We went to where Chalamain (sp?) was crowned. whoo, hoo. >< So boring. Anyway, it's about 6 in the morning for you all and 12 for me, SO NO ONE IS FUCKING ON!!! DAMN IT! -sobs-

Anyway, on a lighter note, I'm passing up my lunch to see in this German internet cafe run by Japanese people...and no ones on but Deigo.. and she's beating me. Life, as we know it, is getting worse.

I've also decided something. As we swim against the rough tides of Life, we begin to fall. but just then, we find happiness, a solid rock in the besieging storm of chaotic living. We pull ourselves up and cough up a little water. We could protect ourselves from Life, and then always be dry, but then we would never appreciate the dryness.As our fingers find holes along the rock of happiness, the rain changes into Acid rain, or love. As love falls down against us, it slowly makes more holes for us to grab onto, but yet it burns our fingers. We think that it's happiness's fault, not realize it's the rain ruining it. We sink into the water again, our tears joining the salt, roughly caressing us. Our gold that we thought would hold us to that rock merely pulls us down to the bottom to get MORE gold. But there we drown, our lifeless shells becoming the new layer of sand along the bottom...

....yeah.. it's been a long car ride... -sighs- I wanna go hhhoooommmmeee!!!!!

-sobs- oh well... messages to people who read this, I think, but dunno -

Gary- Lemme your address

Shawn- Lemme your address. And whats with the random comments?? btw, I'm taking pics of all the tres chaud bishies. :-p Funny, no Ron pictures! :-D

Siro- HA! I sent you a postie. :-D You'll like it..mwahahahahaha

General Psychotic Peoples - Pro-communism!




We couldn't make them
So we had to break them
Words that we couldn't say...

I sit here on my shelf...
just talkin' to my self..
Words that we couldn't say...

Joker Love... LEMME A COMMENT! And yer address if ye want a humorous postie.


I Spent All My Money On You Baby, And I Want It Back!

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Wellll... Germany's cold. It sucks mucho biznitchness. Also, this keyboard is annoying. Where the z should be, its y and vice vera. Also, : is Ä amd ; is Ö. I dunno where a bunch of other keys are. I cant even make an angry face.

Anyway, German is an evil languages, only because I do not understand it (side note = HA! I found it. >..< !W00t for dorkness! I can't even read it, but I luff it. Tomorrow we're going to drive off to Belguim. All I know that is in Belgium is the chocolate and Manican Pis, which is a little boy peeing. You know, they have them in the middle of the ponds sometimes, spouting water out of his crotch. Whhoooo hoooo. ><. But I have stuff to draw, Dead Burial sites to look at, Internet cafe's to look for, Terry Prachett and the Aenid to read (So alike, aren't they XP), and fabulous Rammstien to listen to. Also, we're driving a Manual Mercerdes around Europe. Our British car that we rent is a Hyundai, second cheapest shit in the world, and it works much better. XD!

After that, we're going to France, around Lile and some other places I'm planning to be bored in, and then we're coming back to Germany via Luxumburg (SP?) and then leaving Niederrhien, the ex-military base, via the cheapest airline probably out there, V-bird aka EUJet. >< w00t w00t. I can't wait until America. Sometimes we have big stretchs of nothing to do, so I watch CNN, MTV (SATANISTS IN DISGUISE!) or some other random music video playing thingeh.A I can feel my brain sliding out of my ears. ><;;;; I lost yours -ish stoned- X_x;;

JOKER LOVE! And lemme a comment, bbbbbiznitchs. I'm out of here.

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Well, let's see, how has my day been.. Superb. Let's see.. My heart has been trampled on.. my soul has been ripped.. and my will and pride were stolen. Not bad for my life, don't you think?

I'm not really good at keeping friends am I? Must been inheriant from my mother. I just manage to piss everyone off. I'm very proud of myself. I swear, which ever angel made me is sick and twisted. There's a small little hole in hell for you all. How about you go there and take up permanant residence? Or even better, you guys could just shoot me in the head! Then it saves me THE FUCKING TROUBLE YOU BASTARDS!

I can not TAKE one more person! WHAT have I done in a past life to deserve this? Was I Stalin, or Hitler?!?!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE! You think that I do not know what the hell you say, but it's amazing, when you POST IT ONLINE!

This person will remain unknown, until I get back to America and beat the shit out of them.

susans such a bitch!! omg, she was talkin about sum guy. hes soo out of her league. shes ugli 2. an shes always raggin about shit. so i imed her an was like 'omg, hey' an she was like 'wat do u want' all hoighty toighty, like im not good enouf. well at least im not freak with a drunk mother. dont pretend, bich we all no. shes lik u, always on her bak!! lol!

you think I read your blogs. You think I don't hear you talking and you THINK I don't wonder when you accidently type shit to me. I AM NOT AS STUPID AS I FUCKING LOOK!


fuck you people.. you think your words don't hurt, and really, they shouldn't. Tears are immature and MAYBE I need to grow up, because you know what? I'm not made of plastic, I am 100% REAL FUCKING HUMAN! and that means I have feelings. Just because I'm a freak, just because I don't do whatever you bitches do to be 'cool, just because I enjoy going to classes instead of making out in the bathrooms like a whore, I am still HUMAN!

and dont tell me how to make people like me. i don't care. just shut your mouths before you get hurt.

I'm giving up on you people. Because the worlds greatest people keep dying. And I'm left with all the sickening assholes.

Why is it who you say is sick, is really beautiful?

Kyle - Gay, wonderful person, cares about people, not their sterotype
Corwin- gay, beautiful person, very cheerful and optimistic
Siro- pregnant, bi sexual, kind to everyone, no matter what
Mary- cutter, bi sexual, wonderful artist, full of life
Sean- cutter, anti-social, amazing person
Tony- depressed sometimes, very intelligent
Robert- 'geek', intelligent and sweet
Lara - Not well-endowned. More gorgeous then you will ever realize
Gary- 'geek', very good person
Blayne- depressed, amusing and goodnatured

Etc. Don't try to fix them, because they're NOT FUCKING BROKEN, YOU STUPID PIECES OF SHIT! YOU'RE THE REASON FOR FUCKING CONDOMS, SO KIDS DONT TURN OUT LIKE YOU! You're humanities worst evolution.


And I hate you.

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~*~*~Taken~*~*~

Hands Off Bitches.. or as Ashley would say..'Score that one for me!'

Yeah anyway.. -sighs softly- Still pretty down.. -runs a hand through her hair- No way of killing it.. Maybe the knowledge that bitches like Liz run amuck through this world is bringing me down.. I dunno.

Anyway, my apologies to Pawel. -shrugs softly- But anyway.. I'm gonna go make some tea.. G'night/morning all.

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...shit happens...

I used up all my money on you baby
And I want it back
I used up all my money tryin' to please ya
And I want it back

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empty...

mad...

hurt..

just...all these emotions fall into the teardrops, running down my cheeks..hitting the keys..doing nothing..why do we cry if it all means nothing anyway..

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