I am really trying to be strong. It's hard to be when something devastating is happening and you know that you can't do anything about it. All you can really do is hang onto your faith, hope for the best, and accept things for what they are. I mean we all can't pull off a miracle now can we?

You come on to this earth, live a little, and you leave it. But why does the leaving part have to be so hard?

You can only hold so much back and then your tears just start pouring out from there and it's hard to stop. And when they cry, I cry.. and vice versa. It's like when someone yawns and then you end up yawning too. Yeah, that kinda thing.


I just want Uncle Frank to be okay and my prayers go out to him.

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i'm letting procrastination get the best of me.
it's too early in the gah damn semester. ):

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So the first week of school is almost over. Technically it's over for me because I only have classes on Mondays & Wednesdays.. but you know what I mean.


So on M&W I have Cultural Anthropology at 11-1220, English 1-250, Math 430-650, and on Mondays Western Religions (Philosophy104) 7-950 and on Wednesdays Biology 7-950.


My classes are ok. I like them a lot better than last semester's classes. Hopefully I complete the whole semester.. nah mean? Haha. I really need to stop wasting time and focus on my life. I mean, the sooner I do it.. the sooner everything will fall into place.


I'm in no hurry, so don't get me wrong. I'm just afraid of disappointment. No one wants to fail.

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Everything's coming at me at once and everything I've ever kept bottled up is totally spilling over. I feel fucking stressed and I seriously don't know how to handle it.

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