HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE EVERYONE!! I feel so much more relieved that the new year is here...even more so than on Jan 1st. I think the Chinese New Year is more significant to me. It really signifies a new start, new beginnings, new opportunities and the closure of sad moments of 2005. Although sometimes you can never close what has touched your heart in 2005...in that case you learn a lesson of life.

By surviving the last yr and making it through as a human, I feel I can take on anything... learn from my falls and make myself a better person. :) It is the year of the dog...means2 more years and it'll be the year of the rat..hehe my year. Man that is so scary!

Also good news was spread on Fri, my friend Heidi got engaged. :) I think this one will be the first wedding...I just know it. Other friends have been engaged but sadly broke off with their partners. It is kinda dangerous to say you are engaged and not plan to get married after...cuz it kinda leaves time to break up. :( Sad huh?? I was soo excited for her, she has been with her bf for almost 7 years now and they met when they were 15! It's been some time,but I think they were waiting for Heidi to graduate and now that she has...ooo it is just so cool!

It's always nice to start the new year with well wishes, good news, and happiness and love everywhere :) Wishing everyone a happy chinese new year, fillled with good luck, joy and prosperity!!

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I went to this site yesterday to test out my ability to tell the difference between asian faces being one myself and living in a multicultural society..such as Australia. But out of 18 faces I could only get 7 right!! that is less than 50%!!!!!!!!!!And I am so shocked at myself!

You guys should give it a go..it's tough! Then post your numbers in the comments section . Thanx! I just wanna get an idea who is asian and who is not, and how many #s they get correct

CLICK HERE TO TAKE THE TEST

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I had a really nice day today with my friends...and I mean my old friends. But do not get fixated on the old, but "friends" :) I think since we all do not have much time together, because time has to be split amongst family, work, boyfriends and other stuff... we really enjoy and take the time to catch up together. I wish I didn't have to work so I could spend more time with them..especially since I will not see my best friend for 3 years. She will be moving up north to Pt Hedland!!! It saddens me even when we have fun together now...because I know I will only hae memories of that when Michelle is away. I guess it has brought us closer, cuz in the back of our mind we know the distance that will separate us, and we know time is limited.

Heehee I dunno why but holding her hand today felt right, even though we did that through the city it felt nice to have her by my side. Others would have thought it to be lesbian. But we have been called that since we were 7! What is so wrong with 2 girls holding hands? And they are bestfriends? Some people are just jealous they cannot have that kinda bond with someone without being self conscious... I hate that. I dunno...how does everyone feel when they see 2 women holding hands?

I like to show my affection in public but I guess it makes others feel uncomfortable. Funny how human contact can make strangers feel uncomfortable when it is an emotion we as a species...all feel. There is nothing wrong with open affection and should be displayed... :) As long as it is not overboard!!! Like for example, playing tonsil hockey as if it was a sport. hehehehe.

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Last night my family and I went to pick up my older bro, Jason from the domestic airport. But instead out of excitement we had went to the wrong airport - the international! Hehe. Then we reached domestic airport we went to Virgin Blue to receive him...but in actual fact he was flying Qantas. It was a great night for the Lee family lol! But when my bro came we gave him hugs...it is nice to have him back and our family to feel whole again. It has been 2 years already. And the last time we saw him was 6 mths ago.

I've decided to change my attitude towards my bros girlfriends. I mean I will take the chance to get to know them...and not feel distant from them, cuz my bros would have to love them for a reason yeh? Hehehe... I wonder if other sisters ever felt that way? Or I must be one of those family members from hell that make their getting to know me hell. hehehe. I'm so evil. But yeh this time I will be more welcoming. :)

I'm so looking forward to my bro working with me at DIMIA on Monday morning. It'll be so cool...haha everyone at work knows he is coming. It will be a blast when he arrives. :p The Lee family must be taking over DIMIA haha. Well...work has been shit lately so maybe his arrival will make things better. :)

Hope everyone has a lovely weekend! Keep having fun :)

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I find that every time I feel unsafe and in need of care I always run to my boy. I never used to be like that...I was independent and no need of a man to complete my life. Now strangely enough I can't see myself without Fernando...and the idea even freaks me out! I guess when you become a couple with someone, they play such a big part of your life that you wonder how you were like before you met them :)

We are almost hitting the 2 year mark and still have so much to discover together. Im glad that I could do stuff together with him. :) I guess it is nicer to share experiences with someone, to see how each individual develops on their own and together!

My friend at work last week had a big dilemma when she bought a house with her bf of 5 years, and they had a big fight becuz they werent too sure what were their common goals and what each other wanted. She said that she didn't even know him? It is really a test of the relationship... I hope they work it out. But it seems they could break up over that. That he is not willing to change or develop with her...Good luck to them...and hope they work things out.

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It's gonna be a quiet one at home this year, me at home alone. :( Parents at dinner, bro at nightclub. I'm kinda glad with all the parties I have been to in the past few weeks. Not to mention the food! Hehe. Last night it was my friend, Gail's 22nd bday. Her bday is usually the one to mark the next year of parties :) It was great fun, we had a "kids" party by playing pass the parcel, pin the tail on the donkey and hitting the pinyata. Plus we got lolly bags, had fairy bread, hundreds and thousand cookies, cupcakes, party pies, and sausage rolls and even better a Freddo ice-cream, cake! You can imagine us bouncing off the walls last night with the sugar pumped through our veins. hehe.

I am just relaxing and watching tv on NEW YEARS EVE! Sooo weird, cuz everyone is out and have fun. Not to mention excessive drinking, getting rowdy, road rage, traffic jams, rude drunks, drugged up fucks, fights, etc. It just feels like a normal day. End of the year does not mean any different I guess... Does kinda scare me though becuz of what 2006 may bring. I will be in a new job, new enviroment, a level up...and honestly I did not believe I would be promoted. Im not really prepared mentally, guess I still wanna be stuck in 'kid' mode. But I always say that..

I dont know whether I will have any resolutions this yr.. I mean why make em so you can break them?? I guess I have done well for last yr, I did manage to keep up some of the resolutions. I really hope to graduate this yr, it should be time. Even though I love uni and would like to stay a student. You get so many benefits ;p

Almost 2 more hrs till 2006, my boo will be here soon. YAY! I would like to wish everyone happiness, good luck, good health and lots of love and fun times!!! Hope you all have a great time tonight :) Stay safe...have a lovely new years! Lotsa love von xo

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