Hehe..whoa its been so long since I have been here. So sorry to those ppl who come and read my blog. Thank you for coming n checking in on me. :) But recently life has been so 'normal'. lol! I mean it is a good thing, but when I type in my blog, it's usually something that has been troubling my head.

Rite now it is holidays and I am just working part time and bumming around. I have been catching up with frens and celebrating the end of exams. So life has been good. Last weekend I went out clubbing, and stayed up till 4:30am in the morning! Haha it's been ages since I have stayed up that late! And I had work on sun at 12! Damn I was buggered. It was the first sat night in a long while since I did not spend with Fernando. It was an all girls night.

But it kinda ended in tears and bad vibes...cuz too much alcohol involved. Half my friends were tired so I had to drive them back to my house after a stop off at Maccas and then went back to the club to join my other friends.But found them drunk, man it sucked! Kinda reminded me why clubbin sucks now :( But I love my dancing n that is one of the places I can do it.

The next day I went to a salon expo to see my bf walk down the catwalk. Yes my bf is a model hahaha a hair model. :p Pls go to flicka to see the pics, I will post them up soon. :) But I felt so ugly and plain when I went there, cuz the girls are so beautiful and gorgeous, with long legs, thin arms and pretty faces and hair. *sobs* I duno just feeling rather replusive recently... it's weird. I have these ups and down about the way I look and always feel the need to change my appearance. :/ I know I shouldn't care, but somehow I feel society is judging me. It's true! I mean it is a real fact that people who do not look after themselves and their appearance do not get the same amount of attention and opportunity as a good looking person. :/ Ahhh...the truth hurts hey?

welcome back!
» dave on 2006-06-29 10:30:21

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