woo fricken hoo :) yay!!!!!!! i'm wearing a pair of jeans right now, a black tank top and a bikini top under the tank top...and i have my hair in a ponytail...right? well..i looked at myself in the mirror and i realized how much weight i've lost since i left high school...seriously..i'm like, super thin compared to my high school days of 2 months ago..haha...my arms have seriously gone down in size..i don't have so much flubber...prolly from lifting cases of water and bags upon bags of dogfood during work...but seriously, i'm like so fucking happy...my butt's gotten smaller...my thighs, my tummy..everything..i look SUPER!! but then again, that's in my eyes....i guess it's just a good day..and i'm sure tomorrow i'll feel so fucking fat...haha..but when i called jim on my lunch (dinner) break last night, i asked him if he noticed that i've lost weight, cuz i noticed it a bit yesterday...and he's like..yeah, i can tell you've gone down, and i was like..why didn't you say anything?? it woulda been nice to hear, but i don't care..if i keep working, like i'm gonna do..obviously..then i'll keep losin weight :) ohh it makes me so happy..and when we get our apartment finally..i'll be soooooooooooooooooooooo thrilled :) things are going great for me right now thank god...and hopefully it stays like that....but anyhoo..i gotta finish packin..so i'll write more when i get home..i just wanted to write about how happy i am that i've lost weight :)

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first off....i'll start by saying..i have 20 minutes before i have to leave for work....well..maybe 25 if i push it...anyhoo...

yesterday afternoon during my lunch break...jim and i were talking...and we were talking that he has almost enough money to pay his dad back by the end of august...which makes me happy..cuz i wanna go home...right? (he got a loan for his car from his dad..that's what he's paying back..) and he's like..that'll give us $240 extra a month...and i was like..yeah...and he's like..what if we actually get our apartment in september? i think we can do it..i was like.....are you fucking serious..b/c he's..ya know...kinda afraid of living on our own like i am..but...i was like..can i bring baby? (the dog) and he's like..yeah....and he was like..i don't think you really wanna leave here, cuz i know you like your job and i doubt you wanna quit..and i was like..yeah..cuz i do like it....and he's like...well...then? and i'm like..heck yeah i'll do it!!! cuz i might not get that damn job as a receptionist cuz the friggin chick that's working now got knocked up and needs a job....so..idk...but i'm like really excited cuz i think we might be doing it :) we'll just get an apartment right in moscow instead of scranton, so we won't be too far from our jobs..and i'll just go with my originial plans to college down here...cuz i really do love it down here ...and i mean...yeah...it's just...great...but anyway...i gotta go ....i don't wanna be late for work.....

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i have a few minutes to write an entry..yay :) i'm actually ready early...instead of brushing my teeth just as i grab my badge and purse and run out the door..haha...i woke up at 8:30 today..that could be why..haha..i have to work 1-9:30 tomorrow..ick..i hate working late, b/c i get sleeeeeepy...*sighs* at least i have monday, tuesday, and wednesday off :) weeeeee!!! meaning monday i get to pack all day instead of rushing to do it when i get home from work...i usually don't work monday thou, so it's all good..i just have to work thursday b/c i took tuesday off...it's worth it though!! deffffinatly....i get to go home for more than just an overnighter! woohoo !!! i get to see my puppy..i think that's what makes me the happiest...that and seeing my fam. and friends...my one kitty squeeker ran away thou :( i'm sad about that...even thou she was supposed to go to my dad's girlfriend...but..i'm still sad...i liked that kitty, even though she was annoying...but i think if it was meghan or abby that ran away, i'd be totally devestated...seriously....anyway..i should prolly get my bootie off to work...maybe i'll stop and get a drink somewhere first, instead of waiting until about noon to get my drink on my first break....meh..who knows..haha...but maybe i'll show up a tad early today...get paid more ya know?? haha...well i'm off....laters alllllllll

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owwwie :( my back hurts really bad....jim and i took the dogs out to go potty after i got home from work and after dinner....and well...jim was walking down the walkway, and he got stung on the ankle, so he's hopping around, and i don't see any bees swarming, so i go down to see if he's okay, and the next minute i'm fricken stung too on my back...it hurts like a MOTHER fucker..this week has SUCKED!! first i get strep, then i get a damn bee sting..i haven't been stung in ages...seriously...ugh!!!!!!!!!! but i'm out..i just wanted to complain that my back hurts :(

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haha..i was bored, so i took a wacky pic....idk..i'm just..bored..and i wanna go swimming..jim's an asshole......but..i guess i understand where he's comming from..just..UGH..don't get mad at me because i didn't have the phone with me while i was downstairs watching tv....GODDDDD!!!!!


anyhoo..i'm out..thanks to jackie and Chris (CPK) for making me feel a bit better about my neice/nephew situation..i guess i can't stop it...and all i can do is love it, even thou it's gonna die thursday :(


the pic won't show up for some reason....so just go to my gallery..it's the one where i'm sticking my tongue out..haha

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okay..i'm sure by now you've read jackie's entry on abortion..the reason we got into that topic last night when we were talking is because...jim's brother's fiance..is pregnant, and she's scheduled her abortion for next thursday....meaning, she's killing my little neice or nephew...that shit doesn't fly with me at all...that's my fucking family, and my little baby neice or nephew...and she doesn't understand how bad that's gonna hurt me...david (jim's bro) is paying for her to have it done too...she claims she doesn't want to, but it's the only way out of it....bullshit it is....give the baby up for adoption...give it to jim and i to raise..i already told her and dave that i'd take care of the child!! they're both afraid that they won't be able to go out and party and get drunk...and yeah, jim's parents would be upset, but i'm sure they wouldn't make her abort the child...it just hurts me so bad inside to know that my lil baby neice or nephew is gonna be killed....just...murdered out of cold blood!! David is 27, keirstin is 21..yeah, she's young, but david's not..he needs to grow up..and i know they'll regret it once she has the abortion...it hurts so bad...i cried myself to sleep last night...she'd talked about getting an abortion before, but she never made an appointment..i was upset before...so upset i called my dad just to talk to him about it..and he told me to try to talk her out of it..and i have..but i guess it didn't work, b/c next thursday, they're going to some clinic in new york...i just want to fight for my little neice or nephew to live..but i guess i lost..i'm a failure as an aunt...i can't save their life...i was so upset that i barely even talked to jim when he woke me up before he had to work....he knew something was wrong, and i just told him i wanted to talk to him later....and he's worried that it's something about me, even though i reassured him i'm fine....which i am, except for the fact that our neice or nephew's gonna be killed thursday...i don't know..maybe i'm selfish to want tos save the baby's life...but i mean, wouldn't you?? if it's gonna be your family, wouldn't you want to fight for their right to live??


on other notes...yesterday..went and picked up my paycheck....149.05...not too bad i guess....if they didn't take taxes out i'd have like 170something....but..whatever.....then we went to mercy hospital....parked in the garage thinggie on level 5...took a scungy elevator down...and got a lil lost in the hospital trying to find the er..but we did..they took my name and info and stuff and told me to wait..i waited for maybe 5 minutes, and they came for me...so they did a throat culture....the instant strep came back negative..but they'll call me with results if it is....i don't think it is..but we'll get to that later...they had me change into a lil hospital gown thing (so embarassing..) and then they listened to my lungs and checked my throat, had me sign a few forms and wrote me a perscription and sent me on my merry way...so we went to eckards to get my perscription filled, put my film in and stuff...and i got some chloraseptic....which feels soo nice on my throat...for about 4 minutes, then it fades :( but anyway..then i went and put my laundry in, we went to mcdonalds cuz i was craving it for some sick strange reason...and then we went grocery shopping...picked up my clothes, got my film and came home..my graduation pictures came out NIIIICE....i like 'em ....but...after we ate dinner last night...(donna roasted a turkey on the grill....made stuffing ....let me make the mashed potatoes....) it was reallllllllly good...but anyway..after dinner, my throat barely hurt...i think it was the hot food that helped...and then i called my dad...talked to him for an hour....then...went to bed..and now that i've woken up..my throat doesn't hurt NEARLY as much as it did yesterday...and the swelling's gone down a LOT...so hopefully i'm all better and can go to work tomorrow.......

but i just wanted to comment on how i was doin..that i'm not gonna die (haha..thanks zero_jak) and how i'm so upset that i failed as an aunt and my baby neice or nephew's gonna die:(

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