i cant believe IM SICK AGAIN

This time I have a cold. Last time i just had "weak knees" haha.

Just one more final and its all over.

SO everyones coming home for christmas. Yay! i get my friends back for the holidays. Altho I wish i could see ANNabee & ANNrian! i MISS You guys! =(

OH yeah, I've been so emotional today. Now i feel really stupid about it. I feel asleep and then woke up and no one was here, it sucked cuz i already felt crappy and just didnt wanna be here all by myself, so I called my mom and she was at the grocery store and I started crying about that. Then i cried as I was eating my dinner, when i went back to my room and one more time after that. what the heck is wrong with me? This whole being sick thing isnt working for me.

ANYway, its all better now cuz its Christmas-time. Yay for Christmas time.

i guess i'll finish up that entry that i didnt finish last time cuz i was also SICK,

on friday Janice, Cindy and I were gonna wake up early to go to shopping, but early for us is like 10, so around that time we went shopping in ventura and ended up buying something for wendi, and matching hello kitty underpants. hahah, i still <3 hello kitty =)

THen I had to work a double shift, but around 4, Cheese and Miriam came by to eat so after they finished I went on my break and walked around the mall with them. I was really surprised to see them=)

I got off work around 9 and went to CInder's. Picked up Jaby and had nothing to do so watched movies at Cinder's. ONE hour photo is the LAMEST movie. wutta waste of two hours.

so, ITS late, and Im not feeling well, gnite

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life feels different.

i dont dread waking up in the morning. when i hear the alarm clock i wake up and ACTUALLY get out of bed. all my days are suddenly going right. its strange to feel this right.

lets start with monday much to my surprise, i stay up sunday night and get ALL my psych work done. i wake up, get ready, and go to class, NOT late for like the second time ever. during the discussion i actually followed along and paid attention. it was like i enjoyed the class. and thats how it started

the rest of the week just went so right.

at first i was unsure about the new hosts that we hired, but they ended up being soo awesome. well one anyway, the other is nice, but kinda serious, i think hes just not comfortable with us or something.

also on friday >>check out my locked entry

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this weekend

on wednesday-i got into a car accident, my very first-i rear ended the car in front of me, it was cuz he stopped all of a sudden and i didnt have time to stop, sad huh, cuz i was doing something too. well i didnt end up telling my mom at all, and she found out tonight when she left the house for the first time since wednesday. she wasnt bad-surprisingly-she just said she was mad that i didnt tell her but not cuz of the accident. but i didnt get yelled at or anything, totally awesome, and shes not making me pay for it, or at least she didnt say anything about making me pay for it. totally awesome, i <3 pleather.

oh yeah cinder says that "you dont really know how to drive till you get in an accident"

then i went to vc (dented car and all) to get some prerequisite releases, so i asked for the eng. release form first and she went to check my record for the ap test. they didnt find it, but they released me anyway. weird.. then i asked for a math release form (but i didnt think they were gonna give me one cuz last time they said i needed to take a placement test) but they DID give me the math one, and she said it was cuz she saw some math ap test that i passed in my record. so i told her i never took it, but she insists it was there. so im released! whoo hoo!

thursday-thanksgizzle - in the morning i sat around and watched "eat drink man woman" about this chinese family with the dad being a chef, cool movie. then the familia left to my neighbors and i fried myself some lumpia-yummy. at around 6 i went to oxnard and watched haunted mansion with cinder and jaby. then we went to jack in the box, and and i embarressed myself - "HAPPY! ...thanksgiving" hahah (inside joke) then we went to cinders until almost 12.

friday- - - - - - - - - - - ill finish this later cuz im sick

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the night before the big night.

i feel like sucha lil kid. i feel like were going to disney land tomorrow. i wish we were, altho that place is scary now. it holds some pretty awesome memories =)

the theme of the day is reflection.

its actually more like solemness, but i like it. if my room was clean, itd be all the better. i have this psych test in front of me and i have about 30/50 done and its already 1:45. what i really cant believe is that jaby is still up. that boy is usually gone at 10 or 11.

it was a nice day today (weatherwise).

three people came in for interviews today. one by one. first was this guy, (gabriel) he seemed old like 22? but he said he was going to vc in january so he cant be that old right? well he came like half an hour early so he was waiting awhile. the whole time he kept asking questions and it seemed like every other question was if the servers make good money. hehe, he was nice tho, hope he gets it. then this girl came, but we didnt talk, shes getting the job fo sho, her name is delayna. then this guy came in named chase, he was a kuda. kinda. hehe, he goes to hs still, wrestles, works at this skate place but he said he gets bored and thats why he applied at the resturant. i hope he gets it too. man i hope everyone gets a job. haha

oh i got my nails painted black. tis awesome. one of my coworkers told on me cuz i told on her. were tattle tells. hehe, but i didnt get in trouble and neither did she. fun times .

anyway, that bsb song is stuck in my head. its my fav song of theirs and it just fit into my day

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I guess you were lost when I met you
Still there were tears in your eyes
So out of trust and I knew
No more than mysteries and lies

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

I'll be the one

Who will make all your sorrows undone

I'll be the light

When you feel like there's nowhere to run

I'll be the one...

To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright
'Cause my fear is gone
And I want to take you from darkness to light

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

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