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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
- Easily amused.
- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
It's been a while..
Saturday. 3.10.07 10:33 pm
It's almost been a week since I last wrote something in here. Let me try to refresh my memory..


So I went to all my classes, except for anthropology. I thought I had an essay due for english, it turned out that he set the due date back. Ugh. I had a test in math and that didn't turn out all that well. I must say I did improve on actually doing all the homework for that class. Afterwards I went to philosophy and found out that we had a midterm. Stupid me, I didn't even bother to look at the syllabus considering the fact that I didn't show up to the review day. ): I think I did aright though?? I had no idea what to study.. but whatevs.


Random day. I hung out with Sarasy & Josh. Yeah, and I don't think I'm supposed to go in more detail than that. But thanks you guys for coming down.


Another school day. I didn't go to any of my classes, but biology. Hahah. I'm that lazy! Damn. No, I just woke up and felt crappy. That is all. After class I went home and waited for Rae to come get me to go to Lisa's. Lacy bailed out on account of Marlon being at her house. So I ended up hanging with Lisa, Rae, and Tina the whole night. "Like a CHAMP" right? HAHAHA. Fucking bad influences I love em still. Went home around 230 and I knocked right out.


I don't know what I did? I remember Rae, Lisa, and I went to Lacy's to go watch some Katt Williams stand up on dvd. Lacy cooked some microwaveable lasagna and gave us some fruit drinks. We all went home right after around 1ish?


Stayed at home all day. Cleaned a bit because friends of the family is coming over. Later on Rae picked me up and we went to go hang with Mark and his friends. Uhh, I think they were Patrick, Jesse, and Ricky. It was cool. Although I was all red and I had a headache the whole night. We went to Ralphs after to buy some bandaids. Haha. Then bought some Spudnuts and went home. As soon as I got home I just felt super worse. I felt dizzy and my head was throbbing. I come to found out that I had a fever that's why my eyes were bloodshot the whole time I was hanging out with them and even before I left my house. Ugh. I got no sleep whatsoever. I kept tossing and turning, eventually I just focused on the t.v. I didn't fall asleep till 9AM and I woke up at 12 this afternoon.

So yeah, I've been in bed practically the whole day. I took some Excedrin to make my headache go away, but I still feel a tad dizzy. Friends of the family are here, but I've been in my room the whole time. I did say HI. I'm just not feeling too well to mingle with them. Plus, they're all older so I don't think it matters if I'm there or not.

Uhh well that is about it. I do have some hw to get done, but I'll do it tomorrow. (: Hopefully I feel a lot better then cause I've seriously felt like shit this whole day.

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Sunday. 3.4.07 5:26 pm
So last night was one of my worst nights, but there have been even worse.

It just sucks because you'd think that by now I would have learned from it and done something different for a change, but for some reason I'm just too vacuous to realize it.

So yeah, my parents are right. It's all just ME. I'm the problem. I'm the wrong one. I can't do anything right. I don't think. I don't do anything, therefore I am just god damn lazy and negligent.

Fix me.

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