man i study my arse off for those test sunday night and monday morning (last minute of course) blah! i didnt even get to read the last chapter of my anthro book.. so i read 4/5 which was.. alright i guess.. and for logics.. i only studied terms he gave us in class.. so i spent about a total of 8 or so hours studying for anthro and about 1.5 studying for logics.. which is really sad .. they both said to study about 8 hours a week.. 8 hours a week? psssh.. haha yeah right!

well i missed a couple of definitions on the logics one.. about i think i got 6/8 on the vocab, but i made it up on the other sections, i hope. and then the anthro one ended up being so easy.. the essay questions ended up being ok too.. i wrote an essay on the chapter i didnt read.. mwahaha.. ah well, i think i did alright. i did all the questions so fast, cuz i felt like all the stuff i had read was only in my brain for a limited amount of time so i had to write everything really quick before it fell out.. haha that was my technique during hs too.. oh the good 'ol days..

and today.. i was supposed to take pics!! arg but there she wasnt..haha its alright.. i guess ill take em friday before i go to work.

now i feel soo relieved and happy oh and i just also remember some dumb things i did today, but i think ill write about it later, or probably on vexthis

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cuz today i wore two right shoes, (not on purpose) its sorta like the opposite of two left feet

and it really was, everything went so right today at work, like i knew everything i was doing, the GM gave some good remarks about me to the FM.. i really needed that cuz the FM thinks im, uhh, out of it.

someone called the resutrant asking for my number, crazy.. haha, but it turned out to be some guy from my class needing help with some homework shtuff, so that was okay.

then i went home and slept again, when i woke up wunderz called me, or i called her and she told me about some problems, poor gal, makes me wanna be an investagator, even tho i know who it was, or i think i know, and im like 70% its someone from the hamada group, cuz obviously they were from ohs .. right? well i hope all gets better with her. then the guy from my class called, i dont think i was much help.. haha, so thats it, i ate dinner and now im here.

my sleeping pattern is all screwed up, yesterday i went to sleep from 5-11pm, then i slept again from 4-9am, when i got home i slept again.. 5-8, so i feel wide awake again. gosh and my whole room looks like a mess, i was trying to rearrange it so i have like my bed right in the middle, and i cant even access the far right side of my room, geez louise.. im guessing itll take a day to fix all this, plus i gotta study for monday tests..

wutta weekend, at least ill get to see the some of the vicious iv this weekend! lookie..

- Jbird
- Cinder
- Wunderz
- Rinasab . heheh

if we get to see tomorrow
i hope it's worth all the wait
it's so hard to say goodbye
to yesterday

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wow its been a whole weekend plus a day since the vicious iv left. but im holding out okay.

nothing too much has been happening. on friday and saturday i worked, i feel inimidated my one of the managers, the lady one.. she keeps asking me what i think my strengths and weaknesses are.. ect. why doesnt she tell me what she thinks? hmm.. but the guy manager is cool. all the guy workers there are really cool cats. the other hosts are awesome possoms, but some of the waitress girls are kinda.. snooty, like i hear them talking about me in front of me.. geesh, i say hi and theyre like Hi.. and then theyre like.. "oh shes new..how tall do you think she is?" and its like.. HEllo? im in front of you still.. but anyways, i think im getting the hang of it.. well starting . i really hope i improve. Hmm and also i met a 'kiuda.. heheh its always busy fridays and saturdays so i helped make roll ups in the back and the 'kuda showed me how and stuff so we did them together. old he is tho.. 21! wahah.. i dont like him, hes just cool, except when he scared me and i almost slipped, and he just laughed for a long while.. meanie.

what else? oh yeah.. i have a lot of ambitions for this next semester, well this current one. In additon to school and my 20 hour weeks at the resturant i want do to about 5 hours of community service at Head Start, but thats still pending cuz my work schedule is still unsteady and i want a regular schedule before i commit to anything, cuz i think i need a regular schedule to volunteer at Head Start as well. And also, i was cleaning my lil closet room thing and i found a whole bunch of AVID stuff, and i realized i completed the tutor training program, all the signatures were there and whatnot, so i think im finish all the mini-essays and all my stuff in so i can become.. AVID CERTIFIED! hahah.. after i get my certificate i wanna work at a middle school.. not elementary, i think id go crazy.. but yeah, if they dont wanna pay me i'll do it for free.

ok thats it.. my classes are really starting to pick up. i Have 2 tests next monday, the first test in both logics and antrho. exciting stuff eh.. i guess this means i should study. my anthro book was still in the cellophane stuff till like last week.. hah

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hMM so I feel like its my first actual day at work today.. and it kinda was.. man i remember the first table i sat.. i couldnt remember the 'sequence of service', weird stuff came outta my mouth, i forgot to get the extra roll ups.. twas horrible! but it got better after that. the only thing i couldn't do was think fast. people started coming in so fast that i didnt know which section i just sat ect. the main host had to tell me where to sit them and then actually point the table out since i didnt know tables numbers.. hMM but overall, i think i can master this. i shall! and also .. i should learn how to speak louder without sounding like im screaming..

then i picked up jaby and cinder took up to get pics developed, eat, oh yeah.. el ranchero tacos are soo fabulous! the crunchy ones tho, er dorado i think they're called. but anyway we went to el ranchero and ate at cindy's..

hmm then we went to school to get some stuff, flags and a video. oh but janice wanted to say bye to her tennis coach and cinder had to return something to all natural.. AP and jayrel AKA boyfriend are funny. theyre all.. "you got your braces off!" and im like.. "yeah.. since february!" hahah.. thats weird, i see them a lot .. esp jayrel. oh yeah, so then cindy went to get the stuff and they didnt have it of course. i didnt even go there this time. but cindy did.. and geez.. whatever.. we discussed it and cinder and i realized that a truce was in order. we should fight the world together.. well not really fight, but face.. high school's just a game. now "we have bigger fish to fry."

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oh my what a day. woke up at 6:00 and still havent slept, not even napped.. insane! well... i learned how to print today in photography, then i got to process my film since i didnt get to last week. theres this dark lil room, not THE darkroom, but some other lil dark room where you have to open your film and roll it in this reel thing. it was PITCH black.. at first i got scared.. oh so scared.. i spent a good 10 mins in there trying to pop open the film, and it just became cool.. haha.. tis an awesome room. the whole processing process was fab.

then psych.. an interesting development today.. but ill keep it to myself for now. its prolly all my imagination, or i hope it is

anyway, then moorpark.. oh man do i hate that place, just being in that vicinity gives me a headache, its always this intense head and these teachers talking at you.. for over an HOUR! well i just hate it.. and it s far too, just as far as ventura i think. next semester im gonna have NO classes there..

after moorpark i feel so exhausted. but i went anyway to jaby's bday dinner at olive garden! i was glad i went tho. never ending pasta - mwahaha.. i am champion! well it was good. good food, good times, good memories. a bit of competition as well.. HAPPY EARLY BDAY JABY! when chibi got her cake, it had 1 candle.. hehe - first year of life. awe. then jannette came. twas great. then we went to the movies since wendi cant go tomorrow. we wanted to see an R rated movie and jannettes like.. is everyone 18? and jaby thought she was 18! heheh. .oh gosh. so we watched american wedding, it had its funny moments, that kevin guy.. is a 'kuda fo sho .. wutta smile.. it makes me shiver.. brr.. haha

then we went to starbucks.. i dont think they made my tea right, and now im sneezing like fo' shizzle. i think the tea had too much spice.. my immune system is weakening.. help.. well then we just talked about college and all that stuff, just realizing all the different paths were taking, i sometimes wish i made other choices.. but im happy with this whole vc/moorpark thing. i was kinda sad at first, that all my friends were going off, and prolly theyll have fun and make new friends and forget all about moi. but thats dumb, cuz its a part of that whole college experience. i guess i was sad about that too.. that i wasnt getting the whole 'college experience', but really i am.. well next year.. when i finally move out. this whole living at home thing is ideal too, cuz i felt like i was missing part of my childhood since i didnt live with my mom for five years.. so in this one year, im making up for it.. as for my friends, i feel like i can depend on them, and i didnt wanna lose that. but i know that whatever happens nothing can change the way things are. summer '04 - watch out! aalright.. ive had a LOOOOOOONG day.. good night all!

pleeeease dont leave me, without saying goodbye, without saying goodbye
-starting line

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and im back from training.. last one!! can i get a yea boi?! yea boi!! hah.. training wasn't actually so bad, im just glad to get it over with cuz they keep making you come up with quality statements.. blah.. why? no one will ask. ehh at least i got paid to try all that stuff. vegetarian pizza was gROSS tho! if you know me, you know my feelings towards vegtables.. =/

in ventura it was soo cloudy and cold and here it was pretty warm and sunny. so when i was going back up the grade it just looked so amazing. like you could see where the clouds ended and the sunshine began. twas simply mesmerizing.

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