So my brother's Christmas program felt like forever. I wanted to shoot myself. I don't think I can listen to Christmas music ever again. ): I didn't take any pictures, unfortunately. My mom ordered a video of the Christmas program, great.

Yesterday, I actually got some laundry done and was being semi-productive. I did my fair share of cleaning around the house, but for some reason it doesn't look like it anymore.. not today at least. ): I went with Matt to go look at Christmas trees, it never really occurred to me how expensive they are. My parents only got a real Christmas tree for my very first Christmas and ever since then they decided to get a plastic one, which we use every year, to save the trouble of having to maintain it during Christmas time. But anyways, Matt ended up not getting one cause he didn't want to pay so much, so he nixed the whole wanting to have his own Christmas tree this year. We went back to his place, took a nap, then woke up and went to dinner. Afterwards, I left around 10 and met up with a few friends and just hung out.

Yesterday was actually the first day I went out all week, well actually since my mom came back from the Philippines. Sad, sad. I'm not sure what's in store for tonight. It's been pretty chilly here in socal. It's that time where I just want to bundle up in a blanket and watch movies at home with a few people, I was never the going out kind of person. I think I'm going to start reading books again. I never did finish my reading list! ):

Yesterday was a very unproductive day for me. I hate the fact that I don't have a normal sleep schedule. It either just makes my days feel so long, or leave me flat out tired the entire day. ): I don't know what to do anymore. So since I'm still up I mind as well just blog.

I got home a few minutes ago from hanging out with a few people. The feelings I once had or thought I had for this certain guy just aren't there anymore. I don't know, maybe it's a good thing it turned out that way. Besides, he'll be moving coming this March and I'm not down for the long distance thing. We'll see...

Tonight I will be attending my brother's Christmas program for his school along with my parents. I'm not really looking forward to it, but since my parents already bought me a ticket, I have no choice. The fact that I'm jobless just makes me wish Christmas was over. I feel bad enough that I can't afford to buy things for my family and friends this year, so I don't expect anything from anyone, I don't even have a Christmas list. Actually, I've never really constructed a "things I want" list since I was probably in 6th grade?! Haha. Christmas just isn't like it was for me when I was little. I don't remember the last time I was ever in the Christmas spirit.

But I should be getting to bed now. Maybe I'll post up some pictures later on from my brother's school thing. Hahah. Night!