god has today sucked..i finished the book ''message in a bottle'' this morning....i only had it since like 1:00 yesterday..and i was 3/4 done by the time i got home..but yeh..i finshed it and i bawled so hard...i've been so upset since i finished it...i can't believe i have to wait till next friday to see my sweetie...it's killin me....i love him so so much!! tonight i'm supposed to stay the night at jackie's house...i find it pretty cool..her mom hates when other ppl spend the night there, but she's fine with me stayin....she's like my 2nd mom..i told her that and she wrote me a little letter telling me that she'll be here for me and stuff..i felt special...jim, i love you so much..i don't think words can even start to describe how i feel for you...you're the one i want to hold for the rest of my life....i can't wait till june 14th ish ....we get to move into our apartment....and start our life together....baby, you're the best i could ever ask for...and you mean so much to me...i can't wait to just wake up EVERY morning in your arms...next friday's gonna be great ..i get to see you..and then spend nine days with you...god i can't wait...i miss you so much....it hurts...really bad..but then i realize..i only have 49 days until i graduate..including the weekends and time off from school...*sighs* i just miss you a lot baby....a lot a lot....i'll write more later if i have time......

i love you james thomas zdziebkowski....

and......yes..... ( remember that sweetie ??? ) lol

i love you so much baby, I wish I could make you happy but I dont
» captainjim1981 on 2005-04-22 07:02:53

I LOVE JAKE!!
my 7th grader who i have been talking about asked me out.. YEAH!! lol i have been waiting for him to ask me for so.. long!! :-) i am happy now!! I LOVE JAKE!! lol and he asked me out twice!! lol HAHAHAH and we have been talking on the phone all day!!! :-D YEAH i am happy!! xOx Ariel xOx
» staywithme4eva on 2005-04-23 05:52:08

awwwww, thankss[; i think im startin` to like em` too. *wink*((;<3
» Sha_Sha on 2005-04-24 03:39:08

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