It's almost been a week since I last wrote something in here. Let me try to refresh my memory..


MONDAY

So I went to all my classes, except for anthropology. I thought I had an essay due for english, it turned out that he set the due date back. Ugh. I had a test in math and that didn't turn out all that well. I must say I did improve on actually doing all the homework for that class. Afterwards I went to philosophy and found out that we had a midterm. Stupid me, I didn't even bother to look at the syllabus considering the fact that I didn't show up to the review day. ): I think I did aright though?? I had no idea what to study.. but whatevs.


TUESDAY

Random day. I hung out with Sarasy & Josh. Yeah, and I don't think I'm supposed to go in more detail than that. But thanks you guys for coming down.


WEDNESDAY

Another school day. I didn't go to any of my classes, but biology. Hahah. I'm that lazy! Damn. No, I just woke up and felt crappy. That is all. After class I went home and waited for Rae to come get me to go to Lisa's. Lacy bailed out on account of Marlon being at her house. So I ended up hanging with Lisa, Rae, and Tina the whole night. "Like a CHAMP" right? HAHAHA. Fucking bad influences I love em still. Went home around 230 and I knocked right out.


THURSDAY

I don't know what I did? I remember Rae, Lisa, and I went to Lacy's to go watch some Katt Williams stand up on dvd. Lacy cooked some microwaveable lasagna and gave us some fruit drinks. We all went home right after around 1ish?


FRIDAY

Stayed at home all day. Cleaned a bit because friends of the family is coming over. Later on Rae picked me up and we went to go hang with Mark and his friends. Uhh, I think they were Patrick, Jesse, and Ricky. It was cool. Although I was all red and I had a headache the whole night. We went to Ralphs after to buy some bandaids. Haha. Then bought some Spudnuts and went home. As soon as I got home I just felt super worse. I felt dizzy and my head was throbbing. I come to found out that I had a fever that's why my eyes were bloodshot the whole time I was hanging out with them and even before I left my house. Ugh. I got no sleep whatsoever. I kept tossing and turning, eventually I just focused on the t.v. I didn't fall asleep till 9AM and I woke up at 12 this afternoon.

So yeah, I've been in bed practically the whole day. I took some Excedrin to make my headache go away, but I still feel a tad dizzy. Friends of the family are here, but I've been in my room the whole time. I did say HI. I'm just not feeling too well to mingle with them. Plus, they're all older so I don't think it matters if I'm there or not.

Uhh well that is about it. I do have some hw to get done, but I'll do it tomorrow. (: Hopefully I feel a lot better then cause I've seriously felt like shit this whole day.

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So last night was one of my worst nights, but there have been even worse.

It just sucks because you'd think that by now I would have learned from it and done something different for a change, but for some reason I'm just too vacuous to realize it.

So yeah, my parents are right. It's all just ME. I'm the problem. I'm the wrong one. I can't do anything right. I don't think. I don't do anything, therefore I am just god damn lazy and negligent.

Fix me.

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I really need to get started on my essay right now. ): But I keep distracting myself with things to do around the house.

See, my plan is get my 6 page essay done by tonight and then on sunday do math homework and study for my test on monday. Sounds good huh?! Hahahah..

So yesterday I hung out with Rae all day. Uh, I forgot what we did. Hahah, ummm. Oh yeah we went to the Commisary and the Exchange to look for stuff, but we left with NOTHING. After we went to eat cause Rae was craving In-N-Out, but what we forgot was that it was friday!! Ugh, damnit! We totally didn't even realize it till about 5 hours later. No lie. We went to Target and we bought MagnaDoodles. Fuckin' tiiight. (: Then we went to Petsmart for some fish supplies and headed back to her home because it was her neice's birthday. So we waited till Glacy got out of work and we picked her up around 8:30 to go watch 'Because I Said So.' It's such a cute movie, but duh.. it's one of those girl movies. Hahah, so I don't know if guys will like it, unless they're into that kinda stuff. Then that's tight. After the movie we got hungry and ate at Denny's. HA and we totally forgot to leave a tip. ):

Rae took me home, but then about 20 minutes later Donjohn, Jonathan, and Mike were at my house picking me up! Haha. I miss hanging with those guys. We just chilled back at Donjohn's house waiting for Neil and Rae to get there. So Neil finally got there and then a bunch of his other homies were all out there too with him. So there was literally 15 of us just chillin outside at the cuhl-de-sack. Hahaha, I don't know how to spell it. We all jammed out again because the guys were hungry and we were back at Denny's. Whats weird.. is that it was the same Denny's Rae, Glacy and I went to. Hahaha and the waiters and shit recognized us. How embarassing?! Haha. We saw a bunch of other random ass people we haven't seen in a while. We jammed out about 3 something in the AM. Headed back to the cuhl-de-sack and just hung out and talked a lot. It was fun, although I was super tired.

I didn't get home till 6AM and I just knocked out. My parents woke me up at 10 to help em out this morning, then I fell asleep again around 12 and I woke up at 2. Hahah. See, I get enough sleep!

Everyone's at Torrance for the comp or either at work. I don't know if there's anything going on tonight with the guys. So we'll just wait till later. Hopefully I get my essay done! (: Uhhh.. yeah..

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...

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find..

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around




.. totally feelin' that song right now! Hahaha. Ugh, it kinda kills me? You know, the straight to the heart kinda thing. /=


So anyways I think I've been doing pretty good in my math class. Well keeping up with the homework and whatnot. (: As for my other classes.. I think I'm aright. You know, it'd probably be better if I showed up! HA. I don't know, I've been feeling a tad bit sick this week and just feeling flat out like crap most of the time. ): Oh well. I've got an essay and a test this monday. I should really get on that soon.


Hung out with the girlies last night. Quick starbucks run and then movies at my house. Hahah. Good stuff, but gLACY missed out on the fun for the SECOND week in a row.. right?!


Today I did my usual chores. Ran an errand for my mom with Rae and then I went with her to that fish store so she can buy some new fishies for her tank. Uh, I hung out with the cousin at his house for a little and came home a good 45 minutes ago.


My mom is cooking a lot so I'm trying to just lay low in my room to avoid from having to clean up. It's cold out!


So like I get gnarly dreams when I nap. I hate having dreams..! Cause then I wake up and I'm like 'what the fuck?" most of the time. Then a minute later I totally forget what it was all about. I don't know. My head's all messed up. I get ENOUGH sleep. I DO! I'm tired of people telling me that I don't. Just don't worry about me period. I'm aiiiight. (:


Well I'm out of things to say.. NO WAIT..


Anberlin's "CITIES" is good stuff. (: I bought it and I haven't bought a CD in years until Monday I think? Hahahah. Aright, bye my loves.

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