...talked to a few of my friends before i left...then we went over to the movie theater at moosic...the cinemark...it was packed....we got up to the ticket stand.....all sold out until about 11 o'clock that night...i was PISSED!! thank god scranton is big and there's more theaters...so we went to the steamtown mall cinema...parked in the garage and went into the mall and out the front door....got to the stand...and jim reads this sign and says 'oh shit, they're sold out too' and i read it too, and it said 6:45 sold out...next showing 8 o'clock! i was like..no they're not :) so he gave me the money and i got the tickets..i was so excited i was about to leave without my change....the guy was like, ma'am...your change..i was like..oh, sorry, haha..and he started flirting with me like...sorry sweetie, but we don't accept tips....it's okay, he was hottttt anyway....so we walk back across the street and we walk around the mall a bit..we move our car near the main mall elevator so we can get out later...we talk to this couple about their cute little 11 month old daughter...as we fight over if ours is a boy or a girl...walk around the mall....go up to wendy's cuz we're both hungry as hell...he gets a cheeseburger..i get my baked potato....they're so much better at wendy's for some reason...maybe it's their sour cream...who knows??? admire this other cute little 21 month old little girl who just had professional pictures done...and go to the theater..get popcorn and a drink, and twizzlers of course...i go to the bathroom so i won't have to leave mid-movie...and go get our seats.....there were a few annoying teens in there, but for the most part, it was an okay atmosphere...toward the end of the movie someone started using their nextel walkie talkie...and some girl screamed "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!" ...everyone started laughing, except for me...i was annoyed...cuz i wanted to watch my movie dammit!! but the movie was so awesome!!! i won't ruin it for anyone, but there's a TON of hott men in this one...i was glad i had so many napkins for my greasy popcorn...they were damn fine...so jackie, if you read this...we better bring a lot of stuff for our movie date next week when we go see it together!!!!!!!!! they're EFFIN smokin!!! haha ....when we left the theater i saw one of my coworkers that i haven't saw in awhile..he's a cutie...he's 16, so i wouldn't touch him, but he's a good friend and a really nice kid...we talked for a bit..found out he watched harry potter too...small world..haha....

anyhoo....we told jim's parents wednesday night...not too upset, but not thrilled at the least...we're done with dinner and jims just like...dad...i. have something to tell you...chrissy's pregnant..that's why we've been hiding in my room all the time....and his dad just has this shocked "what the hell just happened" laugh...and then when it starts to sink in, he gets up and is like, i gotta go relax...shakes his head and walks downstairs into their little den thinggie...so jim goes to talk to him, and donna's telling me not to be upset...cuz she already had figured out...guess she looked at me from the side one day :-/ idk...anyhoo...this was a long enough entry..i'm so fucking excited to go home thursday...i get out of work at 12, so i can get all of our stuff packed and make up the cheese & cracker and the veggie platters that i'm taking..i'm going to bake my home made apple pies on wednesday after work...so they'll be ready...then we'll eat lunch with his parents, and then be on our way to my house :) haha..puts a new meaning to 'over the river and through the woods to grandfathers house we go' this year....since we go over the sesquehanna (spelling is so off there) river about 4 times, and go thru the woods on my road....and since he is gonna be a grandfather this year..haha...god i crack myself up...anyhoo..i guess it's gonna be a big bash at my house..since thanksgiving is held at my house this year...so that means 14 people, including dad, darene, me and jim....so i'm guessing kris, her boyfriend, randy, gavin, harlin...and who knows who else?? and anyone who knows my dining room table, even when it's extended with the leves...knows this will be a TIGHT fit...specially with a lefty and a pregnant woman..haha...anyway....i'm out...hope you didn't fall asleep reading this :)

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oh yeah, p friggin s......we felt the baby move the other night...how exciting is that??? i guess i'm farther along than the dr. thought...cuz i can feel it when i relax and lay on my side in bed, and sometimes you can feel it when you press....it is sooo friggin exciting :)

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jackie had no idea this picture would turn out...hehe..i lied to her..what a nice friend i am :) i can't remember what she's eating...something though...



my step sister kris and i...we weren't wearing any shoes either ...just because our feet were killing us...how alike we think already!!



letting the balloons go..i made tags for the balloons on the computer so when we let them go, people who would find the tags would know what went on..and it had dad's address on it so people could send a card or something..not a good idea...hope nobody stalks them!! littlest one is harlin, the one with the arms up is gavin, and the other is randy..my nephews...



the getaway car...notice the black balloons (from me :) ) and the condom on the back antenna...(gavin and randy's doing...with a condom from jackie's purse :P )



the wedding party...from left to right....me, kris, darene, daddy-o, leejay, and jim...what a happy group this was...smile more dad...it was your wedding day!!!!


that's about the only pictures that were worth sharing...and now i'm going to go...baby's not too happy with me..making me a little queasy...so i might pop some popcorn, watch a movie and go to bed.....sounds good to me yo!!! maybe a dip in the hot tub for 5 minutes....since us pregnant women can't enjoy hot tubs for very long..but it might relax some of my aches i have...as long as they don't see me in my swimsuit!!!! eek!!!


leave the comments bout the pics....specially that car....lovin it !!! haha...

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Jim, Me and the Baby :P

(i look like a hippo in a purple dress, but you can see the baby belly :) and...i'm glowing now :) )





then me and my bestest buddy jackie (oxjackielynnxo on here)





thought i'd update with a few pics...i dont feel like putting other pics on there...yet....i will tomorrow probably..right now, i'm cold, starving, and ...and...starving....haha....and i have to piddle!! so, enjoy the 2 pics...i might put more on either later tonight or tomorrow....since i'm home all day tomorrow too....i cleaned most of jim's room tonight for the hell of it...and now, i bid you..adieu.....if that's how you spell it :P

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Thursday:

packed the last minute stuff in the morning...headed to work....got out of work, went to wendys...i found i have a strange obsession with their baked potatoes...then sam's club for gas, then we made the long drive to my house....got home a little after 8....darene got home 2 minutes after we did, and then dad got home about a half hour after we got home...sat around and talked for a bit...i went through the small mountain of mail i had gotten while i was gone while talking to jackie on the phone...then we went to bed....how exciting.....

Friday:

i woke up early, tried to get jim up..he wouldn't budge....so i went out and made some breakfast...then when i finally got him up, we got ready and went to new york to get stuff to make centerpieces for the reception....we went to michaels....i got 3 vases, 3 bowl/vase things....some decorative rocks to put in the bottoms of the vases and then some flowers and ribbon...came to about $18....i went to use my debit/credit card...and it wouldn't work...it said no funds available...i was like, riiight, i just put $180 in on wednesday, and on saturday it's saying no funds, when i spent maybe $50 of it....so jim used his credit card, and proceeds to bitch at me when we get to the car...i started screaming at him at the top of my lungs because i was so pissed off that my card wasn't working, and that i KNEW the money was in there...so i took him over to the bank across the street and showed him that there was the money in there...i made him apologize to me....and apologize a lot....then we went to wendys cuz i had a bad craving for a baked potato again....then he went into walmart for hamster bedding (my kitty knocked layla's cage over and we needed bedding for her) and a belt...then we went to a dollar store to get film for darene, cuz that's where she wanted it from...don't ask me why....then we went to wait for jackie to get out of school because it was like 3:45pm, and the bus would drop her off at her house around then....so we waited forever...and then the bus finally dropped her off...and then she went to the church to help us decorate....we decorated for awhile, then we went to the football game where we WHOMPED canton's ass....40 to nothing....what a pathetic excuse for a football team...hahahaha.....then we took jackie and jenn home, and we went back to my house and passed out...

Saturday:

big day....woke up at like 7:30 and made some signs for the wedding that they wanted me to make...kris (my new sister) got there and we all chatted for awhile....jim and i took a shower....then went to the church to decorate a little bit before...went to woodys first to get some food cuz we were starving...then we went to jackie's house with her to get me some shoes to wear cuz i forgot mine...and we changed for the wedding there...by then i started crying a lot because it was a hard day...the ceremony starts...kris and i light the candles together, and then the ceremony progresses...kris and i had to ''give'' them away...by consenting to the marriage...i broke down, but i managed to give a nod and say ''i do''...then my nose started running, cuz of my cold i have, and it was just horrible...i cried....hard...dad looked at me once and he had this sad look in his eyes because he saw how hard it was on me...then when they had to kiss, my little 3 year old nephew said "ewwwwww" really loud...it was funny....then he started crying because he thought now that his grandma got married, she wouldn't be his grandma anymore..it was just really sad....then the reception went on....it was nice....the cake was good...we let balloons go....decorated the car....then jim, jackie, and i went up to p&c to get stuff to make for dinner....we got ham, baked potatoes, biscuts, sparkling red grape juice, cheese, crackers, and pepperoni and little smokies...i saw my friend kristen wintermute while i was there, so i talked to her for a bit...we had a snacky before dinner thing, and then the bigger dinner a little later....we had just gotten home from doing that, and jim heard a car outside..it turned out my nephews came over and blew a condom up and tied it to our mailbox..it was pretty funny..they had stuck one over the antenna of the car too....then later that night, jackie's and my friend tiffany called...she's a really cool 28 year old mom....i love her..haha...she's such a teenager at heart...but we went out toiletpapering...we got some people in elmira...and while we were driving down the road, we kept screaming at people out the windows...it was fun...then we went through the taco bell drive through and jim ordered a pizza with anchovies...it was so funny...they're like....''ummm..i don't think we serve pizza here''...and jim's like, oh, okay, i'll try again later.....it was hilarious....then we toilet papered some people in pa, including jackie's house....god we got that place good...we strung toilet paper from trees on both sides of her driveway, creating a barrier that her mom would have to drive through..it was funnnn as heck.....then jackie, jim and i crashed at my house....

Sunday:

didn't get up for church..jackie and i went up to kountry krullers to get bagels for breakfast, and then tops to get some doughnuts for jim...came home, ate....took jackie home, got gas at woody's...then jackie told us that his rear brake light was out...so we went home and we messed around with that...he couldn't get his rear light system back together, so i had to do it...then he called autozone, they told him they had the bulb, so we went up there....we changed the bulb in the parking lot, because it was getting stormy and windy out, and we didn't know if we'd have time when we got home....i got a HUGE craving for a taco, so i took him out to kfc/taco bell there....we got lunch...came home, started watching nine months, and ate...i realized it was getting really cloudy and nasty out, so i suggested we pack and start loading the car now before it would rain...so we did....it started thundering while we did that...then he checked online and it said we were under a tornado watch, so i moved the car away from trees in our yard...brought my one cat inside, and put all 3 cats in the boiler room just in case....cuz they're hard to get together...so when i had the opportunity, i took it.....i put the weather channel on, then the dish went out...so i turned the tv off and just kept my eye on the sky...the storm passed pretty quickly...dad came home....we packed the last stuff...said goodbye, and left....i hate leaving home :( we stopped at arby's on the way home....i wanted milk, so we went to the convient store and i bought a pint for like 1.69...it was highway robbery...i went to use the bathroom, and all 3 toilets had either stuff floating in them, or piss on the seat, or both...so i refused to go there...and he took me across the street to the gas station there...there was condom machines in the bathroom, so i didn't want to be there too long....then we left...i passed out on the way home...got home...unloaded the car...i passed out on his bed, then i woke up and went to bed........and now here i am on monday morning....getting ready to go to work....ickkkkk....

that's all for now, i really gotta get in the shower or else i'll be extremely late...

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we got to see the baby today...we saw its little heart beating and saw it wiggle around.....my s/he's so active!!! we didnt get a picture of it because they didnt plan an ultrasound, but dr. goldstein decided to give me one so we could all see it.....according to the growth, im at week 13 and due april 30th!! the baby is 6.18 cm long and weighs about a couple of ounces.. i was bawling when i saw it...jim was crying too...all i can do right now is smile and think of that little baby inside of me...the baby's so gorgeous...even though i couldnt see features...they pointed out the eyes, but i was just in such a shock i didnt really notice....i cant believe there is a baby inside of me that i can see now....it all seemed surreal to me until now...i know it changed jim...he's so into it now....he took me out to dinner tonight after work so we could be alone and have a romantic evening and talk about the baby freely....my doctor's so nice...he's funny and he includes jim in this...unlike many OB's...he asked him how he felt, how he feels now after the ultrasound...he's just super cool...they took 7 vials of my blood...ick...it wasnt that bad thou...i was shocked....im just so happy that i got to see our little miracle in ''person''....its so real now...all i knew before was 2 sticks with a plus on it...and now i saw this living baby inside of me...it's truly something i'll remember forever....seeing your first child for the first time...its breathtaking...it made me feel invincable.....call me stupid..but when you're in my place..im sure you'll understand!!!!

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maybe i should update this thinggie....i haven't in over a week...oh well...i worked a 39 hour week this past week.....hell yes..means a nice hefty paycheck...most of it's going in my bank account though, because i hate to travel with cash on hand...and since i ammmm traveling back home on thursday night....i can't wait!! i'm so effin excited! i might pick jackie up from school friday afternoon so i can see some of my old friends that i haven't saw in forever...idk yet...then i'm definatly going shopping up in elmira..i haven't been up there in over 2 months...i gotta get stuff to make the centerpieces for dad's wedding on saturday...and then jackie can help me make them :) haha..i'm so nice...i might wanna go out to dinner, depending on how i feel from traveling the day before...should be fine though....i hope....since im farther along in this journey now....i hope traveling won't be too rough on me....i have a bump..it's so cute..i love to just put my hand on it and imagine the baby moving...i made jim feel it the other night..he couldn't really feel it, but he didn't know what he was feeling for...he's never really pushed a girls stomach i guess....haha...but i can feel it..it's a hard little bump....easy to hide still with a oversized workshirt and leaving my pants unbuttoned..i might go shopping for some clothes while up there....but probably not, why pay sales tax in new york when i don't have to here in pa!! unless they have something up there that they don't have here...like the maternity section at old navy :D ...i have the biggest cravining for italian or french bread....just something with a crunchy outside and soft bread-y inside...i've had it since yesterday morning, and i haven't been able to get to the store to get it :( i'll get it tommorrow....i still don't get sick as much now..thank god...i get sick maybe once a day....usually in the morning before work, but i'm still nauseous all day....it's making my tongue hurt....damn stomach acid...oh well, as long as i throw up before or after the ceremony on saturday, i should be fine :P i guess they're having a private ceremony, and then an open reception...idk if a lot of people will be there, he hasn't gotten many rsvp's as of ....thursday when i called...idk..i hope it turns out nice..i guess my *gulp* sister and i are carrying boquets of roses and jim's gonna wear a rose bouttineere...he's gonna be so cute...i'm gonna get tons of pictures and post some of them....i think i might get my hair done for the occasion..not sure though...i guess there's not gonna be a processional either....fine by me..i don't want people seeing me walking up the aisle, and then tripping or something..haha...but i thought i'd do that at graduation..and i was fine :P it's so weird...i'm gonna have a sister now...and nephews...one of which is adorable cuz he's like 2 or 3...and the others...are still in high school...i'm not mentioning names cuz ...they don't have the best reputation out there...and i don't want that to bring me down at all...they're nice...but ...i never really associated with that crowd...guarantee they're not watching mah baby when s/he's born...i don't want my daughter or son growing up around that stuffs....

anyhoo...i wrote another entry last night in my pregnancy journal that i've started for when the baby's born...i hate always writing "you" in it, instead of a name..but i guess that's what happens when you can't find out the sex until month 5 or 6.....i realized this morning i'm already about 2 1/2 months into my pregnancy..it's kind of exciting..it's going fast...and dragging at points too..when i don't think the nausea will end, ever......my appointment's tomorrow...wish me luck on that, cuz i'm scared as hell that i'm going to find out my baby's not healthy because i haven't been able to eat right lately....or that s/he's going to have a mental retardation due to something abnormal..i'm just so scared to find out that something could be wrong with my precious one....because a week after i found out, i thought i lost the baby because i was bleeding...(the way you would in a miscarriage...the ''c'' word) and i was so scared, but i stopped bleeding that night, and i've been fine since..no blood, normal sickness and still getting bigger....so i don't know...i wanted to get it checked out, but i was scared....so now i'm even more scared that something could be dreadfully wrong cuz i was stupid and didn't get checked out...i don't know..i'm going to bring a tape, and the PDA to record the heartbeat and to get a copy of the ultrasound if possible...i'm excited for that..if i don't get to heart the heartbeat or see the baby, i'll be realllllly bummed...but i'm sure they'll at least let me see it because i'm so scared, and i'm sure they'll want to see it too to make sure it's developing properly, since this is my first visit, and i'm around 11-12 weeks (or more) along...plus i get to find out my due date...yippie!! no more ....uhh, i think i'm due in may....i'll have an actual date to rely on :) woohoo!! anyway, i'm out..i'm hungry, and i gotta pee...again...

i love you james thomas zdziebkowski :)


heyyyy..it's how i feel every day :) finally, a smiley for me :D



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