but that's just as well, because then Tyler(williams) can go since he couldn't make it today. BUT, amy and i are not letting that stop us from having one hell of a time tonight. yes, can't wait.

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tonight i got home, got something to eat and took a nap, when mom knocks on my door and is like, "michelle darlene, wake up!" so i went out, being pissed off that she woke me up, when Tiffany was sitting on the couch. I just started bawling my eyes out. Tiffany is my sister who I haven't seen since I was really little, I don't even remember it. We had a good time. She's been trying to find me and mom for like five years, and she finally found us. I'm so glad that we got together and chilled, it was just, great. her and i look just like mom, and that makes me happy. she got my room phone number and we're going to get together alot now and chill. she's 18 so we can have some shit loads of fun together. it amazes me because she's had SUCH a hard life, like, seriously. i can't even believe how bad her life has been for her, and now she is on track and straightened up, and she's going to school for welding, and to be a car mechanic. aaaand she has a hot Civic she said she'd give me for free and i can just pay her to fix er' up a little. God I love her.

So, everything has been going SO great lately. Between Adam and meeting Tiffany, i couldn't ask for anything more. Adam, aw, he told me i make him happy and just, he amazes me. i don't know what i'm going to do second semester when we only have one class together. maybe we'll be together then so it won't matter. i can't wait to spend tomorrow afternoon with him.

so, today in Chemistry, Maggie and I see these metal (or plastic?) things up on this shelf, and they looked JUST like condoms. i mean, you had to be there. it was so funny. and then some guy that is out of school came into class and he had these mesh shorts on, and Maggie and I talked about how you could TOTALLY see his dick and we just laughed about it. and Keaton was just laughing at us like "oh my god" and so we told him that when hot guys wear mesh shorts, you have to check it out so you can "get an idea". it was a good time.

next we have English. We all got there, and me, Erika, and Adam went in, but Mr. Beck wasn't there, and then Erika ran out and stood in front of the door, leaving Adam and I in there alone. Haha, yes I know what your point was, Erika. haha. But, I ran for the door, and opened it and Erika went flying. haha, it was pretty funny. then I got the hairbrush song stuck in everyone's heads. AND SHAWN, I MADE YOU A PASS!!! It says, "shawn wagner is the coolest redneck ever" and then it says, "but michelle is cooler" haha. it's pretty nifty.

back to my nap.

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and i was sitting next to Nick May. Seriously, that boy is so funny, but he's also a really big, conceited, asshole. haha. he stole Lanae's computer, which was pretty funny, but then he took his shoe off and oh my god, that kid's feet fucking smell so bad. haha it's so nasty. Well, while I was in the library, I typed up my English paper and whatnot, and the computer clock said 2:40 and so I thought I had plenty of time to get back to the room and see Adam because he was leaving at 2:45, but I got back up to the room and he was gone. Aw, but I looked out the window and saw him walking to meet his dad or whatever and he just makes me smile. saturday can't come soon enough.

well, Devon, you really dissapoint me. i'm not going to yell at you because i love you too much for that, but, really. i know you feel bad about it, and yes, what you did was very wrong. it was wrong of her, too. and i hate her for it because i know she doesn't even care about your feelings or anything. it's just too bad that you wanted to save it for someone special, and you didn't. it's okay though, i love you devon you're great, don't let it ruin your life. all of it will be over soon and everyone will shut the fuck up about it, and if not, i am on your side.

haha ERIKA! he was wearing those pants! haha, aw, i love that kid. he's amazing, and it was SO funny when we were staring at him and just watching him and he knew it but tried not to look at us, but he just couldn't help looking at two cute red heads that were giggling at him. haha, we're just so freaking awesome. at least i know he won't wear those pants on saturday, cause i would have to tell him about "that" if he did. i wouldn't be able to resist. HAHA and then big bird.. oh my god. good times, good times. i want my cd!

it's time for a nap.

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i think about it over and over again.

well i just woke up from a two-and-a-half-hour nap and i feel worse than i did when i went to sleep. sometimes naps don't work, they make you more groggy, but, when adam gets on, that will change because he always makes me happy. two more days, then it's saturday and I CAN'T WAIT. it's going to be great. can't wait to see Amy and Tyler together, aw. but most of all, i can't wait to spend the whole afternoon with that boy.

you're amazing, and don't ever let anyone tell you anything different. it makes me sad when you say in Trig that you're going to kill yourself when you can't get a problem right, even if you're just joking, because I would be so lost without you to make me smile even when you're talking to someone else. just the things you say and the way you put them. you're great, don't ever change.

well Erin, i liked our talk on the computer tonight. it made me think alot about different things. it's so cute about you and ben, but i don't think you should give up on the other boy. do what you feel is right though, don't let anyone stop you. thanks for the talk, we always agree on that kind of stuff. and you better be in English tomorrow!!

well i'm going to type up my paper for English and throw er' on a floppy. I figured I'd waste the schools ink instead of my own on something I'm just going to hand in and never see again anyway.

EDIT----10:27pm

this goes out to shawn. hey, haha thanks for what you told her tonight. "yeah, but you don't have red hair." aw, how nice of you. and so true. Erika and I do! haha we are just that awesome. i'm sorry i wear a hoodie everyday, maybe i will stop just for you. haha. big brat. yes, Adam, Me, You, and Erika will have to go to the movies sometime, or all just get together sometime and do something. Tell your mom we're just going to invade her house someday. haha. i'm so happy for you and erika, don't hurt my girl! and thanks for approving of Adam, he's amazing.

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was SO SHITTY. I woke up, thinking of nothing other than Adam, went to school so I could see him, and someone told me he wasn't coming to school today because of a doctor's appointment, so all of first period i was so bummed out, but then in second period he walked in right when i was telling Maggie about having toothpaste on my boob (on my black sweatshirt) and everyone thought it was jizz and he laughed at me haha. i was SO happy he was there. In Trig he showed me his thumb and it is like.. the size of my whole hand, i feel so bad for him. he jammed it really bad and pulled it out and started playing with it haha and it got SO swollen. aw, and then his leg got really messed up. aw, poor boy. i can't wait until Saturday. I'm also VERY happy of what he told Diane. aw, he's so damn precious.

i have chemistry to do, naming molecular compounds, oh joy. i also have an english paper to write which is due Friday that I have not even hardly started, and I need it done by Thursday, just because.

more later possibly.

EDIT-----10:40pm

well, i just talked to adam for like, ever. he is fantastic. he told me he's not mad at me at all for everyone telling him how much i like him, and that it's not my fault. he just, makes my day. i can't wait to see him tomorrow. he makes me feel so special and i can't wait until Saturday because i have a feeling that good things are going to be happening. he's wonderful, and I'm so glad I found him. They always say the person you'll fall truly in love with is always right under your nose. And how true that is.

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my nutang a bit. the following changes have taken place:

- deleted a couple of my writings
- changed the "Shawn Daniel" writing
- made new modules
- made a marquee
- changed back to this layout
- added Erika as a friend
- changed my profile a bit
- changed my mod pic to match this color scheme
- that's pretty much it.

well, Stacy Brown and I talked about how she doesn't like Adam, and she's not mad at me for liking him so much, because he's not her type, and that made me happy because now I can like him as much as I do and not have to worry about hurting someone else.

I also talked to Erika, and oh my. She was trying to get me to bitch Stacy out, but i told her that, "i wouldn't bitch at Stacy for Adam's sack." and I meant for "adams SAKE" it just didn't come out that way. haha, that was a good time. Erika assured me that as long as she's alive, I will not be the only fucking retard in the world, and she is so right. haha, even though i typed "hardy har har" to her, and when I say things like that, i bounce in my computer chair and say it out loud and stuff. weird. Erika, haha, i just love you. I'm giving you my list tomorrow.

well, Adam Scott happens to be at Loyalsock right now, kicking their asses because he's just a stud like that. I miss him, and I can't wait until tomrrow to see him. I miss him making me smile, and I miss our eighty-minute talks throughout the whole Trig class. Maybe that would explain why we always get the same exact grade on everything, and most of them happen to be like, 85's. haha. Pasko says that Adam's hung, i was like, "okay" haha. Pasko would probably know.

well, Adam said he'd do extra chores so he could go on Saturday, so, He, Tyler Williams, Amy, and I are hitting up the movies on Saturday afternoon. I can't wait. It's too bad there's no three-hour movies playing. Then, Pasko wants adam and i to come watch a movie some weekend with him and jess in his new room that's "always dark" and so that should prove to be quite fun.

i miss him.

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