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this weekend was crazy/cool. On friday we were going go to go marcus' party, but didnt really know where it was. So decided to see a movie, but then found the house, but was still gonna see the movie, OK - so we just dropped the card off. Then headed to see the movie but it was sold out, and the guy did this evil laugh after saying sold out. He was like.. "SOLD OUT ::mwahaha:: no really guys.. its sold out" um, ok? .. So we went to taco bell and ate outside at the food court thing because that taco bell was filthy. Then we couldn't decide was to do, so went to Billiards, to plan out saturday we went to target and bought umm.. shampoo, smellin good! Attempted to find c block a swimsuit at the mall, but it failed, so then we went to Big 5 and these surf shops in ventura. Surfboards are of the expensive nature. Twas a fun day, I cant remember what went down after that.

When I started work I thought I was going to be pretty depressed the whole damn time. There was never a slower night, but thats not what got me down. After awhile being at work actually lifted my gloomy spirit. I'm working 5 days next week and I'm stoked! I wanna try to get 6 or 7 days since I'm not going to be doing anything might as well be making money so I can spend money. Make sense? But it's not all about the money, I like work again.

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Sometimes when I wake up I cant believe I didnt go. I dont know what happened this time, I go to Florida like twice a year without even giving it a second thought, this time I kind of just backed out, and at the very last minute. We were already on the road and everything . I'm sucha fickle person. One minute I'll like something and be all excited about it and the next I'll be scared of it. Whats up with that? I hope this never happens to me again, or maybe this happened to me for a good reason, like God didnt want me to go or something. I just feel bad that I told everyone I was going and didn't end up going. Well I'm okay here. I've just kinda been bumming around the house since I have no school or work. I dont hate it. I was supposed to go to school with my mom today because Ava was going and also these Chinese acrobats were performing. But alas, I didnt wake up in time. Oh well.

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I want to make things all the wrong things in my life right.

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life is too short to be pissed off all the time

I recommend everyone to go watch American History X, its sucha sad/touching movie.. so much hate, so much passion..

It reminded me a lot of someone we dislike, except its not racism because she is the same race as me. Its been awhile, and even tho there seems to be no apparent reason to dislike her, I still do. I think she gets tense when we're around, and it annoys me. I guess I dont hate her, my feelings toward her are neutral. I just never want to be around her. She annoys me, and being annoyed it different than hating.. I guess I'll try to be civil towards her, she is, after all, deserving of respect. Ill give her that.

and with that I end this post with a quote: "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you."

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