brought up "college" today. i started thinking, and i'm honestly second-guessing the idea of going into the medical field. it makes awesome money, and i'm really good at things that have to do with the health field, but it's so much school. but the only problem is, i don't know what else i would do. dammit. i hate making decisions. especially ones that will have a huge effect on my life.

hm, anyway.. i got this thing in school today that i was nominated by some teacher(don't remember which one) to attend the National Leaders (or something like that) conference/convention type thing in Washington, D.C. - i think it's pretty cool that i got nominated, so i think i'm gonna fill the application out and take a shot at it. wouldn't it be awesome if i won? haha, yeah right.

okay, well, i'm in the top ten most popular members, which means people are looking at my page, but no one comments anymore so, screw this i guess. i dunno. i'll probably still write in here, but whatever.

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today sucked. I just deleted the entry I had here because I was in such a bad mood when I wrote it, but after three hours of sleep, I'm feeling pretty good right now. I am drinking Butterfinger hot chocolate and working on some AP Chem, which, by the way, is kicking my ass right now, but I'm trying not to use my Chem II stuff. I'm gonna have to give in and use my chem II stuff to help me. AP is freaking crazy.

I went to the guidance office today and asked when Anatomy and Physiology II is offered next semester, but it's only offered first period, which pisses me off because that's when AP Chem is. That's stupid. They shouldn't make two classes like that only offered at the same time. One of those two classes should be offered like eighth period or something, when most people have like, Spanish or English or something, and so it would be possible to switch your classes around. Irritates me. So now I may just have to stay for three periods a day next year so I can take A&P II. Kenny Blow told me to shoot myself if I take that class.. haha. But, oh well. I can handle it.

i'll love you even though you're sleepy and grumpy all the time :)

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to update on. i don't even know why i write in here at all sometimes, but oh well. work work work, that's pretty much my life. but that's alright. hm, the only thing i can say that's actually good would be the fact that my current relationship has lasted one month and two days. haha, i didn't know what to expect at first, but, my boyfriend is an awesomely amazing guy, i'm pretty gosh darn lucky.

okay, time for work.

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November 12th, Lycoming College is having an open house from like 9:30 in the morning until whenever. If anyone is interested, let me know.. I'll definitely be stopping at the mall on the way home.

http://www.lycoming.edu/whatsnew/releases/2005/Open%20House.htm

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and it's rather pissing me off. today's episode is all about these freaking little fourteen year-olds wanting to get pregnant. not accidently getting pregnant, but WANTING to get pregnant. i don't care if you're fourteen and wanting to get pregnant, you're effing retarded. they're all like, "yeah i've slept with ten guys and i'd have a baby by any of them, i don't care." and when asked how they'd support their baby, they go, "i'd steal the money or strip or something to get the money." or, "the guy would support it." HAHA. funny. yeah, lets all go out and have sex ten times a day with no protection with a bunch of different guys, get pregnant, and then find out we have AIDS. yeah, real cool. let me tell you something, i work and make close to $200 a week, and there is NO WAY i'd be able to support a baby. i don't think people under eighteen should be able to keep their babies. there's no way someone under eighteen (in most circumstances) can support a baby, go to school, and have a life. i dunno, that just pisses me off when little fourteen year-olds think they can support and raise a baby, and they won't listen to their parents telling them how hard it really is to raise a baby. well, um, i think your parents would know... seeing as how they have obviously raised a kid before. stupid fucking people. it's too bad there's no way to stop girls (or guys) from being able to have kids until they're at least like eighteen.

hm, yeah anyway.. i stayed home from school today because it's a half-day anyway, and i have to work later. so, going to school was a waste of time today.

aw, i found the cutest pair of shoes from AE and i can't wait to order them. I'm going to check the store first on Monday when I go shoppng, and if the store doesn't have them, I'm just gonna get them off the internet. i love shoes.

alright, i'm going to have some lunch.

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