i've never had so many books on my desk and so many test dates to worry about.. but it all gets done, somehow everything works itself out just in the nick of time..

in other news.. tomorrow is fat tuesday/mardi gras which means party, and then wednesday is ash wednesday which means the start of lent.. and i want to give something up, but what?

sigh sigh i sigh..i dont know..valentines day was last week and ive never felt so loved <3


this is a bear we rescued from the cold hard grocery floor.. it would be a cuter pic if i didnt have that piece of hair on the side of my face that looks like a basty sideburn

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So it's been taking forever, mostly cause I keep getting distracted.. but I finally put my schedule together for spring semester! i am actually a little.. a LITTLE excited to be starting school. I dont know why but I especially miss my HUM class from 2 semesters ago.. I remember hating that class because it was so damn early and I would pinch myself to keep from falling asleep, but when I look back on it.. I'm kind of happy that I stuck it through.. after all it was on a SATURDAY!

This registering for classes has been pretty messy.. I always tend to do things last minute, things I couldve easily taken care of sooner..but for whatever reasons, fail to do so. But anyway, it is what it is.. ::making the best of it::

So enough about school.. Last night a good friend of mine took a jog with me all the way from his house to ze beach.. the night concluded with a sprained knee (or something like it) ice cream, and tuna and cheese.. I'm going to miss my oxnard buddies and all the random shit we think up. Butt... I cant wait to get back to SD. =D

I'm readddy!

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first post of 2007 =)

so, how can you tell, or more importantly, what do you do when you feel like someone you're close to is kind of insecure and making excuses not to see or talk to you? yesss i am such a hypocrit for thinking this.. i always feel uncomfortable in new or different situations.. but i don't think that people should feel like that around me.. im no one to feel self conscious around and i love it when people are just real about who they are, who are so confident in their own skin that they just put it out there and have a take it or leave it attitude, because really. .theres no hiding who you are right? of course i think we should all strive to be better people, but when it comes to personality and circumstance, theres no faking it.

anyway.. enough of my random rant.. the last couple days of '06 have been fun. I think last new years cindy was saying that whatever you do on new year is what you end up doing for the rest of the year.. i think i must've had fun and been productive last january because thats how i would describe this last year:
I did well in school.. I managed to crash an uncrashable class, carry a 16 unit load and get a 4.0 last semester
I coached and help start a special olympics snowshoeing team which went to winter games and brought home medals, and more importantly made many people happy
I went to the dreaded mic presentation at seaworld, and not only got a call back, but got hired
I passed a certification test to become a personal trainer
I learned the breast stroke
I learned how to waveboard
I was able to run up and down 5 flights of stairs 6x in 6 mins
I finally turned the "big" 2-1
I found someone who makes me happy
and.. i touched a beluga whale

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This year I've more than met my quota for visiting florida.. it was close.. we almost didn't even make it this time. It was my first time ever missing a flight, but I wasn't as bummed as I expected myself to be. Actually, I was surprisingly calm and collected and even managed to calm down my family. I just blame it all on being happy these days..

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how is it possible that i can be sick for 2 weeks straight? granted, i did have 2 sick-free days.. and i'm not deathly sick. actually, i was able to run 2 miles today =)

anyway, i ate at super sergio's tonight and they gave us a bumper sticker that said "i <3 mexican food, super sergio" we were so amused that we actually put it on our cars.. haha, its "delightfully tacky"

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I think deep inside i truly know when a guy isn't right.. despite the times when its blatantly obvious, i mean. Sometimes i let myself get carried away with my emotions, but i like to think that over the years i've learned something about common sense and self control. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm happy with the decisions I've made and am happy with the past because of its shaped the present, and i like, how everything is unfolding right now.

This weekend seems fuzzy. I spent a whole 20 hours at Cho's... it was a nonstop party that included non-stop eating, waveboarding, coronas, massage trains and wii till the wii hours of the morning. Around 6am we braved a stampede at target/best buy attempting to purchase Jeannie some ridiculously cheap portable dvd player of which we never saw the likes of. We finally got back around 11am. Everyone started falling asleep, with me leading the pack.. i remember there being people asleep everywhere.. and someone came over to me, just me, and put a blanket on me.. It's not very often i get to be that special=)

sat. night I went out with the homeboys and sampled beer. I actually bought alcohol without getting carded. I am getting old..

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