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Monday Evening.. I went to the movies with (technically) Carmen, Erik, Richard, Mary, Gary, and my sister.. Erik, Richard & Carmen never showed up. Mary and Gary nauseated me. My sister sat apart from us. We watched Hero.. it's a very sad movie.. I liked it though.. Before that, my entire family went down to Hampden to have brunch.. it was very nice.. I also bought a skirt down there for school, a 'Shelby County - Penal Farm' (nice way of saying jail) patch, a 'Like a rock.. only dumber.' pin with Bush's face on it.. and a pair of boots.. rather dull I suppose. The movies just sucked and ruined my day. Not like it took much to ruin I suppose... Tomoro I have school once again. I actually look forward to it. Now that the first week is past, we shall begin our curriculums.. something to distract me.. But for many girls school an excuse to gawk at the guys.. how petty. No men fit their critea (hot, rich, romantic) and they're just little boys.. I suppose Siro has a point, I am acting aloof.. But I am merely stating what I think.. i'm sorry.. -sighs and leans back, staring at her cieling- I would write 'please call me, I need it..' but many of you are not the people I wish to speak with.. I would write 'Please call me Tony or Siro' but that is demanding and harsh. so I will write nothing but this.. Because crying alone hurts.. I walk down the hallways of my school, mentally hearing the girls glances and the boys glimpses scream 'whore' 'bitch' and 'slut' at me.. My own mind is turning against me, making me imagine things they know which I know they can not.. I am breaking up inside and I can tell no one. Only the two men and the one girl knows.. but they are not here.. the one man, the ram of the zodiac could not care less.. the single girl, the tiger of the zodiac was pushed into the same position as me, and as hard as she tries, she never think she does enough.. I am at a loss for what to think for the last man. --Author Unknown (Mentality Of The Raped) good night.. Comment! (0) | Recommend! What did I do today? Hello my name is Katijakun Sodako. I think I'm completely insane .... Why? Well, that's a stupid question. Because, quite obviously, I want to hurt everyone around me ... No, that isn't human nature. Humans are greedy and vindictive, yes, but rarely homocideal. Maybe I should start with how I think I went insane? ... Yes, I thought it was a good idea too. Well, my father died when I was little. My mother, instead of going out and finding herself another husband, she decided to become a boozer. ... A boozer? Oh, it's someone who drinks too much. Anyway, my big sister Ayumu, left this world to the beautiful sound of lead, a great way to say she blew her head off, and this made my mother a heavier drinker and a vengeful one. So I started avoiding coming home at normal hours. But sometimes she woke up to me coming home, or sometimes she was awake when I got there. She'd hurt me, in more then just your typical ways. ... Oh, like verbal abuse with physical violence. Anyway, I - hey, I thought I talked and you agreed not to write anything down! ... Oh, that's a nice drawing, you should have become an artist, not a shrink. ... So what if this pays more? Yeah, okay, back on track. So, that, and 'ryu are why I think I am genuinely crazy. ... 'ryu? Well, his full name is Bakanjitsu Totomiryu, but I just call him 'ryu. He is my best friend.. sorta... ... No, I don't wish to elaborate. ... Well, 'ryu is one of my old friends from junior high. He kept pestering me to let him hang out at my house after school. I kept saying No, afraid of what he would see, and he kept asking, wanting to know what he'd see. One day, I addicentally said yes. I hadn't been paying attention and it slipped. So he came over and - Oh, time's up. Same time next week? ... Okay. You too. ... Bye. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Homicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Argh... 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Damn, that felt good. I just back from Kendo and I still feel homicidal.. Can't beat my punching bag any more with my bokken.. I kinda busted a whole in the side.. sorta.. kinda.. not my fault.. >.> But I'm still pissed at Kerri... So I might be taking a little visit to her in my spiffed out ship (A '89 Olds Mobile -Driven by my sister) and pimp-fu her ass. >_< I know gun-fu. So let me rip out my gun-kata and rip through some shit. -cranks up Shinedown 'Too' then '.24' and closes her eyes, proceeding to meditate- Great music, I like it.... Dad- SUSAN! TURN DOWN YOUR MUSIC!!! Meh- FUCK OFF, BITCH! Dad- Mmm.. -wanders off muttering about hormones- He's probably the only dad who I can scream that at and he comes down 10 minutes later with a cookie and some warm milk.. I needed that. :-(.. I love my daddy... -curls up in her chair with her greenie blanket and her cookie. Munchs silently, staring at the keyboard- I'm tired.. and angry.. but not as angry any more cuz now I'm tired.. so now I'm deflated.. -finished cookie and sighs- -grabs cat, hauls it into her lap and clings- Whaaaaaaaa!! -sniffs- meh gonna call Sheppard Pratt again.. bye bye. Comment! (0) | Recommend! love was such an easy game to play friday.. oh yay.. not really.. KKWTWNS: yeah KKWTWNS: but he looks so creepy in his picture .. yet cute BluBerryEyeLiner wants to directly connect. KKWTWNS is now directly connected. KKWTWNS: what, you to shy? BluBerryEyeLiner: me? BluBerryEyeLiner: I'm.. not girlfriend material KKWTWNS: ah ya BluBerryEyeLiner: A) Not pretty B) Not nice C) Always acting tough, never being nice D) an idiot a lot and E) just.. -sighs- not someone he'd like KKWTWNS: dude practice KKWTWNS: he'll like u... or we could find you some one BluBerryEyeLiner: I feel like cryinng and I dunno why Thursday Hey Jude You'll make it by Take a sad song And make it better Remember to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better Hey Jude, Don't be afraid You were made to, to go out and get her The minute, you let her under your skin Then you'll begin, to make it better Well darlings, how has your day been? Excellent, miserable, boring, exhausting, disgusting, stupid, et cetera? Myeh. mine was just boring... I burnt all the OST C.D's from Cowboy Bebop today. Tank!, No Disc, Blue, and Vitaminless. Whee n.n~ And I burnt Nee-chan's Beatles C.D too... I've had Yesterday, Help!, Lady Madonna, Hey Jude, Elenore Rigby and Ticket to Ride on repeat. Meh Dad- The BEATLES!? Wow, Susan, I didn't know you liked the ancient stuff :-P Meh- It's right around your time period I believe. Yeah.. He got kinda pissy about hearing the same crap over and over and over...>.>;; :-D! Oh well! I like it! So he shalt survive. He banned my Metallica, Thursday, Offspring, 2 mixes, Nickelback, and Linkin Park from playing in the car. :-( Oh well. I just bought the 2nd Hellsing Soundtrack (Ruin) so I gotta play it and see if it's worth buying the first one from the nice ladeh. :-D... SHIT! I gotta leave her feedback on ebay. :-O Oh shit. >.> I'll do that now.. la la la... And any time, you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain Don't carry the world up on your shoulders Oh well, you know it's a fool Who plays it cool By making his world a little colder Hey Jude, don't let me down You have found her, now go and get her Remeber, to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better We have cleaning ladies at the house today. >< Man, my moms just mean. She's having them do two of the bathrooms and the kitchen. I do the bathrooms for 20 bucks (big things!!) and the kitchen floor for 10! But nooo, let's hire some nice old ladies. They're cool! They heard me playing Lady Madonna and they were humming. WHEE!!!!! :-D Everytime I smile widely, my chin hurts! BAKA MEH, it got infected... I know, I see you all laughing at me. It isn't my fault! Apparently what I burnt it WASN'T alcohol.. but oil. -.-;; I can't do basic arithmatic (seriously, I took an SAT prep and they were like 'you should work on basic arithmatic. like ADDING') and I can't read.. whoo hoo... it was flamable! who cares WHAT flamable item it is.. was... >.> So let it out, and let it in, hey Jude, begin You waiting for someone, to be perform with Dont you know, it's just you Hey Jude, you too, the movement you need, is on your shoulders <.< Garydwnlds: Meh, no use hiding it now, I've been pretty down all day.... BluBerryEyeLiner: Aww BluBerryEyeLiner: What happened? Garydwnlds: Nothing, really... Garydwnlds: I suppose it's just me missing you... who knows... :-(.. I'm getting blackmailed into dating someone. So not cool... -sulks- Anyway, I left feedback for the spiffeh lady who sold meh the Hellsing sountrack and the guy who sent me Tokyo Underground. Which is crappy and doesn't really work.. >.> but oh well.. u.u Anyway, I didn't get detention today! I didn't feel well enough (my eyes hurt like mother fuckers) to mouth off. I just mumbled irritably and shit. =.= Leave Me A Comment Because You Llloovvveee Me! ^_~<3 Hey Jude dont make it bad Take a sad song and make it better To let her under your skin Then you begin to make it better Comment! (1) | Recommend! |
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