so, i guess i forgot to give him a proper send off... after 4 and a half years together, it seems like we've been through everything. i know i may have taken him for granted butt in my heart i have nothin butt love and good memories to look back on. thanks elmer =)

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i love my friends.
i love that they call and send messages to wish me luck on my first day of tours (today)
i love that we eat all kinds of crap together
i love how we have fun with ANYTHING
i love baking them brownies
and i love it that im "always welcome"

so im home now.. hanging out w/ the ava, hopefully getting my car checked and doing the usual being-at-home-and-lazy thang.

first day of tours today.. graham helped me out on 2 behind-the-scenes tours and i did a whole saving-a-species tour by myself.. it couldve been better, butt it definitely could've been worse.. im satisfied overall..

i think i've learned to accept a lot of things.. as in ive learned to let go of things i cant control.. i just feel like im growing into myself, if that makes any sense...

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soo today..
studied a little, went swimming, baked brownies, went to work, and finally watched fireworks with "someone" ....yes, im still giddy

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I dont really know what's wrong with me.. i think im too upset and lonely to be functional right now.. a great thing to be when youre sick and have 2 finals left..

tomorrow's a new day.. i hope some good vibes come my way

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anyway, im super sleepy.. i slept for 2 hours last night.. i woke up at 330 to do my paper and havent slept since.. staying awake during class was a toughy tho.. i mean, was it ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY to show 2 videos with the most monotonous voice in the world talking throughout? ughh.. i can still hear all those matter-of-fact stuffy historian's voices in my head.. it makes me sleepy.. so im off to nap!!

ps. last night i fell in love with taiko and shabby D.. great performances =D
pps. i like shabby D's hair

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the weather as of late has been so cloudy and cold, like a night that wouldn't end.. butt it finally got sunny this week! which means.. beach!! yeay.. so we went on tues.. supposedly to study, butt went skimboarding instead.. it isnt as much fun when youre trying to be "conservative"

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