a new layout-or color scheme, someone help me out

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its actually the second, so its no longer the day of "first kiss"

but whatever

watched another scary movie tonight

its great while you watch it but leaves you with this weird after taste

actually im over it

this weekend is stressful
half an hour late on friday
worked a double sat, and still chilled with the amigas
didnt get to see the cheese that much
waking up early for a 9am meeting on sun.
driving all the way back at home on sun.
driving all the way to porter ranch on sun.
driving all the way back home again on sun.
driving all the way back to ventura on sun.
didnt do the needle thing. (THANKS A LOT CINDER!)
the everlasting bracelet is hanging like it doesnt belong
room needs to be cleaned
still feeling out of place
life needs to get organized

anything good?
goin to riversizzle next fri
no psych class monday
test for anthro is NEXT week
auntie is coming next friday
baptism on sun
lola is here
friends are awesome
starting to understand

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wow 8:30 and im up, mostly becuase of daylight savings, haha, its supposed to be 9:30. Well todays pretty awesome cuz moorpark is closed due to the fires and so i only have one class at vc today. tis excellent.

so saturday night after a looooooong day at work i got home ate, and at around 1am jeannie calls me and tells me they (her josh, lla lla and the lil sis) are at in n out in newbury park. my mom is asleep so i figure id just leave. i walk downstairs and tim is there and i just look at him and he looks at me, then i just walk out the front door hoping he wouldnt say anything, and im like *whew i made it. then i realized i left my keys and phone in my room, and im like DAMMNIT i have to go back in. so i just chill outside for 5 mins and then i just opened the door look at him and go to my room, then i just ran out the door going SUCKah! haha i didnt say suckah but i did run out the door. im surprised i didnt get in trouble for that.

so i think im gonna eat breakfast, being up for breakfast makes me happy. i have like a weird smile on right now

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im super jealous of the cheese cuz she got to see tbk. =(

so this week has been super duper hot cuz the ac is broken. why oh why? i wish we had san francisco weather down here. I <3 oxnard weather, except for when it smells. I LOVE it when its cold and cloudy makes me all warm inside. Why do I care so much about the weather? i dunno, it determines my mood. I hate the heat.

And also I love cold pillows

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yesterday i was passing around this questionnaire for the resturant, and i when i got one back i read some of it and the guy or couple was apparently really impressed with all the cleanliness and attention to details and wrote "God is in the details" and it just made me think for awhile, especially cuz during my group interview awhile ago my manager said that you could tell a lot about a person by their attention to detail. I wanna be a different person, I want to be responsible, and organized, (No more cutting corners) I want to start going to church again, not just going (cuz i have been going) but really going, like paying attention and praying everynight and everything.

A lot of things have been going on that have been really painful, I try so hard not to think about it, and I never write about it cuz I dont want to have any memories of it and I dont even talk about it with anyone cuz it would be painful, and it's just something I'd prefer to keep to myself, the only semi-sad feelings I write in here are petty boy dramas that I encounter, but now they just seems so insignificant. I want everything to be back to normal.. I guess you really don't appreciate what you've got till its gone.

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