Can u believe this is the only nice white n black ppl clip art? And it's Christmas! Hehehe..maybe that cant really be me and F, cuz he has a shaved head and I am not white! :p

Our first year (me and my boo) have gone by so fast! It's nuts! I can't believe we have been together for 12mths...cuz before him I didn't think any sort of rship with me was possible. hehehe... I had such a low self-esteem, clueless about life, who I really way..until I met Fernando. I know it sounds pretty corny..but this guy has transformed me into someone who I can be proud of, and also he has made me all mushy-like. I was well known as the ice queen, hating particular things that radiated romance...now things are different ;) It's gonna be our first yr on fri...usually I'm not keen on these anniversaries, but it's exciting anfd cool this time haha.

This entry is a definite contrast from my last. I hope I did hit the hearts of most about the issue in Canada about those baby seals. So sad! It really infuriates me. And thinking about it makes my heart heavy. :/

I'm so glad I got to catch up with my girls Tiff and Yo on the weekend. I was feeling sad and guilty about not cherishing our friendship and ignoring them. Cuz I want to be a better friend than that. We had a sleepover on sat...and it was so comfy..and all my fears of them being mad at me went away. We still the same...still my girls. :) Then speaking to Gail last night on the ph and hearing her so troubled and stressed about her studies in KAL made me feel sad again...cuz I could not be there for her...but still remain supportive over the ph and through emails, I wish I could reach out to all my friends when they need me the most. It's so hard though when 70% of your time is dedicated to your job and uni. Imagine getting married then 98% will be with family, work, house etc!!! OOOOooo scary thought!

Hmmm...marriage...what a funny topic at the moment for 21 years olds like me. hehehe. Can't wait till the long weekend ;) It will be excellent for sure :p And just got a postcard from mum and dad today..so nice to have them thinking about us ^_^

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I just got a email forwarded to me from my cous in m'sia, it was about the clubbing of baby seals. I was just soooo upset over the powerpoint slide that showed the baby seals being dragged away from their mother and clubbed to death for a sport!! It fucking disgusts me that people can be so fucking cruel! It seems that on the internet there are many sites supporting this sport and it really sickens me to the stomach that humans can be such barbarians. One guy said that he would kill baby seals, cuz the feeling of hearing a suffering animal screming is calming.... How can you STAND some FREAK like that???

They are often skinned alive, and this actually LEGAL in Canada!!! I thought Canada was a good country like Australia, but infact their animal rights are non existant especially for the clubbing of poor, defenceless baby seals! I know you guys must think I'm on one of those moods against where I fucking complain about the world today... but I don't give a shit... becuz this is serious stuff and it is happening right now! Stats show at least 300,000+ baby seals will die this yr...

If you guys feel as passionate about this as me and want to stop this injustice from happening...type a letter here to the Canadian govt to ban seal hunting!! How would humans feel if their baby was taken from their arms, bashed over the head with a bat and skinned alive, left bleeding to death on the cold snow...

Please join the petition...let's doing something to stop this!It's not right..

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mood: relieved! *phew*

I just had my presentation yesterday with my group mates, who are all guys btw! It was about international mgmt in Myanmar. Even though the topic was rather ordinary....I couldn't help but crack up during class! It was embarassing!!! It was cuz my group mate had gone before me, and he convinced us and himself that he is very confident in speeches. But this time he kept on repeating the same words over and over again. I just started laughing when he passed it onto to me to speak. I was like giggling and couldn't stop, which made the class laugh with me - or AT me!

Don't u just hate that? When you get the worse case of giggles, and you don't mean to. I kept on looking over at my other group mate, Ck, and whenever we would make eye contact we would just crack up!! It was such a bummmer speech...cuz we weren't really prepared. But I reckon my part was fairly ok. :) When nervous...all you do is find comedy ;)

There were also ppl at the back of my class taking photos of me!! With their Phone cameras! My friend CK said "dont look yet, but i think they taking photos of you". I didn't pay attention, but then realised they were and felt kinda intruded in a way. Cuz they taking photo and sending to god knows who!!! And I dont even know them!! I was about to bust their cam, but thought who gives a shit. Just smile and be flattered they wanna take pics. hehehehe...dun wanna be stuck up about it....but it's nice to feel some what attractive :p Plus my groupmates so nice, they said they are lucky to have the chance to be in my group! wahhhhh!!! Hope they protect me from the FREAKS! LOL! Plus there are 3 m'sians including me...which makes it hella cool, cuz we always refer back to home.

I had woken up at 5:30am to drop my parents off at the airport. Kinda sad...then again, freedommmmm!!!! :p Hehehe..work was good, but after presentation was even better ;) Cuz I got to see Fernando after 9 days of absence! awwwwwwww... Miss him so much...we had our usual tues night in with THE OC!! I dunno what I would do without my boo, he keeps me at ease...sane and down to earth. :) I love him so much for that...

Yay I have the day off work!! But it sucks cuz I had to go to tne Industrial Relartion Comm to observe a hearing. It's either uni or work... :/

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Missing person - that would be me! Hehehe. The whole week, for every night I have been out! Crazy huh? 3 nights at uni, one night at Tiff's place and then last night at Subi eating Woodpeckers pizza with Yoshie (my homestay student) and my bro's friends, Emily and Ting. It was rather strange to have dinner with my bro's friends, cuz he is not here and we are HANGING OUT!!! It's funny..

The only person I have caught up with my group is Tiff, and that was briefly at her house. We got talking and I realised that I have been so busy that I have been unable to keep in touch with my friends. The only thing I do is email them!! And that shouldn't be the way.. It is making them feel as if I do not like them anymore...cuz I don't spend time with them. But I didn't know this was in their hearts. I am a very clueless person when it comes to feelings. It's true! I cannot read what people are thinking and rather they say it so I know how to react... I feel guilty and terrible about not giving them attention...

My parents are going to China and M'sia next week! LUCKY! This is their first time, and I think it is a BIG THING for them. It's like returning to the motherland, but the next generation (us) doesn't feel like we are connected to there. Maybe one day I will take my own trip back to look for my roots. :) This means FREEDOM! Parents not here...hopefully it will not be as stressful as last time!

I'm at uni again!! And it's saturday...hahaha...Im sick of this place. Plus Yoshie is leaving for Japan today.. :( Will miss her. Ahhhhh it is nice to get international students to stay with you...but whenever they get close to you...it is so sad to see them go!! I don't wanna cry today - I won't! *sobs*

Have a great weekend everyone!!! PARTY TIME! hehehe..

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Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Eh...this quiz wasn't really that interesting, but give it a go if you as bored as me. hehehe. I knew I was more female :) But the description is close to the truth..

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