This is gonna be a short entry...cuz I really have to get back to my studies. But I found this website through an ad in friendster. It was so funny I had to share it with you. It is a SUGARDADDY website, old dudes looking for "SUGARBABES". OMG!!! What is the world coming too, where old foggies have to use the net to find hot, materialistic chicks who doesn't mind a bit of Old Spice. Ewwwwwwwwww... yuck yuck! I think it is so wrong. Cuz the only purpose for creating these meeting places are solely for profit, sex crazed, money hungry people who I don't think are genuinely looking for love. If you read the description of the website it states "Our goal is to find the happiness within the lifestyle you desire". And I also noticed that the word 'love' does not show up.

It is also a website not set up for everyone, there are criteria!! Like the women have to be models, and the guys have to be millionaires. Geez...picky! Anyways I thought this world is going crazy!! Making money off other people's insecurities and vunerabilities.

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Ever since I was a lil girl I have always felt really down and sad when I am sick. I feel really awful and just want to crawl into a cave and hide. I don't know why but I just don't like being sick. It makes me feel rather useless and I can't do anything due to the lack of energy.

That's what I am feeling now...I have this stupid virus! My nose won't stop running, my throat is so sore, I feel dizzy and nauseous, also I have lost my appetite and sense of taste! :( My sense of taste is very important to me, I guess in a way it fuels my moods and emotions. And without it I don't feel in a happy mood.

I would also like to take meds but I am breastfeeding, therefore it is not adviseable cuz the effects will go through the breastmilk. Probably making Sofia all drowsy too. I can't give her kisses and have to wash my hands everytime I handle her in case she gets the virus from me. So I am having to suffer and wallow in my sadness that I am ill. I hate being SICK!! Last night I had a high fever but I was feeling cold at the same time...that is the worst of all!

Basically during this time, when I am sick I will warn others I will not be happy and tend to be cranky. lol! Even though I am cranky...I still want hugs :) Hugs always seem to get rid of that 'sick' feeling.

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I enjoy and loathe the summer heat. Perth just had a taste of it this weekend, the temperatures hitting 29 degs, which is not the Summer average but close to it. I found it difficult to take Sofia out and about cuz our car doesn't have air con! We have been putting it off for ages, cuz we know we can put up with it...it helps us lose the fat through sweating haha. But yeh...now we have a lil tyke to worry about and she is very fussy with hot and cold...so a new car is prob in the the wish list now.

I discovered how to make her smile, and that is to blow in her face when she is hot. haha. She likes the feeling of cool air. It is good to see her smiling, cuz she frowns most of the time like her dad. A very big thinker with frowning brows. It is amazing when she does smile though, she doesnt give them out so often :)

I cant wait to go to the beach and one day Sofia will learn how to swim. Summer will be fun and not so much fun either...hmmm...Anyways I guess I am looking forward to it all the same. How I wish I were on holidays now...skip the blasted exams!! Also I hate the fact I have to sit one of my exams earlier than other uni students...this is a sacrifice so I cana go on holidays whilst everyone is stressing out over their papers. lol! *sigh* It's so hard to study though...with Sofia crying out and facebook being a distraction I have to go to the library... It is my only hope!!

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I'm back on ebay again, selling stuff. I grew frustrated at the whole ebay thing last year when I tried to sell something and I paid my seller fees and Ebay tried to sacm more fees off me. My account got suspended in the end of course...and that was the end of buying and selling on ebay. :/

Now since I'm at home with free time in between minding Sofia I have used F's account to buy and sell stuff and it works. Though my first item I sold was under the auction price I wanted and postage costs were a bit pricey. I just need to practise more at selling and concentrate on earning a profit. At the moment I have been selling things that I do not use, such as extra junk I have just accumulated over the years.

I guess I rather have money for those items rather that use them up. I have too many smelly stuff, soaps, clothes etc and it would be of better use to others than myself. Plus I am wanting to save up money for spending in Msia and this is one way to do it ;)

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17 pounds baby girl born in Moscow

Sofia and I went to the office yesterday and she was such a terrific lil girl. She didn't cry when she was being carried by others, but she did when she was finally feeling hungry. It was good to go into the office and show her off to everyone, plus it was nice to get out and speak to adults! I find myself conversing in baby-speak...even to Fernando! lol! We can't be bothered forming proper sentences but speak like 'dinner..eat..now'. hehe. It is quite embarassing when it happens as I am speaking to other adults. But yes, I was happy to take her on her first bus trip and introduce her to my fellow workmates.

When I was at work, my boss told me that a lady had given birth to a 17 pound baby! I didn't believe it until I saw an image of the baby on the news. All I could think of was 'OUCH'...and that lady would need a wheelchair during the whole pregnancy to get around. Imagine carrying an extra 8 kilos of baby on top of fluids, placenta etc!! Plus this mother has another 11 children, this is her twelveth! How courageous I say!

To add to that, I have been complaining these past few days of my wrists being sore. It is from carrying Sofia all the time and picking her up etc.. I am looking for a wrist brace cuz it has become that painful! And to think she is only 4kgs. To carry a 17 pound baby? I rather keep it in the pram, or my wrists will snap off. lol! The mother is Russian, those women built better than Asian women in the muscle department :p

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