watching: My hand bleed
listening to: Chop Suey by System Of A Down
mood: Mellow

Whoo... I am so mellow. -sighs- Just.. watching life pass by me. Actually, watching the people that force the world to keep going. The reason the Greeks invisioned a PERSON (Atlas) holding the world is people people make the world keep turning. Maybe I should kill a few and see if it slows down any...

Can't. No guns. Oh well... I punched my bedroom window yesterday. It shouldn't have broken, but it did. I had blood all over my hand and I laughed so hard.. I nearly pissed myself. On the suggestion of.. a overly-compassionate soft-hearted-and-headed moron, I looked for my mom. She was drunk, as usual. Passed out on the couch. Cracked me up.

I was thinking about that today, since the overly-compassionate soft-hearted-and-headed moron brought it up again (by accident). So I looked at the cuts and I re-opened them. Didn't bleed as much as I had assumed it would.

Now my keyboard is bloody. Really interesting, cuz it's not sticky, just.. keys are slippery.

Anyway, a friend of mine, Blayne, is on and Ithink I'll talk to him. He's really sweet.

Ja ne. Lemme a message.

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watching: The AMV
listening to: Pretty Fly For A White Guy by Offspring
mood: Peachy


-giggles- This has gotta be the lamest song in the world. Notably, it makes me laugh. The AMV is to Rurouni Kenshin.. So cruel u.u... But funny. ^.^ I shouldn't laugh.. -snickers-

Anyway, I went to Kendo this morning. . I am soooo tired!! And in pain. We had to use our bokkens to do a chest cut and since meh and meh sister are the only ones with breasts, it hurt like SHIT! I have little splinters stuck in a line right across my tits. -.-; Looks rreeaallyy bizarre.

Mm... I'm mad at my school! They let a ton of the Orchestra and Band kids go to Hershey Park -grumbles- But it's only highest level of Orchestra and the highest and second highest level of band go. It makes everyone else feel like fucking shit, like we're not good, no one wants to hear us. AND most of my classes with empty. All my buddies were gone, 'cept for a few. -weeps- It sucked. I was so bored, with no one to pass random, perverted notes too in the middle of English class.

I should do my homework.. >.>; But I don't really feel like it. So I'll do it at lunch on Monday. -mwahahaha-


Whee! My boyfriends on ^.^ So I'll write tomoro.


(P.S- Wanna know what sucks serious shiznits?! Me ^.~)

Lemme A Comment!! ^.^

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listening to: I'm A Bitch by Meredith Brooks
watching: Nothing
mood: Hyper


Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
^.^ That was random, I know. But I'm all hyperesh. O.o Probably from all the pocky. ^O^ Pocky is awesome.

....bleck. Dandelion stems, on the other hand, are not. I got 8 bucks to eat one. >< Guess what, FUCKERS?!?! It's a purge. -.-;; I am so ignorant. Now I know how the term 'rich and the stupid' was coined. Yeah, I'm stupid. PROUD OF STUPIDITY! Uh huh baby, kiss it ^.~

Anyhooo...... Hunter X Hunter!!!!! Awesome anime! -dances- Meh and meh sister be watchin' the OVA's later... Actually, I think we're going to now! JA NE!!

Rocky Horror Picture Show Love

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watching: My Teacher
listening to: My KeyBoard Tap
mood: Bored Witless

Lmao, this is funny. The teacher (French teacher) is ranting about how we should only do the class work and I'm sitting here, chatting on AIM and writing in meh blog. Don't get me wrong, I'm doing the work as well. I just happen to be on here in ADDITION to doing the work ^^. Guadeloupe being a French Isle only maintains ones interest level for oh.... 10 minutes. I'm here for 90 minutes. --.--;

Oh well. It's funny, cuz a friend of mine keeps walking by and he's grinning his ass off. I don't know why.. but I can only see one of his hands, so I'm scared.

Last night, I was having sooo much fun. Convos at the bottom. Meh friend Tony and I were having a 'philosophical' discussion. About me. Being crazy ^.^ I have soo much fun with him. He thinks I'm about to top myself and that I'm self-absorbed. Yea, maybe I am cuz I cut. But whoopie-do, I don't cut to die, I cut to feel something. Being empty is NOT fun. He was getting kinda creeped out. ^o^. Whoo hoo!

And now for something, completely different. Liz is glaring at me .... Oh wellio. I can deal with it. She's too weird to look scary.

>.>;

<.<; I take that back.

v.v Now I'm creeped out. T.T I want my pocky!


Thank ye for the comments ^o^ I felt so special!

Invisible- DUDE! Pocky is life

AshleyEverhart- ^.^ Thanks ^.^

le_battlement- Meanie. I guess you're right. But it was REALLY extreme. If you had ONE word over the limit, you lost 7 out of the 8 possible points for Grammar/Word Use. Yea, I only spent one afternoon on it but still! -whines- OH well. Thanks for your opinion


MONOKE-HIME FOREST SPIRITS! They're so CUTE!! -fangirl glompings insue-

Ahem... yea.. >.>; Lemme a message





RequiemForJokers: think of a pool of whatever
RequiemForJokers: Completely flat, and still and untouched
RequiemForJokers: Think of another pool
RequiemForJokers: chaotic, with waves lashing about and rain pouring down
RequiemForJokers: Which, do you think I am?
DeadWandererSoul: Does the first really exist?
RequiemForJokers: Just answer, 1 or 2
DeadWandererSoul: I'm having trouble.
DeadWandererSoul: You claim that your life suits pool 2.
DeadWandererSoul: But your attitude regarding life reflects pool 1.
RequiemForJokers: Think... more of my mind, how I think and what I think
DeadWandererSoul: But how well do you think? Do you see things as a whole? Do you act, or do you react? Pool 1.
RequiemForJokers: Pool one is slowly tinting red with the blood of sins. Pool two has a depth to it, so somewhere there is piece. Pool 1 is open and light but the second pool is dark, and shadows hold more mysteries.. There are layers to pool 2 but Pool 1 is a shallow lake. Pool 1 is a puddle and Pool 2 is the ocean
RequiemForJokers: Now you know more
RequiemForJokers: which do you pick?
DeadWandererSoul: Pool 1.
RequiemForJokers: ^peace
RequiemForJokers: Ohh playing with you is so much fun ^_~
RequiemForJokers: Pool Two is deep, so that the preciousness lays at the very bottom, waiting for someone to find it. But Pool 2 flaunts its treasure, making it cheap and worthless
RequiemForJokers: Which pool?
DeadWandererSoul: 2, this time.
RequiemForJokers: (I said 2 twice -fwacks self- The first is two, the second one)
RequiemForJokers: I get the idea
DeadWandererSoul: Being a demi-taoist by philosophy, I don't believe in extremes, so you know.
RequiemForJokers: Now, Pool 2 is stony and hard. Pool 1 is soft. The sand is easily movable, but the sand is everywhere. If you touch the sand you are pooled in. But pool 2 pushing you out
DeadWandererSoul: Interesting pools.
RequiemForJokers: There's a moral to go, there's only one more question
RequiemForJokers: Which pool?
DeadWandererSoul: I find it very difficult to choose a pool.
RequiemForJokers: -smirks-
RequiemForJokers: The last one will be easy
DeadWandererSoul: If the surface is abrasive, and the inside is scattered, which pool could it be?
RequiemForJokers: :-P
RequiemForJokers: Pick one
RequiemForJokers: I gotta go soon
DeadWandererSoul: 2
RequiemForJokers: Last one
DeadWandererSoul: ok
RequiemForJokers: Pool ones water is blood red, but if you push your hand in, the red disappates and the small reflection is a tiny child, trapped in a glass ball. People touch the ball and beat it but it doesn't break, so the child continues to dance. But that ball is falling deeper into the sand and finding harder to find. The second pool is deep, but the person is an old woman, wise to the world and letting her knowledge sift out as bubbles. She is easy to find, floating on top of the water. Her body moves to the current of the water.
RequiemForJokers: Which one?
DeadWandererSoul: Again, there are elements of two, but I will choose 1.

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watching: My cat
mood: Bleck
listening to: My Goddess by the Exies , and Karma Killer by Robbie Williams

Golly gee, look at that. I REALLY don't have a life. Yay for me. Yes, I know I'm listening to the same music as yesterday. It's good shit, bitches!! ^_^ Anyway, guessi what!!

IN French class we got our essays back. Considering it's 40% of our grade, I was scared shitless. So I kinda flipped over the paper and stared : E.

Not only this but 9 out of the 10 kids in the class got E's. The teachers pet, naturally, got an A. I wouldn't be so pissed if just I failed, but when adding up the sum total on each part (three essays stappled together) I find I got a 72!! THAT'S PASSING, YOU DUMBASS BITCH OF A WOMAN! C- But hey, it's passing ^.^ I like my nice, barely B in her class.... I intend to keep it at that. But nooooooooooooo, she has to ffaaiilll mee.....-mumbles- But that's ok, I'll set my mom on her. Stupid woman won't know what hit her. Mwehehehe....


Okay, I'm over it. Psycho mode has passed without a fleeting glance. DUm de dum dum dum... Let's see, anything else... AH yes. I hate Marc!! (Dude, isn't this a pokemon..?) But anyway, yea, Marc ish not on the good list. ^.^ Oh well! Boys rhythme with Toys for a reason. Just kidding, I like my boyfriend. And his tongue. That's good too. Hell, I like all of him. He's my bitch :-p


Anyway, ja ne. Gotta go make FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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watching: Nothing
listening to: My Goddess by the Exies , and Karma Killer by Robbie Williams
mood: bored


Blah. It's Sunday, and I managed to go to my friends church, instead of the one where He is. Then we went to this womens fair. It was so awesome. My dad thought it would be some butch lesbian feminist shit but it wasn't. Meh, meh friend and her mum went. They had all this food and stuff, and I got meh mum a M-day present. 'Tis a book, with the authors signature. It's a satirical mother book about the stresses of being a working mom. But whatever, I was like cool, yeah sure, fuck it, let's go!

'Skitzo-savior, the messiah
They all worship, you inspire'

Feh, Windows Media Player (WMP) is sooooo delightful. >.> You can make playlists ^.^ Wheeee, what glee.... Okay, yea, I know, simple people, simple pleasures.

Ohhh! Ben Jelen's hot! I have NO idea what he's in, or what his claim to fame is, but I like him! ^.^ Yummilicious. -steals lotsa pics of him- I'm gonna have perverted fantasies about him lataz. ^.^ So much-o fun!

Speaking of hot guys (and how much hotter they are when they make out with one another), I'm so pleased with myself. Readi~

HurleySk8r103: my friend sent me a pic of these dudes makin out
RequiemForJokers: REALLEH!!?!?
RequiemForJokers: Can I have it? ^.^
HurleySk8r103: lmfao
HurleySk8r103: if u want it
HurleySk8r103: give me a sec
HurleySk8r103: lol
RequiemForJokers: :-D!!!!!

I'm such a pervert ^-~ But that's ok!!! -dances in glee-

Anyway... Now I'm bored... but my boyfriends online... ^_~ Time for some ACTION!


3, 2, 1,
Let's Jam

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