okay so i have had one boyfriend since we dated.

we dated for three weeks at which point i broke it off because he was WAY too clingy and wanted to buy me a tv for my birthday. it was too huge of a gift for knowing him for such a short time and it showed me that he was almost desperate.

he was a nice guy, but not for me. yes, he was a rebound and it SUCKED that you have the same name, which was totally a coincidence.

and ps, you left me.(nevermind that i thought you were on the other side of the country.) AND you claim that i meant nothing to you at the time. if i also recall correctly you had just broken up with that asian chick you were seeing, so i suppose i could assume that i was your rebound the second time we met.

i couldn't have cared less about my birthday party that year. you were the only person i wanted there.

that is all i have to say about that.

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i refuse to feel guilty anymore. all you do is treat me like i am just waiting to walk away from you. the only reason i consider walking away is because you refuse to actaully make this a relationship instead of just dreaming about it.
don't blame me because you are afraid of love. i am here and ready to try,but all you do is push me away and then blame me for thinking about walking away like i never cared to begin with.

YOU are the one that won't come closer. i want you to, remember? i wouldn't be walking away from you if you were actually here. i woud cherish you if you let me, but you don't.

this is not your favorite novel and it is not one of your favorite movies. it is your LIFE, but don't forget that it's mine too.

i don't want to leave and i never have, but what other choice do i have when all you do is push me away?

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