So spring break was officially over for me this week. I didn't do much though. I got to hang with Eileen, who I have not seen or talked to in FOREVER. It was fun, felt like old times! Got to hang with the other awesome people in my life, Jims, Steph, Angela. Others who I did not get to spend time with, I wish I did. ]:

Anyway, it's inventory week at work. So pretty much everyone who didn't get enough hours before is pretty much full time this week. I think I got 35 hours. Hmph. Despite that I don't like being at work more than twice a week, I need the money. Haha.

So it's about that time again where I lose all motivation for school. Just the fact that I know I need to do well this semester to get everything all over with is STILL not enough for me to want to do better. I don't know why. Something is just missing in my life. I don't exactly know what it is yet.

So lately, I've been trying to brush up on my piano skills. I still suck, but hey I'm trying to get better. I think the fact that I was forced to play the piano when I was little, made me hate it soooo much that even my piano teacher knew it wasn't what I wanted and had to talk to my parents about it. Hahaha. That was how I got out of it. Thank goodness. A part of me doesn't even wish that I had stuck with it. It's not that I hate it, I think I just like it better learning on my own.

I should really be doing online homework, but as usual I'm waiting till tomorrow when it's actually due. /= So wrong. Oh well. I'm going to end this here. Night!

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Tomorrow I get to work...





a closing shift. ]:

You know what I realized?! I say, "I don't know" a lot. How annoying. I'm going to keep myself from saying that. Most of the time it's not even because "I don't know," it's because I just don't want to say anything or because I don't want to voice any thought or opinion. Uhh yeah.

I miss my friends... well the few that I have. They know who they are! [: Most of the time I just feel really isolated from them and it makes me reminisce about all the spontaneous things we used to do and all the laughing that went along with it. ]: I feel like the older we get, the more we really don't have time for each other cause we're so preoccupied with making things better for ourselves, aka work and school. It sucks, everything just has to get so serious. I just wanted to put it out there that I miss them and I'm sorry if I haven't made the effort to reach out to you guys. I try on occasions, but obviously they haven't really worked out. I really need to get out of my house, it's just lame cause I don't have money to do anything. In reality, I'd much rather enjoy just hanging out and talking. That is all. I'm sleeeepy. NIGHT!

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