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go ice skating (gavin and shawn style) with skater shoes on. it just doesn't work. and when you are petrified of ice, and are forced to play hockey with andrew and gavin on your team, you've pretty much lost all hope of coming out of that alive. by the end of the 10 minute hockey session, my pants were like, frozen to my ass, and my feet were freezing due to the amount of snow that i got in them, and, to top it all off, i lost my gloves somewhere in the snow. but, despite it all, it was still fun, drew was wishing that shawn would fuck him, and abby (gavin's dog) wanted gavin to fuck her. (or so everyone made it out to be) and as andrew would say, "it was a great time." gotta love the guys.

well, even though i was freezing cold when we got back to your house, and all you gave me were a pair of SHORTS, which didn't help much, thanks for an awesome day. when i stop and think about it, the positives over-ride the negatives, and it was really fun. sorry about your ass, but that part was really fun. that would be neat on a sled, your ass doesn't work quite so well. haha. you're great, thanks for a great weekend, and i loved sleeping with you yesterday, it was awesome. i love you.

no practice tomorrow, yip yip.

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in writing in this thing today after school, because, like always, school isn't going to be anything too exciting. Can't wait to go talk to Summer and Kelly though!

I wish I could go back to the bus ride home from Williamsport. That was like, the best time I've had this whole cheerleading season, sad also, but still great. I miss it. Why does life have to do this sort of shit to you? Summer, Kelly.. we're in it together, I'm here for you.

<3 - last night was.. well, you know. In the end, everything turned out awesome, just like it always should. Tomorrow is going to be so great, hopefully I can spend the night with you tonight so I don't have to make my mom drive to your house at like, 6:30 in the morning. That would suck. You're not allowed to yell at me for my highlights I'm getting tonight, I just hope they turn out brighter red than over the summer. I love you.

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and it really sucks. i would've rather gone to school and gone to the match at northeast. this is so boring, and it's pissing me off that there's nothing on tv.

okay, slutty nutang pictures are disgusting. you really need to get rid of that, or else just cut the bikini thing, it looks like shit.

..can't wait for cabela's on saturday, i'm so excited. shawn's mom promised us that she would take off of work next year and take us to the farm show, since we couldn't go this year. she's great.

..ah, summer - you're so right. i don't understand it either, maybe someday it will go away. i'm just glad that you and kelly and i are getting through this bullshit together, and not alone. love you girls much.

shawn <3

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about today was art class. I got to talk to my Summer Elizabeth about some stuff, she's such a big help.

..then, Andrew was like, "why the hell is Jennifer pretending to be high?" and someone told me that she told them she was high, and then someone else goes, "yeah i can tell you are, because of your eyes." when, her eyes weren't even red, and it just annoyed andrew and i and someone else really bad because that's gay to pretend to be high. But, for once, she actually semi-stuck up for herself. Don't be shady.

i cannot wait until saturday!! it's going to be so much fun, I love Cabela's!! Thanks for inviting me, you're great, i love you.

Quote For Someone "We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, wish you were here."

Summer, Kelly - sigh. Hehe. "BAH-HA"

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shawn's mom's boss won't let her go to harrisburg now because of the weather, and so now that means that I have practice tomorrow, I have to cheer on Thursday, and on Saturday. This sucks.

tonight on the bus was fun, but still awful. Kelly and Summer, thank you two so much for being there, you girls are so great, I love you both. I'm so glad that you understand how bad that feels.

I love you, and I never want to be apart from you. I hate it when we fight sometimes, even though that hasn't happened recently. I miss you when you're not around, and just wish that I could always be with you, even though that's meerly impossible. I love you though, that'll never change.

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