Maybe I should work on the whole 'scaring little kids' thing. =/... I slammed into this sixth grade girl, so I look down and open my mouth to apologize because AS USUAL I'm not looking where I'm going (hey, I got better shit to worry about). Anyway, she looks up at me, stares, gawks and whispers "I'M SORRRRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!" Like I'm some serial homicidal maniac. Then she ran away. --.--....

Anyway, I got detention the first day, Tues. And again today!! AHA! You can suck my dick, administration.

Meh- -walking down hall with Mary- Cya hon
Mary- Bye darling -walks away-
Dr.Robbins- excuse me, I wish you would not be so open about your sexuality in my school
Meh- Excuse me?
Dr.Robbins- You and your girlfriend.
Meh- Number one, she IS my girlfriend. She's a girl and a friend and I dislike the insinuations you made with that comment. Number two, my parents pay taxes, so in all theory this is MY school too, not YOURs.
Dr. Robbins- I don't want to hear back talk from you. Maybe detention will curb your attitude.
Meh- Whatever. -Dr.Robbins walks off to get me the slip-
Mr.Moore- Not very smart, Susan. -grins-
Meh- Oh, but of course not ^_~ -walks off to Guidance to pick up her slip-


I know, I know, I know. The attitude, I gotta shut up and just think it... I got detention Tues. cuz I think she overheard me call her Hitler in a skirt. >.>; And I wouldn't say the pledge, or the Student pledge, or stand for either one... And I balantly ignored her. Also, she took my lighter, my cigarettes and my pocket knife. >< I forgot to take them out..

Erin- -goes through my bookbag as I peruse the school papers- DUDE! Why do you have a lighter in here?
Meh- -pales- oops...
Erin- And cigarettes!
Meh- Well, I plan to light SOMETHING!
Erin- You a smoker?
Meh- Myeh.. not really, I just sit around with it burning and usually zone off, letting it burn.
Erin- >< That's wastefully, stupid girl. -fwaps with Orchestra book-
Meh- -shrugs-

That was my stupid act on the first day of school. OH! And my encounter with Mr.O'connor, the 8th grade 'administrator'. He could administrate for all I know. I don't pay attention to him.

Mr.O'C- SUSAN!
Meh- -stops- Yes sir! -spins around, grinning madly-
Mr.O'C- Tie your shoe laces
Meh- -gets down and ties up combat boots. Stands up again-
Mr.O'C- Straighten your shirt too.
Meh- o.o; -does-
Mr.O'C- And your socks.
Meh- -bends over again and does that-
Mr.O'C- Mm...
Meh- You just like me waist over -.=
Mr.O'C- -blinks- What?
Meh- -walking away- Just teenage slang. See ya, Mr.O'C

-dances slightly- I have a completely different schedule now! XD! I just get comfy and I'm moved again. ><

1A- Orchestra 3 (Pentecost)
2A- E/SS GT (Cunningham)
3A- Gym (Staley)
4A- French 3 (Shinozaki)

1B-Science GT (Turner?)
2B- E/SS GT (Cunningham)
3B- Algebra 1 (Moore) <--- I can do Physics but I had to ask Michael what 13-9 was!
4B- French 3 (Shinozaki)


Got one male teacher (Moore). I like him! He's amusing ^_^ And he asks like a kid. Loads of fun. I no longer have math with Michael though. :-(! Oh well! She can hear about my exploits of this stupid system in French class!

Speaking of Michael and my French class, she is now my cow.

Yep.

MY cow.

my COW.


XD! We're doing a skit in French class from this article where a bunch of cows destroyed an airplane by eating the wings (I shit you not) and so I'm interviewing her. And instead of her being the pilot, she's my cow. :-D!

So we have Tony the (bony) pony, Pawel the (senile) goat, Lara the (funky) monkey, Ashley the (lucky) ducky, meh the (baka) kitty and Michael the (microphone-eatting) cow! WE HAVE A ZOO! :-D! Come join. ^_~

Cuz girls need 4 animes. A Minx on her shoulders, a Jaguar in the garage, a Tiger in the bed and a Jackass to pay for it. ^_~...

Well, most do. I DONT! AHAHAH! I need... um...>.> lets see... A teddy bear in bed for starters! ^_^ Girls should always pay for themselves, never become dependant on men for money! That's lame. Minx look nicer alive then dead and Jaguars are expensive. ^_^ I just need a teddy bear in bed, a Yamaha in the garage, clothing on my shoulders and a nice guy to help pay! ^_^

I have just defeated the last 40 yrs sterotype. In a paragraph. A pity no one listens to me. >.
^_^~

I am lloovveedd. ^_^ I am MENTIONED! MWAHA!


Lemme a comment! ^_~<3

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I'm going to be very tired and very irritable tomorrow. Now like most of you will be able to tell the differance >o
-yawns- Fuck caffeine. It is no longer my study buddy. I think I might kill it.

Sarah- Let's have a shotglass competition! With caffeine shots! (caffeine makes this girl sleepy)
Meh- (too tired) Mm? sure...>.>
Meh- -wins with 87 shots, Sarah having only 84- I'm gonna puke....


Aren't I just so fabulously brilliant?!?! And I went into Anna's room to d/c her and she was like "Who is it!" I said it was me and she's like "what the hell!? go to bed!"...So I just kinda stumbled out of her room...>.>;; I'm gonna get in trouble tomoro, cuz Anna tattles. ><;; Most of the ways I get busted in through Anna. Sarah is too lazy to tell! :-)!


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Okay, I gotta stop with the stupid ... art. Hmm... what happened to me today... -sighs- well. there's the Jamie thing and the reasoning why I probably won't actively search for a boyfriend.

I was friends online with a guy named Jamie (17) and we talked alot. He was madly in love with this girl Megan, who is basicly playing with him and doesn't care about him much (according to Zack-kun) . one of his and my friends Zack accidentally said WE made a cute couple and then he kinda got interested in me and asked me out. I postponed answering for a while, saying I didn't know if I could trust men again. Then he asked again and I had to go, and I was gone the entire week-end. When I came back, I made a special effort to get online and say yes to him.. Then he IMs me and says he stills likes Megan and doesn't want to go out with me. I'm hurt, but I smile and wish him luck. Then, Zack IMs me and says that Megan broke up with her boyfriend and now Jamie and her are going out. And i hurt..and at first I didn't like Jamie more then a friend. But he seemed really interesting and nice and he liked me, so I started to really like him. and then.. he just.. it's like he switched it off.

And SIRO-CHAN yelled at him! Which she had no right to do, because I'm not angry with him! Just.. -shrugs softly- kinda hurt. No big deal.. But she blew it out, acting like he raped me or something.. myeh.. =/


Anyway, that's why I've decided to not always go around going "OH! Wanna go out?" -shrugs- Not really worth it. I just sit here, make friends and whatever.. Being lonley is better then being hurt, wouldn't you say? ^_^
For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror we can just barely endure.. and we admire it so because it calmly disdains.. to destroy us.. Rainer Maria Rilke.. "The First Elegy".. I liked that book alot. Very interesting and such not..


-collapses- I am sooo damn tired. I think I might try to sleep at 3 and see what becomes of it.. Very odd dream... -shudders softly- I think dream analizing is stupid shit, but now i'm just curious..


...IN OTHER HAPPY NEWS! (man, this post does need prozac.. or something strong, like a blunt instrument to the backside of the head)

I pierced my chin! right under my lowerlip! ^^; I had a red stud in it, but it looked odd and so I changed it to a blue ball. That just looks funky.. But I can't wear the backpierce that helps hold it in, it drives me crazy, and it's impossible to eat with it in!! Makes me CRAZY!!!! >_< So yeah.. right now, it's just kinda staying in cuz it loves me. :-D Or so I hope anyway.


I shalt driveth my educaters crazy. The highest bet right now on me getting detention is 2300 by Siro. >.>; Kinda scary, neh? Oh well.. Nee-chan (Sarah) was betting me her entire box of coke and that girl's freaking addicted! She drinks 8 cokes a day! She goes through 12 packs in a days if she's stressed out!! >o
......-collapses- now I NEED caffeine.. this is gonna be one irritable kitty at school tomoro..today thing...>< I CANT THINK PROBABLY! ahhh! -twitch- I need coffee.. or even better...soda...BUT I CANT! Because soda is fattening and - -gets dragged down by Kyle-

AngelOfHell0: You on a diet? You got a nice plump ass, hun! Singin' big butts to you is fun! Asses are nice things, they should be big.

Oh yeah, THAT helped. ><; Real good stradegy, hun, rreeaall good.

-shifty eyes- this post is boring and random...

whoo hoo...


Sing, Dance, we are eternal
Let us be mad with the madness caused by drinking
'Tis the madness less infernal
Then the madness caused by thinking.-John Davidson.


^_~<3!!!!!!!! LEMME A COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PWEASE!

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Random Bits On Convo's, Cuz It's 12 and I haven't done anything productive today-

BelleDame247: heyy
BelleDame247: Susan?
BluBerryEyeLiner: yep
BluBerryEyeLiner: what
BelleDame247: yay! She's alive.
BluBerryEyeLiner: ><
BluBerryEyeLiner: You called me
BluBerryEyeLiner: at 11:45
BelleDame247: Ok. Well I'm going to to lunch with my grandma so can i pick up the math work on the way home?
BluBerryEyeLiner: um, sure
BluBerryEyeLiner: why not
BelleDame247: alrighty, ill give you a call when before i come.
BluBerryEyeLiner: Be warned though
BelleDame247: and try to stay alive
BluBerryEyeLiner: I'm not wearing pants
BelleDame247: >.<;; eee
BluBerryEyeLiner: :-D
BluBerryEyeLiner: I got a big ass t-shirt though
BelleDame247: hehe
BluBerryEyeLiner: unless I change
BelleDame247: I have the worlds largest t shirt
BelleDame247: ask Tony
BelleDame247: hehe
BelleDame247: :-D
BelleDame247: ...
BluBerryEyeLiner: ....
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirk-
BelleDame247: your a sick child
BluBerryEyeLiner: mm hmm...
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirk and giggle-
BelleDame247: sick...
BluBerryEyeLiner: -moan-
BelleDame247: STOP IT!
BelleDame247: -runs-
BelleDame247: -for her virginity- I
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirks-
BluBerryEyeLiner: That got her away
BluBerryEyeLiner: And I will not rape you
BluBerryEyeLiner: ><:
BluBerryEyeLiner: ...inpublic
BelleDame247: right...
BelleDame247: ah!!!!
BelleDame247: well lunchtime is now
BelleDame247: ill call ya when im on my way, ok?
BluBerryEyeLiner: sure
BluBerryEyeLiner: come to me :-D
BelleDame247: wrong...very..
BelleDame247: SICK CHILD
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirks-
BluBerryEyeLiner: You cuming or not?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Oops, typo
BluBerryEyeLiner: ;-) Silly me
BelleDame247: no, im not coming right now. i said after lunch.
BelleDame247: smarty -_-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grins- okay
BelleDame247: alright, c ya then. btw, please put some pants on!
BluBerryEyeLiner: What? It was a typo!
BelleDame247: :-\
BluBerryEyeLiner: nah
BluBerryEyeLiner: i'm cool
BelleDame247: eee
BelleDame247: >.<
BelleDame247: c ya!


Editted Convo With Kerri And Kelli -

KKWTWNS: anything i should know about him!!?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Hun
BluBerryEyeLiner: A lliittttlleee bit of advice
BluBerryEyeLiner: STOP WORRYING!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Or you begin to imagine things and they drive you crazy
KKWTWNS: i'm not worring !!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: ..'course, this is coming from a girl who is very proudly single...
BluBerryEyeLiner: Yes you are
KKWTWNS: no i'm not how can you tell -_-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirks-
BluBerryEyeLiner: You won't drop it
BluBerryEyeLiner: Look, Sam, nice kid. Friends with Tony, so insanity may be in 'im, but I dunno. He doesn't rape little girls, eat children, burn down villages or pillage the innocent
BluBerryEyeLiner: He can't be that great
KKWTWNS: um susan... what's the name of your anime hubby?
BluBerryEyeLiner: my anime hubby?
BluBerryEyeLiner: I ain't married to shit
BluBerryEyeLiner: I got no ties
KKWTWNS: susan your scaring me -_- ... your telling me that you want a gut todo that to you *shudders*
BluBerryEyeLiner: Mm?
KKWTWNS: yes you are that dude with the hair thingy over his head and eye
BluBerryEyeLiner: Huh?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Why am I the last person to know about me being married?
BluBerryEyeLiner: hair..thingy over his head.. well THAT narrows it down -rolls her eyes-
BluBerryEyeLiner: and eye.... saitou..nah...uh...
BluBerryEyeLiner wants to directly connect.
KKWTWNS is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
BluBerryEyeLiner: Kakashi?
KKWTWNS: yeah him!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: -.- I ain't married to 'im, hun
KKWTWNS: last one with the "k"
BluBerryEyeLiner: I ain't married to no one
KKWTWNS: well you tryed to fuck him right?
BluBerryEyeLiner: o.o;
BluBerryEyeLiner: maybe >.>
KKWTWNS: well something like that
BluBerryEyeLiner: no u.u He ran away
BluBerryEyeLiner: ANYWAY!
KKWTWNS: o.o i feel for you
BluBerryEyeLiner: -shakes head to try and think-
BluBerryEyeLiner: Damnit
BluBerryEyeLiner: Now, Sam
BluBerryEyeLiner: He's a good kid, underneath it all
KKWTWNS: ...... you tryed to do that to him?
BluBerryEyeLiner: O.o;;;;;
BluBerryEyeLiner: I did not try and rape Sam!
KKWTWNS: o.o'''''
BluBerryEyeLiner: I couldn't care less if he tossed himself off a bridge
BluBerryEyeLiner: and I don't steal boyfriends
KKWTWNS: not sam... the shit your not married to....
BluBerryEyeLiner: -.- Kakashi
BluBerryEyeLiner: not 'the shit'
KKWTWNS: don't touch my kenshin!!!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: huh?
BluBerryEyeLiner: ><;; I have icky mental images that go along with Kenshin
KKWTWNS: sam .. his name is kenshin now
BluBerryEyeLiner: and Sam's great love buddy is one of 'em
BluBerryEyeLiner: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
BluBerryEyeLiner: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
KKWTWNS: me kaoru
BluBerryEyeLiner: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
BluBerryEyeLiner: AHAHA
KKWTWNS: thats my name now miss kaoru
BluBerryEyeLiner: hah...ahhaha..
BluBerryEyeLiner: sorry, not laughing at you
BluBerryEyeLiner: well, I am sorta
KKWTWNS: what!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Kaoru's an idiot
BluBerryEyeLiner: Kenshin is excuberantly gay
KKWTWNS: thats not funny thats perverted
KKWTWNS: o.o'''''''
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirks-
BluBerryEyeLiner: why do I have the feeling you're going to kill me at school tomorrow?
KKWTWNS: ah ew.... i'm scared at what you two think in class when i'm not around o.o
BluBerryEyeLiner: 'you two'? I'm two people?
BluBerryEyeLiner: That's hot
KKWTWNS: of course i wil
KKWTWNS: i'm going to kill you for saying that about kenshin!!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Well, I'm screwed, so let me put more holes in my sinking ship
BluBerryEyeLiner: How old are you, 12, 13? and Sam's what...15? Something like that
BluBerryEyeLiner: and yep, you strike me as a more mature person
BluBerryEyeLiner: Why is this?
KKWTWNS: can i dig your grave now?
BluBerryEyeLiner: sure
KKWTWNS: um she had another b/f that was 15....
KKWTWNS: and now she has a nother......
BluBerryEyeLiner: I've had one that was 24
BluBerryEyeLiner: What's you're point?
KKWTWNS: i'm mature .....to you?
KKWTWNS: no this dude still loves me
BluBerryEyeLiner: whoo, i didn't say he didn't
KKWTWNS: well my ex -.-
BluBerryEyeLiner: What, you think I dated a 24 yr old for sex?
BluBerryEyeLiner: that I don't get?
BluBerryEyeLiner: ><; I'm thinking not
KKWTWNS: yeah
BluBerryEyeLiner: Aw, you're ex still loves you?
BluBerryEyeLiner: I still love me ex
KKWTWNS: well sorta
BluBerryEyeLiner: And he wants to kill me
BluBerryEyeLiner: a great basis for ANY anime
KKWTWNS: lol
KKWTWNS: well sam thinks i don't love him anymore
BluBerryEyeLiner: Good
BluBerryEyeLiner: Sex him up
KKWTWNS: because he thinks i'm still going with my ex alex -.-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -rolls her eyes-
KKWTWNS: ----------------------
BluBerryEyeLiner: -.- fine
BluBerryEyeLiner: but for a prise -smirks-
BluBerryEyeLiner: ^price
KKWTWNS: and that would be?
BluBerryEyeLiner: you don't kill me
KKWTWNS: do you consider your self a pervert?
KKWTWNS: cause ya'll think stuff......
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grins-
BluBerryEyeLiner: Of course I'm a pervert ;-)
KKWTWNS: ok i won't kill sam
BluBerryEyeLiner: ><; I want you to not kill ME
KKWTWNS: ----------------------
BluBerryEyeLiner: not him
BluBerryEyeLiner: you can kill him for all I give a shit
KKWTWNS: oh... heh fine -.-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grins-
BluBerryEyeLiner: fine
KKWTWNS: oh... heh fine -.-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grins-
BluBerryEyeLiner: fine
KKWTWNS:----------------------------
KKWTWNS: *him
KKWTWNS: *blush* that sounds pretty perverted!!!
BluBerryEyeLiner: -smirks
BluBerryEyeLiner: I can make it soo much worse
KKWTWNS: o.o'''''' ah.. ew *shakes head*
BluBerryEyeLiner: man, you 2 are uptight
BluBerryEyeLiner: go get laid
KKWTWNS: k... now i'm convinced...... ah you lost it haven't you or your just horny?
BluBerryEyeLiner: No, I have not lost 'it'
BluBerryEyeLiner: I didn't have sex
BluBerryEyeLiner: I'm against sex before marriage
BluBerryEyeLiner: I'm just sick ;-)

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I think I shall kill myself. It shouldn’t be that hard.

A rather majestic decision to be made on such a dull day, but I don’t really knw of a better time. Shall I wait for rain, a hurricane or at least the cover of darkness, with a lot of wind? Sterotypes are beautiful things that would be fun to inhabit…Such a pity, good suicide is throwing yourself from a high altitude,wearing a filly white silk nightgown, your hair whipping around like a struggle of chaos in nature, eyes filled with those most precious of all gems, each droplet perfectly painful, delicate and soft but a symbol of something deeper and colder. Oh, and you must be a beautiful virgin. I can not fufill this sterotype, seeing as virginity was stolen and hidden in a mans sick pervertions. And I am, almost by defination of my character, not beautiful! Just a scandalous idea is filling my head… But on the other hand, how reasonable can suicide be? The best I could get is tossing myself out my window, with is about 9 feet from the ground, in my jeans and a tanktop that proudly proclaims my lower back region is availible for kissing, with my hair a complete tangle and a slightly bored expression fixed upon my face.. No, no that simply won’t do. But truly.. the pain of lonleyness is growing but which is almost definitely more preferable? A pathetic existance ruled by when your interest calls or is near you? The light blush of innocence, the moments of heat, the estatic pleasure.. And that’s just the sex. Sex is such a boring thing, I don’t think I shall partake in it. But truly, the point of dating is what? To waste money? To waste space? To see how tightly you can force your bodies together until one of you dies of heatstroke and the other of disgust at your de-odorant?! Spending hours in front of a mirror with some stupid girlfriends who act like their heads have been sliced off, the brains (if they were there to start with) removed, cutons, lettuce and tomatos around the side and a little apple shoved in their mouths? I’m thinking not. And those ridulous expectations! Ugh, I would soon prefer the pain of lonleyness, the simplicity of silence and cool feel of my bare skin along the sheets that house only my secrets! But perhaps.. Perhaps Death would be nice.. I am fixated with a morbid curiousity of death. I’m not sure if I want to die or I am merely curious as it what becomes of our silly selves? I would enjoy listening to my eulogy, writing down a short list of every lie they tell about me, who comes who would rather be hanging themselves along side me then listen to people speak falsities? I think preachers commit many sins. “He was a great person” doesn’t quite cut it. Everyone wants the personal touch to their death (not that they would be experiencing it) and everyone complains, no matter what. It’s a funeral, not a party. We’re not here to drink cocktails with umbrellas! We’re here to mourn (in some cases, celebrate) a death! That’s pathetic, I can not commit suicide because I don’t want people lying about me saying that I was some miracle worker or some shit, while Aunt Barbi in row 3 whispers to her husband Ken “No she wasn’t. She was such a bitch!” and even allowing him the courtesy to roll his eyes is beyond me! Disgust riddles my mind at even that thought.

Well, so far, all I have gotten from this idea’s train is that thoughts are like bulletholes in walls. If you leave them there long they look worse and worse.

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Welcome to Sex Land. You may dump your clothing to the left and pick up birth control or condoms to the right.

I know that got you hard. :-P.

I like being online. You do this ^_^ enough and everyone thinks you're happy! Excellence. Anyway, Busch Gardens Stories!!

~~Bacon, Granola, Cherries, Straw Paper~~

:-D We were at Kings Mill On The James (nice place, nice roomservice, bad reception) and at breakfast on Saturday, Liz is playing with her food, making a smiley face. She made hair from Granola, eyes from cherry pits (which she STOLE FROM MEH! WHAA!), and a smiley face from a cherry stem. So I, joking, called it Pawel. She nearly pissed herself and added a cherry stem as glasses (right across the eyes. WTF MATE?!?). She added a piece of paper from the straw and folded it at one end, making it a tie. So it was Pawel at WORK! -giggles- Then she added bits of bacon to make horns! :-D! It really was the goat! oh, and there was a cherry pit nose, so he'd been in a fight and he has a granola goatee! :-D That was our morning.

~~~Renamed : The Fighting Goat At Work Named Pawel!~~~

~Busch Gardens~

Liz will probably re-name this 'Susan Being Incompetent' or 'Susan is unable to execute simple tasks that are needed in daily life (AKA, stupid!!)' I thought her mom said on the cellphone they'd meet us on this AWESOME ride (it was huge) and apparently they didn't. THEN I went on once more without Liz and I came out and we had to run to catch the bus back to K.M.O.T.J, and we missed it anyway. So I took off my shirt and, in a bikini, flagged down a taxi. -smirk-

~~Renamed : Susan Being Incompetent~

Quotes from the trip-

Liz- MOOOOOOOOOT!
Meh- I need a shotgun...

Liz- EL SAFO! MOOT! EL SAFO! MOOT! -screaming/singing while dancing around the condo-
Meh- -goes into bathroom and studies bathtub- Not deep enough.. and drowning in a toilet is just dumb

Meh- Oh! Lemme do a Cosmo impression! fuck this...fuck that...fuck you...oh fuck...fuck the fucking world...wanna fuck...fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck....I'm so smart! I'm so rich! FUCK ME!
Liz- -on the floor in hysterics-

Liz- -tosses meh her mums cellphone- Here, call Tony...MOOT!
Meh- >.> Okay... -calls him and gets bad reception. Eventually gets voicemail (which he changed and is spiffehful) and leaves following message : Liz was sick in the head. I had her shot. I'm sorry.-

Liz- Mom, can you get us Pina Colada's with Rum?
Mom- No
-Ten Minutes Later-
Mom- Here, I got you those Pina Coladas!
Meh and Liz- :-D!!

Meh and Liz- PENIS COLLASEUS!
Meh- Mm.. PENIS CLITITOS!
(^as dumb as that one sounds, it cracked us up for a lloonnngg time^)

Liz- M-O-O-N! That spells tractor!
Meh- >.>;; I want one...
Liz- ?
Meh- A joint

>_<


And a recent convo with Lara- (It has been modified, I love you, but some of you reading this might have been mentioned! O.O!)




BluBerryEyeLiner: -sulks-
BelleDame247: please tell me what's wrong
BluBerryEyeLiner: -sighs- it's not FAIR!
BelleDame247: What isn't?
BluBerryEyeLiner: THAT
BluBerryEyeLiner: Bad day...
BluBerryEyeLiner: Kerri doesn't even give a shit who her boyfriend is
BluBerryEyeLiner: I WANT so many people
BelleDame247: do you like Sam?
BluBerryEyeLiner: No!
BluBerryEyeLiner: But it's just...
BelleDame247: alright
BluBerryEyeLiner: she gets it SO easy
BluBerryEyeLiner: and I want so many people
BluBerryEyeLiner: but I get someone who is madly in love with me and I don't.. even like him more then a friend
BluBerryEyeLiner: And I have TRIED SO FUCKING HARD
BluBerryEyeLiner: and no body...ever..notices
BelleDame247: yeah, i know how that is
BluBerryEyeLiner: You want help, I can give you help
BluBerryEyeLiner: I ask you for help, you will HONESTLY LAUGH at who the fuck I like
BluBerryEyeLiner: I ask Liz, she rolled her eyes and says I'm a whore
BluBerryEyeLiner: I ask Siro, she gives her flat down opinion of everyone
BelleDame247: who do you like?
BluBerryEyeLiner: You will laugh
BluBerryEyeLiner: and/or/probably tell him/them
BelleDame247: i promise, just let me know who
BluBerryEyeLiner: Promise by blood, love and affection?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Break it, you lose all 2
BluBerryEyeLiner: ^3
BelleDame247: i do
BluBerryEyeLiner: -sighs-
BluBerryEyeLiner: () is age
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- (21)
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- (14-15?)
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- (18)
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- (17)
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- (17)
BluBerryEyeLiner: And everyone says it's WRONG!
BelleDame247: I don't think it is
BluBerryEyeLiner: Because no one my age interests me
BelleDame247: i agree
BelleDame247: --- (21) is a bit too old in my opinion, but the other ones are acceptable
BelleDame247: guys are age are so immature
BluBerryEyeLiner: --- doesn't want to, --- is taken, ---, if I asked it would ruin my friendship with him and he probably/definately wouldnt (plus he's friends with ---), --- would but I don't know, --- is still getting over someone
BluBerryEyeLiner: But you don't SERIOUSLY like anyone!
BelleDame247: yeah i do. a guy named Robert, he's 15 and i met him at Otakon
BluBerryEyeLiner: -sighs and slams her head desk into the table-
BluBerryEyeLiner: there is no JUSTICE in the world
BluBerryEyeLiner: I mean, is this hell, or am I hallucenating?!
BelleDame247: I'm afraid it isn't.
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grumbles-
BluBerryEyeLiner: and she just.. nothing
BluBerryEyeLiner: And Gary is OBSESSED with me!
BluBerryEyeLiner: plus, I probably could have who ever I wanted
BluBerryEyeLiner: but I don't WANT anyone else!
BluBerryEyeLiner: I want Torrey! Short of getting that, I want them
BluBerryEyeLiner: IM JUST A GREEDY BITCH
BelleDame247: no, you're human. that's all.
BelleDame247: We're flawed
BluBerryEyeLiner: -grumbles-
BluBerryEyeLiner: it's not fair!~
BluBerryEyeLiner: Men just... men suck
BelleDame247: Not all
BelleDame247: ive been listening to the cowboy bebop soundtrack
BelleDame247: right now im listening to "Rain"
BelleDame247: good song when you're down
BluBerryEyeLiner: -listens to Nickelback-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -changes it to Robbie Williams "Angel"-
BluBerryEyeLiner: -cries-
BelleDame247: One thing Susan..Kerri really does like Sam, a lot and he likes her too. be happy for both of them
BluBerryEyeLiner: -sighs- i am
BluBerryEyeLiner: I've been happy for them
BluBerryEyeLiner: But it's not fair..
BluBerryEyeLiner wants to send file C:\WINDOWS\Desktop\SUSAN\New\Gundam_Wing_-_1x2_-_Angels.wmv.
BelleDame247: -nods- It isn't. But life is unfairso get used to it.
BluBerryEyeLiner: I KNOW LIFE IS NOT FUCKING FAIR
BluBerryEyeLiner: TRY FALLING IN LOVE AT THIRTEEN TO ONE OF THE MOST-SELF CENTERED, ABUSIVE BASTARDS IN THE WORLD
BluBerryEyeLiner: IS THAT FAIR!!?!?
BelleDame247: 'ONE OF THE MOST-SELF CENTERED, ABUSIVE BASTARDS IN THE WORLD'
BelleDame247: who's that?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Torrey
BluBerryEyeLiner: who else
BelleDame247: ohh
BluBerryEyeLiner: yep
BluBerryEyeLiner: get out of my font!
BelleDame247: nope
BelleDame247: dont feel like closing the window.
BluBerryEyeLiner: -sighs-
BluBerryEyeLiner: i need an umbrella for my heart
BelleDame247: very sorry, but i must go
BelleDame247: ill call you tomorrow, okay?
BluBerryEyeLiner: fine
BluBerryEyeLiner: shoo
BelleDame247: heh, alright.


Ritual Suicide's looking rreeaalllyy nice right about now...


Now, just, WHICH ritual suicide?!

I think Seppuku...that looks nice and painful.

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Well, well, well! Lucky meh, I have two new friends! Jamie-kun and Zack-kun! Yayful. -dances- Jamie-kun is sorta more quiet, and a pervert (w00t) and Zack-kun's just crazy ^.^;;. Anyway! Spiffness

Going to Busch Gardens with Michael (Liz-chan) and Psychic Girl today! Yay! Gonna stay the entire week-end with those two imbeciles. ><;; I'm gonna have to play the U.N!! Whaa! -cries- OH well! I get to hang out with Mom (Liz's mom)..

Lemme explain this. I dun like meh real mum, so I call her 'Mother' just cuz she went through the trouble of birthing me. Liz's mom is a much better maternal figure to me and I love her dearly. So I call her Mom ^_^. I think meh and Liz-chan should switch places. :-P, cuz I actually like her little bro Xander, and she can't stand him. :-/

Ah well, life continues. PAWEL IS A TRAITOR!!! -whines- He went to the 'mall'! EW! EVIL! >_< And I found out who 'Prada', and 'Coach' are, and also, what a manicure and a pedicure is. >.>;; <.<;; Who ever says enjoying going shopping and getting manicures and stuff makes you a girl is a LIAR! I'm quite happy as a chick, without that crap.and DRESSES!?!? who the fuck needs a big billow piece of crap around their ankles, limiting movement and running!?! Gah!

-shudders- ack ness. anyway... I gotta go pack.. Liz says I gotta bring a dress.. -shivers slightly- How disgusting. Oh well, I'll survive :-( Just barely anyway.



BluBerryEyeLiner: Renee wouldn't get up this early...Renee is a lazy bumkin..
Who are you and what have you done with Renee?
obsessivejkr: This is Renee's mom. I have locked Renee in bed and thrown away
the key
BluBerryEyeLiner: Great!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Can I have her anime?
obsessiveJKR: Sure!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Excellent
BluBerryEyeLiner: I like the way you think
obsessiveJKR: But you'd have to clean her room to get to it
BluBerryEyeLiner: Gah!
BluBerryEyeLiner: That's impossible
obsessiveJKR: Tell me about it!
obsessiveJKR: It's dangerous in there! I avoid it at all costs
BluBerryEyeLiner: :-D LIke the plague
obsessiveJKR: I think that's where it started..... Years from now, history books will note that the plague started in Renee's rom
obsessiveJKR: room
BluBerryEyeLiner: Oh, but of course
BluBerryEyeLiner: Her and her evil scientist ways
BluBerryEyeLiner: or her corrupt minions
obsessiveJKR: Yeah, well, that's another thing. You never know what's going on in there! Sometimes it makes her hair turn colors -- green, blue, pink, purple -- you just never know
BluBerryEyeLiner: (aka, the cat)
obsessiveJKR: The cat's pretty evil too
BluBerryEyeLiner: -nods- Definately
obsessiveJKR: But he thinks he's a dog
BluBerryEyeLiner: That's.. pretty sick
obsessiveJKR: Yeah.... he even goes outside with them when I make them go out in the morning
obsessiveJKR: Then he comes back in when they do
obsessiveJKR: And he sleeps under the covers like the dogs do. Who ever heard of a cat that likes covers!
BluBerryEyeLiner: Oh dear
BluBerryEyeLiner: Maybe he's in denial
BluBerryEyeLiner: That could be a problem
obsessiveJKR: I think so.
obsessiveJKR: It's probably our fault. We were told he was a she when he was born, so for a few months he had a pink collar
BluBerryEyeLiner: Maybe you should have him shot
BluBerryEyeLiner: You killed the cats sanity!
obsessiveJKR: We'd shoot him, but he's too fast for us
obsessiveJKR: Yeah, then we had him neutered, so now he's an it
BluBerryEyeLiner: And gender!
BluBerryEyeLiner: It's the racial, gender confused cat!
BluBerryEyeLiner: You're sick!
obsessiveJKR: LOL
BluBerryEyeLiner: I vote Renee goes and the cat stays
BluBerryEyeLiner: You with me on that?
obsessiveJKR: Sounds good to me
obsessiveJKR: When Renee wakes up at the crack of noon, I'll let her know
BluBerryEyeLiner: Why tell her? Put her out with the trash!
obsessiveJKR: True, the trash men come today. That's a good idea.
BluBerryEyeLiner: Of course
BluBerryEyeLiner: Though I don't know if they take nondisposables
obsessiveJKR: My trash guys will take anything if you slip them a $20
BluBerryEyeLiner: a 50 in Renee's case
obsessiveJKR: I'll just put her in a trash bag and they'll never know
BluBerryEyeLiner: Might want to do something to her first
BluBerryEyeLiner: Might I suggest a blunt instrument
obsessiveJKR: Good idea
BluBerryEyeLiner: I live to serve
obsessiveJKR: I need to finish getting ready for work. Do you want me to give Renee a message?
BluBerryEyeLiner: Nah, I'm saving the convo and giving it to her later :-D
obsessiveJKR: K -- bye
BluBerryEyeLiner: bye bye

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