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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
- Easily amused.
- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
Thursday. 2.26.09 11:42 pm
So I'm going to take it back to...

I ended up not going to school and I hung out with my friend Mel and her babies Hailey and Drew. (: We just got food to eat and caught up. Then afterwards I had dinner with Matt at our usual place and that's all I remember that day. Haha.

I went to Urgent Care cause I wasn't feeling so great. 4 hours later I went home and ate and took a nap. Then afterwards I met up with Lady and went to Trader Joes. Then we decided to take a road trip up to LA, spur of the moment kind of thing. Ate at Sanamluang, drove around Glendale, and headed to Ventura to drop some people's stuff off.

Mel came and got me and I went with her to Costco and ate lunch at Olive Garden after. Then she dropped me off at home cause she needed to get back to work. Later on, I went to Walgreens and then went to the beach to see the bonfire set up and then went to my cousins house and chilled there for a few hours. Lady came and got me around 10 and we went to Main St. Went to Good Bar and saw Cally and her friends, then Dargans, then back to Good Bar for some gummy bear shots, then to El Rey Cantina, and Charlene's Tapas. Stayed at Charlene's cause they had live music. Soooo fun. Hahaha. Around 1 we went to Matt and Alex's place and I was already borderline drunk. Went home at 5am?

Did nothing most of the day. Went to Matt's and just watched UFC the entire time. Then I left to go meet up with Lady at In-N-Out and met her friend Javier. Afterwards went back to the apartment and hung out there till about 2am.

I went to Jenny and Dave's house warming thing around 5. Got to talk and catch up with Steph. I left around 7 to go to Matt and Alex's place cause they wanted to have that bonfire. So we went to the beach at 8. Their friend Agee went too and then Lady showed up. It was fun. We didn't leave the beach till midnight and Matt and Alex were drunk off their asses. Matt climbed on the top of my car just as soon as a police car showed up in the parking lot. Idiot! But the police just asked us if we were ok and let us go. Thank goodness. Haha. So we got food at TDM before we headed to the apartment. I dropped Matt off and stayed for about 30 minutes and headed home.

Went to school. After lab class I went to Matt's apartment but I only hung out there for about 2 hours and then I went home cause I wanted to sleep.

Had no school, and Glacy picked me up for lunch. We ate at In-N-Out and then she took me home. After I went to the bank and went to Border's to buy a book. After that I picked up Rudy and went to Starbucks to wait for Lady. Then we all went to eat Pho. Then I dropped Rudy off around 8ish so he could work on his paper. We picked up Frank and went to Yoyumyum. (: Then we went to Sea Rounder to visit Mack who bartends there. Ended up staying there for an hour or so while Lady and Frank got drinks. Then I dropped them off and then headed back to the bar cause Mack wanted me to keep him company. I went home at 130am.

Missed my first class but made it to Micro lecture. Then Lady and I went to American Apparel and got lunch at Chicago Ribs. Yum. (: Then I went to T-shirt wearhouse and to Lady's work to show her something and then to Matt's apartment. Played with Jasmine and Jordan for a bit while Matt helped Summer assemble a stroller. Then we just chilled for a few hours and went to eat at Sushi Marina. Food took forever, but it was good. (: Got back to his place and then I left around 10 and went back to Sea Rounder cause Mack was working again and Nick wanted me to stop by. Hung out there and met a few new people. I got to ride in the back of Shawn's Honda motorcycle, which was cool, but I felt like I was going to fall off. ): Hahah. I headed home at 2 and went to bed around 3.

Thursday (today!)
Did nothing. I helped Lady find an outfit for the 80's party we're supposed to go to. Then back to my house where we just hung out and worked on our outfits. Hahahah. That is pretty much it and now I'm just laying in bed. I really should go to school tomorrow. Haha. Hopefully I do. Agh, this was long. Aright... goodnight!

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Oh life..
Wednesday. 2.18.09 12:43 am
I can't sleep. ): I have school in the morning, but who knows if I'll wake up to even go. I'm seriously not feeling it. It's one of those weeks where I feel like I just have to stay in and be alone, contemplate. I need to get away.

I'm watching The Wackness right now. It's weird seeing Josh Peck playing that kind of character since I'm so used to seeing him on Nickelodeon, but it's only 18 minutes into the movie so I can't really say much.

I feel so stuck. I don't see why I invest so much time into something when I am so uncertain of the outcome. Especially when the outcome outweighs more toward the heartbreak side. Just let go, forget about it right? I wish it were just that easy. So much easier said than done. I wish I can just bust an Eternal Sunshine for a Spotless Mind. Why is it that we always want what we can't have? And once we have it, we don't want it anymore or we slowly lose interest? Everything is just so complicated. Everyone around me seems to have at least one thing in their life that they are so content with, why can't I have that? That little ounce of happiness in this mess I call my life. I miss the simplicity of life as a child. A time when we had no worries in the world, well not any life changing ones at the least.

So I happened to take a break from this blogging thing and now the movie is over. It's good. I love all the songs in it. It all just went well. I wish I could elaborate more on it, but I'm getting pretty tired. I will end it with a quotes from the movie..

Luke Shapiro - "So that was all bullshit right? All that stuff about embracing your pain, making it a part of you? You can't do this, you can't just give up. Life is hard and it's full of pain and whatnot, but we take it cause there's great stuff too. And we can do it cause we have friends... because we have each other."

Dr. Squires - "That was really fucking cheesy what you said just then."
Luke Shapiro - "There's enough assholes in the world Dr. Squires, don't be another one."
Dr. Squires - "Now you sound like me."

Luke Shapiro [to Dr. Squires] - "Baby steps, you'll be okay."

Luke Shapiro "Do me a favor, Steph?"
Stephanie - "Huh?"
Luke Shapiro - "Don't say nothin' okay? Just stand there till I leave. I wanna remember this. I've never done it before.."
Stephanie - "Never done what?"
Luke Shapiro - "..had my heart broken."

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