what? i don't make sense.
Tuesday. 8.31.04 11:32 am
Of all my years of preparing for the new school year
, I'd have to say this year I am the least prepared
. I remember how stoked I used to be to buy new
school supplies and the first day of school where they would actually go to use, but now I'm just like whatever
. Fuck school.
School is so predictable
. Go to school, , go to classes, mingle with the other classmates, go home at the end of the day, etc. etc.
Is this as exciting
as it gets? Blah. I'm not
excited one bit, not even to see my friends. At the end of the week I'll dread
having to think about going back to school on a monday.
It isn't so bad though, right? I'm making school sound like a living hell hole. I CAN
get through the school year, but what seems forever will only feel like a day when I'm walking onto the stage getting my diploma. Yikes. So I ask myself, "Do I look forward to my senior year? I do.., but am I ready?
So I have gotten my things together. I spent the day shopping with JennAY at Topanga Canyon
. Sad thing is, I spent ALL
my money. Oh I have a $1 left to last me the whole month of September? What? Goodness. I wasn't thinking. Never again.
I finally saw him. And he was perfect
, but I don't know his name or anything about him. All I know was that he was perfect
and I know I'll never
see him again. =\ This bites.
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Tuesday. 8.31.04 1:12 am
So i'm back nuTang, no more xanga
. It's highly
overrated, everyone and their mom's have that shit.
I'm getting really tired right now for some reason, but i'm in the mood to update & plus there's still basket loads of laundry waiting in line for the washer. It amazes me how quick the hamper gets filled up in a week.
Random. I really
want my license now
. It sucks not having rides & not being able to get to places. November is so far from NOW. =\ Oh well time will fly by. Sometimes I want to fit in with people & sometimes I don't? Like I can't make up my mind. See what high school does to you? Man..
So senior year is officially starting on Wednesday. What the fuck?! I'm already a senior? Good grief, I still remember my first day of kindergarten. I feel so OLD, can you blame me? I just hope I can live up my senior year just as everyone says to. I don't want to miss out on anything.
Okay time for another load to be put into the washer, another load into the dryer, and another load for me to fold. This is as exciting as it gets for me. Later kids.
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