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the name game..I NEED HELP!!
Monday. 11.28.05 8:37 pm
okay....i found a few names...give me opinions PLEASE!!!

boy:

aaron james
conner james
conner thomas
conner william
philadelphia pennsylvania (joke between chris cpkviper and i ...hehe)


girl:

elizabeth carolyn
caydence jean
caydence elizabeth
serenity michelle (kinda out there, but cute in it's own way)
serenity jayde (same as above..)

gotta throw some funky ones out there too....

sugarbum - sweet but lazy
massimo
stavros
shlomo
shepry
syshe
symona
synclair


so let me know the favorite of the real names, and the favorite of the funky ones...haha....let me know soon :) specially since we might know tomorrow if it'll be a little boy or a little girl :-D

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why me?
Sunday. 11.27.05 9:50 pm
i'm ready to throw in the towel...i know this is being spoken through pregnancy emotions, not the emotions i normally feel...but i'm getting so stressed out and so tired of being pregnant...i'm so sick of being sick..i don't throw up, but i'm nauseous so much...tonight, his mom made pork and saurkraut..one of my fave's....i ate the saurkraut, and nothing else...the smell of the pork and the potatoes and corn made me so sick..just typing about it makes my throat clench up...i can't eat...i can only eat what i feel like eating, and none of it is really that healthy....i wanted a grilled ruben really bad earlier, and now i don't even want that, because of my aversion to meat..jim doesn't understand the fact that meat makes me deathly ill anymore...even lunchmeat, which i can't eat anyway....and his mom asked if i ate dinner, and he told her i didn't...so she was saying how i should be eating cuz i'm ''feeding that baby''....i heard her telling him that, and he comes in here all macho and saying i have to eat, because he realizes that i need to nourish this baby..i think i know this...but the baby doesn't eat what i do directly...it only gets the nutrients, and look at me, even before i got pregnant i was fat, so i have a lot of storage..i doubt this child would starve..but it's not healthy for me to not eat, while it is okay that i'm averted to meat right now...i don't know..i'll talk to my doctor about it tuesday..i've been really dizzy lately too...but i guess it's from increased blood volume, and i'm used to jumping up out of bed, and now i can't...i have to ease myself up from a sitting or laying position, or i'll topple over...i was making turkey salad last night before we left my house, and i was just standing in the kitchen breaking turkey up, and i got so dizzy i almost passed out...i had to grip the counter for a few minutes, then grab a glass of apple juice and sit down for about 10 minutes...this is getting ridiculous...i have to tell my boss...if i don't, i might pass out and get hurt at work or something...what i really need is a better job...i can't keep standing all the time like i am now..it's bad for me...my legs especially...since they get swollen anyway during pregnancy, and standing for long periods of time only makes it worse..plus it doesn't help me with my need to eat every hour or so...and to always have a drink because that usually prevents me from collapsing when a dizzy spell sets in, or it prevents them alltogether....i think i'm really starting to scare jim...he was worried because i'm so sick, he wanted to take me to the hospital...yeah, they'd tell me to suck it up, it's a side effect of pregnancy, and send me home, while charging me close to or over $1,000....i'll just wait until tuesday...i'll tell the doctor that i'm a cashier, that i stand all day, have to lift heavy things, and see what he says...maybe he'll make me get a different job, maybe he'll tell me to just take it easy...and i hope he'll have an answer to my dizziness...and this constant nausea...i'm so scared im not doing anything right for my baby...and i'm scared s/he'll be born with a defect, or be stillborn because i'm not eating right....or anything that i'm doing...i know it's normal in this stage of pregnancy (especially in the first pregnancy) to not feel the baby move every day, but it scares me if i don't feel it, or maybe im just thinking it's my stomach digesting, or maybe....i don't know....i guess it's the pregnancy blues setting in....i know there's the baby blues, the postpartum depression, but is there a pregnancy blues? a depression during the pregnancy process? if so, i definatly have it...i cry about once a day, usually over nothing, or something absolutely silly..maybe i'll google it after i write this.....i should wrap this up though, because i have to work tomorrow..joyus...i just want tuesday to get here..it sucks..jim has to work tomorrow night at the convienet...i work tuesday night at the store to close so i can go to my appointment during the day, and he has to work again wednesday night....it blows..horribly...but i'm gonna go....i need as much sleep as i can get anymore..which isn't much cuz the baby acts up at night and makes my stomach all icky and i just feel restless...*sighs* somebody shoot me...or just...i don't know...sorry for this..i basically needed to get my feelings out, but that'll come later, maybe tomorrow....if i still feel stressed and upset...it might be password protected, might not...but since jim doesn't understand, maybe other people will....night..

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christmas music
Sunday. 11.27.05 7:00 pm
all i've been listening to today is christmas music....i can't wait for christmas..i love the christmas lights and all that crap...anyhoo...i had a pretty uneventful day...i slept till around 9, then laid in bed looking up baby names...i found some funky ones...but jim deleted them on accident...i remember one was massimo...one was reginald....stuff like that..haha...maximillian was another one....tuesday is my appointment..i'm so excited to go..i can't wait..i hope i can find out the sex....it's scary that the baby can hear what goes on outside the womb now...specially when jim and i fight, or i fight with customers...or crap like that..i guess according to this website when the baby hears a loud sound, it'll cover it's ears or burrow into the placenta and try to hide...i wish i could see that, it would be so cute...so i know that when i'm talking to it, it hears me...but i just really want to know if it's a boy or girl...i'm determined....hearing a heartbeat would be nice too..haha...well i think i'm gonna go for now...i really have to pee and i wanna see if dinner's ready....

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wonderful dayyyyyyy
Saturday. 11.26.05 8:27 am
thursday traveling was horrible....we ran into a big snowstorm leaving jim's house, and getting on the highway...then it was alright, just a few boughts of snow here and there...but he got tired, so we switched driving at the greater bend...(right before new york starts)....well i'm drivin along....and it's near binghmanton now...and i run into a total white out...i turned the christmas music we were listening to down, and slowed down to about 15 mph, because the road was totally white, i couldn't see the lines or anything..it was REALLY bad...i couldn't see the cars in front of me, and they were maybe 3 feet from me...and jim's basically sleeping this whole time...asshole...i was slipping and sliding all over, but i was determined to get home dammit...so...i just kept going....and we got here around 6, after leaving around 3:30...so it only took about a half hour longer..not too bad...dinner was sooooooo awesome....i'm so used to my mom's cooking, and dad made everything momma's style..i was in heaven..i made the gravy myself, and got huge compliments cuz it rocked so hard.....i was really in heaven..it was so good....everything was delicious..much better than the previous night's dinner..i liked dinner the night before, don't get me wrong, but i'm just used to mom's style...

friday we got up around 2:40am after passing out around 11:30...we got up, and drove to wally world in elmira...jackie and i dropped jim off...and went to the gas station and got some foooooood...then we met him back there and hung around....took turns warming up in the car, since it was so damn cold...the wind was what was frigid...but when 5 came...everyone started grouping around the door...and when they opened, i literally got like picked up off my feet and carried in..it was horrible...i'm like, trying to fight my way in and protect the baby at the same time....but i was the first to find the lap top :) yay me!!! i was like YES I GOT IT!! and found jim and he's like YAY I LOVE YOU!!! and then we went to find my cabbage patch kid....she's a cutie..we were in, out, and paid for by 15 after 5..i was amazed...it was nice..haha...then we went out to denny's and had breakfast...came back here, played on the lap top a bit, and then went back to bed....got up, went to jackie's house, then jackie, jennifer, and i went up to the mall to see harry potter....then we went to see kitties at the pet store, i got to hold one..such a cute lil girl..i named her tinkerbell..haha...then we went over to old navy, i didn't get anything, i don't like paying sales tax on clothes...then we went to wendy's...took jenn home, and came home and crashed...and here i am, on saturday morning..hopefully snowed in cuz it's snowing nice and hard out :) yay!!!

hope everyone had a great thanksgiving and weekend so far...

get to have my next appointment on tuesday :) yay!! hopefully i get a picture this time....baby's been pretty active..it likes the idea of the laptop on my tummy, nice and warm and it vibrates from the fans...so i guess it likes it..haha...

leave lovin :)

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happy turkey day :)
Thursday. 11.24.05 12:46 am
Happy Thanksgiving everyone...it's snowing like a fiend here...its awesome..i love snow...it's so beautiful....i'm so happy for my one friend at work..she's an older lady, not like, old old, but in her late 20's early 30's...and she was pregnant and due any day...she had the baby on monday, and brought her in to see me today...her name is mary anne and she weighed around 7 lbs (can't remember ounces) ...i asked if i could hold her, so i got to...she was so precious..i started crying because she was so beautiful..and i mean BEAUTIFUL!!!! she had like no red spots or anything, just a perfect complexion...probably because she had to be delivered by c-section, but she was gorgeous...it felt so good to hold a baby, especially a 3 day old one....she was sleeping right through me holding her...i was extatic...such a lucky woman...i'm so happy for her...it's getting easier at work , since i don't have to hide my baby anymore...i guess jim's dad's going around bragging about him being a grandfather now...it's exciting...i can't be on this thing too long, because i have a lot of stuff to do before i travel home today...i have to pack, get the platters ready, and all that good stuff....man, 3 days of getting up early, i'm gonna be one cranky bitch tomorrow after we go shopping..haha....BLACK FRIDAY FRICKEN ROCKS!! haha.....well i'm out....

can't wait till april *sighs*

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christmas spirit :)
Sunday. 11.20.05 1:09 pm
i just got off the phone with my hubby and i'm bored as hell...it's my day off..he has to work 2 jobs...*sighs* it sucks...so i got to see him for like 5 minutes of semi-conciousness this morning when he rolled out of bed to go to work, and then i'll get to see him for maybe 10 minutes before we crash tonight...*sighs* oh well..it's life i guess...i need to get in the shower, but i'll do that after i update...

we went in the hot tub last night...i was in there for like 5 minutes, and that's long enough for a pregnant woman, but it just melted all the aches and pains in my body..it felt awesome..i was so relaxed...and ready for bed after that :P but then we ate dinner and watched some tv....jackie called, so we talked for a bit...now she's going shopping with us on black friday morning....exciting !!!!!!!!

i just can't wait to go home on thursday..i'm like flippin excited..i just wanna be with my family on thanksgiving...i'm really into christmas ..yay..i can't wait to get our apartment and settle in and put our christmas tree up!! our scheduled move out date is 12/7...hopefully it stays...well..im gonna get in the shower now....i might update again in a bit....

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