work is hard... but it hasn't reached a point where it becomes unrewarding yet. :-)

I am writing more now that I have ever written in my life... when I have the spare time from work that is. :-)

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When I got home from my shift I was so tired I fell asleep in my uniform. I might be getting a few days off soon.

People are stupid.

Example:

I like kittens. This is an argument for kittens (allthough it is a simple argument and one sided it is still one none the less).

if your going to sit around and call someone things like, " negative nancy boo boo" because they don't subscirbe to the idea that it's okay to date somone many years older than you (something I have done with poor results) then mabey you as a biologicaly 22 year old chole foxx should be dating someone signifigantly younger- mabey - i don't know 14?. After all, I think that about fits your maturity level.

All right... that was a juvinile thing to say and I take it back. Please forgive my flippant nature. .................... It would be unwise to jump to conclusions before finishing this entry.

I myself prefer people my own age. When I was 19 I dated a 24 year old woman. She was nice, I even fell in love with her, but ultimately we didn't have enough common experince to build on. She went out to bars, I stayed at home playing video games or went out watching movies.)

I don't know why I make such a big fuss about it. I'ts obvioulsy pretty trival what happens on the shout box. I guese I don't have terribly thick armor, and I can't abide people who put on airs of superiorty without even knowing the intelectual or emotional capacity of the people they are calling a "negative nancy boo boo." and further have the gual to tell me the title fits.

Yeah it's a small thing. And it's not an attravtive thing to dwell on and I have read and enjoyed Chole Foxx's journal. But you have to be pretty close to me before it's cosher to asign pet names (yes I know pet name may not fit the context) and th en tell me it fits when I complain about it. Prehaps I have alwasy been a bit too sensative. I'm supposed to be a poet after all.

Finaly "the Producers" is now avalable for rent and I am so excited.
I would insert the image but that function dosen't seem to be working :-( oh well. Suffice it to say that with an all star comedic cast and a golden script this new release of the producers is going to be SO FUNNY. I Cannot wait :-D


Oh also look for the declassification of my last entry soon. It will become public once I copyright the poem it contains... Yes that means it's getting published!!!! :-D

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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We went over to the master's house, and while we drank some very smooth Jamacan Rum and Cola he told us that we might see the fall of our civilization within our lifetime. It was depressing. He said there was nothing he could do to stop it, it would take such a consitrated effort to turn things around that destruction was inevatable. Our industrial cacpacity has been undermined, our research and development ability will atrophy soon and Sophistry has overtaken us once again, as it did so many thousands of years ago in Greece.
We all know what happened to Greece after the Sophist took over the schools there.

It was depressing to see my calculations, projections and theories come to life and wreak the destruction I knew they would be capable of all along.

They (the sophist) say there is no wrong or right... just diffrent, but I say thats dodgeing responsibility. People should take respoinsibility for their own actions and I say the loss of life is wrong, the destruction of an entire civilization is wrong. Tell me that there are just shades of grey again and I will ask you to tell me that the mind of a sociopath, who only seeks gratification at all cost, is just diffrent, and when you do I will strike you becase apparently you never grew up. Your about to lose your civilization and your argueing semantics!
There isn't any time to marginalize things, your under seige from within and without call out your enemies and fight them before it's to late.

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I'm posting this throught the Modern language lab's Computer Lab, just before class begins. I'm so tired and ready for the semester to come to a conclusion. This summer should be fun but hopefully I will find a good summer job that precludes hard labor next to lord montazuma * see earlier entry of same title* That is to say, I would rather not do hard manual , but I will If I have to.

Next Semester promises to be a break by comparision. It's because I didn't get entry into the higher up fiction workshop. Though I am now in the highest of high poetry workshops... but I digress. because I don't have a serious writing class and I have clasess that simply involve looking through telescopes, and running in the morning, I should be able to catch up on my reading, and write some more in the Shadow Child project. It will be good for my soul.

Today I will buy Airline tickets. The second time in my life I have ever done so, and for the same reason. By edict of Amy! Her will be done, to A-kon kingdom come!
That was kind of like a small poem. Speaking of which... oh i got to go ... To be continued!!!

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Red Riding Hood is fucked up.
In the original German story they put stones in his belly and sew it back up. Then, knowing he will be thirsty, leave a bowl of water on the ground so that when he bends over for it, the stones will fall out and he will die... painfully. If he was a mennace, fine, just kill him. Why couldn't they just kill him.
BUT NO!!
Let's engineer a painful death for him, while he lies there sleeping.
*sigh... Germans.

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