I have less than an hour till my next class... so perhaps I should get going.

The stunning girl in "racial thought in Europe is still very, well, stuck up. And to make things particularly cozy she looks at me like Im a murderer, or a bug. You ever see the expresion in someones eyes when something about you is just distasteful and thats all they see.

Well mabey Im just being paranoid but not a word of diolouge has been exchanged between the two of us.

Last night to avoid a freinds wrath i broke the honesty pact. :-( Im so sorry. I was singing the song... but you just seemed so very angry so I mentally ran and hid like a child. Please forgive me. :-D

anyhow now that thats over. Ive decided I like target even though they are a french company... but I really like Starbucks cofee. Im not so sure I could pat with them even if Stalin was making the drinks. Sleepy. Im torn between taking a nap and getting coffee. Nap wins out.

Im going home this weekend so tonight is one of my only shots to play guild wars with my best freind. and potentially her husband who is an awsome guy in his own right.

So Awsome ive taken notes on qualities so I can write about them later. Perhaps I will post an entry all about those qualities that have given me thought to write down. ... anyhow this is pretty suficent material to go to someones head.
So perhaps I shouldn't have mentioned it.

Awsomeness non withstanding Im happy to play with my best freind, Amelia.

Nap time. however breif!

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my intrenet has been down. If someone wants to play guild wars with me tonight they should get in contact with me:-)

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well I was reading the proffesors book, "Backing Hitler", at Starbucks. It was noisy inside so I moved outside to continue reading in peace.

I have to do a report on it, but I have always thought that the background mythos of the Nazi movement and the turn of century thought that empowered it has always been fascinating to me.

So I am reading this book and two arab men (nothing against them one of my better freinds is from Pakistan) come over and sit at the next table. They are speaking amibaley to each other in arrabic when the cover of my book, featuring a giant swashtika, catches their collective eye. They ask each other about it which perks my ear then they ask me about it.

What happens next is an akward incident in which they sing hitlers praises, making me distinctly uncomfortable. Its during moments like these that I recall that "Mein comp" fluctuates between the number one and number two best seller over in Palistine.

I am polite... sure. I give them my name they chat on enthusiasticly, perhaps they took me for a nazi or somthing. I went back to my reading. They go back and forth from english to arabic.,.,

then a phone rings and it's one of their freinds. this freind upsets them and they argue in a most animated fashion after he hangs up. When they start getting loud and kicking the chair, throwing cigarett butts I get up and wish them well.

God I still have about three hundred pages to cover by tuesday.

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well I went to see Tim Burton's corpse bride. I saw an early screening with the girl from chemistry... and through out the movie she kept putting her head on my shoulder.

It was weird. no one has done that.... since my best freind... did something kind of like that during a movie night (we use to watch movies together every week), which was putting her head on my head as I lay down on her couch. I think it was a sleepy kind of thing... but that was about a year ago. And with Amy that didn't mean anything.

But this girl kept doing it... and Weell. It happens. Thats all. It just happens. human beings put their parts on each other. Like my best freind did a million years ago ( an obscure memory to begin with, one I didn't bring up when we were talking about it, partly because I didn't remember it till I started writing this.) and like Randi did tonight. Im not sure if her name is spelled with an I or a Y

Skype kept having lagg. I am scanning for viruses now. Soon I will go to bed.

I am hungry again despite having delicious New orleans style seafood.

Anyhow the movie was just Awsome. All the dead people had really winning personalities. They were so festive and alive in direct contrast to all the living people living such formal live. The living peoples houses looked more like tombs than the dead.

There was a duet featuring a maggot and a spider. Well there was just lots of songs. and I kept expecting the widdow to eat the maggot but it never happened.

I like the ending a whole lot. But IM not a Bastard so I won't give it away. :-) Lets just say that I love what they did with the white butterflies. and I think it illustrates what it is to really be alive... that and things turned out better because he tried to be responsible... near the end anyhow, and keep his promise to Emily, the corpse bride.

In other words it rocked and hillarity ensued!!!

I found some nice websites I may post on later. I need to conserve money and the like. See you later.

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During the revolutionary war Continental Marines landed on Brittish soil and beat the Brittish army on its own turf. They were strategic raids with very specific objectives in mind but it represents quite an acomplishment in American military history and something I am very suprised to hae never heard a recruiter talk about.

Here is a qoute from the website I found to verfify my brothers instructor. Qoute follows:
"Marines took part in the attacks on English ships in European waters of the American Ship Reprisal until its loss. In April 1778 a Marine detachment took part in two raids on the soil of Great Britain conducted from the Ranger, commanded by John Paul Jones. Marines from the frigate South Carolina made a landing on the Isle of Jersey in 1781. These were among the few such landings on British soil in over 700 years."

Hot Damn! Isn't that something? But of course history is full of such anticdotes.

I had a bizzare dream last night about Books-A-Million. About Amy, too. I can still remember it but it's to convaluted to write here. ...
Books-A-Million was a place I had worked at for two years and last night was the first time I can recall dreaming about it. I was glad to not work there anymore, though I do miss the money.

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