i went to a bonfire yesterday.. is that weird? haha.. my hair smells like smoke, my slippers are still sandy and i <3 smores.

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boys are so lame, and im at a point where i dont even care anymore. . . .ok thats a lie.. but whatever helps me sleep better at night..

my job is so blah right now too

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went to knotts on wednesday and almost died of heart attack.. not even in a maze, just walking around.. trying to reach safety.. haha, it was fun.. and i had the BEST DATE!! hahaha

anyway, this week has been interesting..

um.. in other news.. i havent been going to soccer practice.. is that really bad? since im a coach??

in more news.. capri sun + peach schnapps = good. i a good bartender, baby

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ehh.. so tried to go to knott's this weekend, but they got sold out.. BUMMER.. anyway, it was ok, cause i got to hang out with the my grubby boys and eat like theres no tomorrow

i know that im generally a crazy person, genuinely.. but it makes me even more crazy that i cant decide on ANYTHING.. i spent the longest time trying to order something, and then the guy asks me if i want rice or noodles and its like.. omg! another decision.. haha..

i got offered a job, and i REALLY have no idea if i want it.. if you tell me to take it, i'll argue with you on the negatives, and if you tell me not too, ill argue the other way..

even with people, if they want to be with me, i dont want to be with them, until i cant have them anymore.. and im left with no choice..

i'm always scared that theres something better out there. i dont want to settle.. and i want everything to be perfect. But I know it cant be.. i think you just have to decide on what you think is best, and trust in it.. but why cant i do that?

does that make me crazzyyyy?? probably..



and on another note, there was a fire in our building today.. the fire alarm went off, but we walked around not knowing whether to leave, i looked out in the hallway and people were leaving and the fire doors were closed.. so we decided to leave and on the first floor when we got out, the floor was all smokey, you couldnt see thru it and it made me couuugh. .ouchie, the fire truck came and everyone went to one side, and us 4 were on the opposite side, fire guy was all.. MOOOOOOVE DOWN LADIES!! hahaha.. so, we went to mcdonalds, ate in the car, and weird people were nodding at us. oh oh oh.. we're back safe now=)

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OMG
i'm finally liberated!
you have NO IDEA how good this feeeeeelsssss....

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