or "players", if you prefer, irritate me. yeah, i'll bet you can't guess who i'm talking about. let's see, this guy has dated about ten people in the last month, claims to love them all, then they each break up and he loves someone new again. yet, he can come into MY work and smack me in the butt. what the fuck ever. guys annoy me.

sooo i worked yesterday, even though i wasn't supposed to. i got called in so i was like, "yeah, what the hell?". so i worked 11-3. they wanted me to work until 5 but i told them i wasn't working that long since i wasn't even supposed to work at all. i'm always scared that my drawer is going to come up short or something at the end of the day. but, i guess it hasn't. and if it has, they're not too worried about it because no one has said anything to me about it.

hm, so school starts on Tuesday. I'm kind of ready to go back.. I don't feel like having gym first quarter though. blegh. oh well. i went to walmart last night to get pencils and all that good stuff. i also got a big plastic binder thing to use for A&P since i know you get tons and tons of material in that class. greeeat.

so, what else? hm.. oh yeah, on Saturday I'm going somewhere with my dad all day but i have no idea where we're going. he won't tell me. all he said is that there is shopping there, so, that means i get to spend another $125 on clothes i don't really need. yesss. so since i know i can shop, i don't really care where we're going. haha

last night i watched this show "The Anatomy of Sex". it was weird. i didn't watch all of it because i was tired, and because they kept saying shit about evolution. evolution isn't fucking real, okay? some of you might think the same about creation, but, on that show, they at least could've said something about creation AND evolution instead of just assuming that we're all fucking stupid enough to believe in evolution. that pissed me off, but at least I know they'll go to Hell for believing in evolution.

..if you haven't already noticed, i'm sitting here at 5:16 AM and posting a pretty random entry. i have to go now though cause i have to take my mom to work - her car is in the garage.

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i get up at 9, and i have to be to work at 11. welll it just so happens that Larry Elder comes on everyday at 9. yesss I love that show. So i crank my tv up so when i'm in the bathroom i can hear it. (my bathroom is connected to my bedroom). so i get to hear Larry Elder everyday. ooo, and then Judge Hatchett comes on. So, my mornings are usually pretty good.

today was a really good day. i only had like three overrides, and no a/r charges or shit like that. and no deaf people today. again, nothing against deaf people, they're just hard to communicate with cause i can't do sign language. john worked at the lane next to mine, and he's pretty cool. so yeah, it was a really good day.

working tomorrow 1-7, hopefully some good people are on that shift.

i'm going to get a shower and get around to go out.. see ya =)

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i got like ten deaf people. greeeat. nothing against deaf people, it's just hard to deal with them because i don't know sign language. anyway, there was this one couple and they were both deaf, and they got like, $400 worth of groceries, and everyone else was busy so i had to bag all by myself. that sucked.

haha, when someone used a coupon, i always threw it away because no one told me to save them, but then Sharel came over and picked them all out of the garbage for me. haha, that was great.

shawn came in today. twice. the first time he came in he got three huge boxes of glass jars, and he was standing there smiling at me like an idiot and it made me nervous, and i had to ring up his stuff by hand because there wasn't a barcode, and i accidently rang up four and he only got three. his total was $29 something and he paid me in all ones. hahaha, goof. then like ten minutes later i feel someone smack my butt, and i turn around and there's shawn. this time he bought this HUGE bag of sugar. he's weird. oh well at least he made me laugh since today was pretty shitty.

..i got home and messaged him, but Amy was on his name, and she told me that i'm her favorite person he's dated. yessss, she's awesome. thanks, amy!

oh wait, haha, this lady came through my line today, and she was like 48 maybe, and she looks at me and goes, "oohhh my, are those your REAL eye lashes?" and i was like, "haha, yeah, why?" and she goes, "oh they're so beautiful!!" then she commented on my red hair and my "gorgeous brown eyes". i didn't know what to say so i was just like, "haha, thanks." and she said, "yes, you sure are gifted." aw, that just made my day.

ooo, then Mama Pasko came in!! I miss her. she's so nice. i was like, "sooo your baby boy is engaged!" and she rolled her eyes and i was like, "yeah, everyone yelled at him about that." she's so nice.

alright, i'm heading to Vinnie's. COMMENT, bitches. =)

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first day working, and man, i don't know how long it's been since i've stood in one place for seven freaking hours. that's a long time to stand in one spot. well, besides lunch break. but that's only fifteen minutes. oh well, at least i don't have a wear a gay uniform. just the company shirt, which is a plain navy blue polo shirt. and i don't even have to wear that. i can go to Wal*Mart or wherever and get a plain white one or something that doesn't say "Bilo" on it. but it's alright, wearing a Bilo shirt is better than having to wear a whole damn uniform. it was fun. i picked it up quick, so my training was scheduled to last six hours, and i was done in about two and a half. haha, a couple times i accidently scanned something twice and had to void it, and when you do that, it locks the system up so the manager has to come put his password in to override it. i did that like ten times today haha, but it was funny. and Joe's cool, he doesn't care about too much. i'm packing lunch from now on though. i think it's pointless to spend five bucks a day on food, when i can just bring my own stuff. plus people keep lunches in the dairy cooler so stuff doesn't get all warm and stuff.

hm, got my hair cut. it was supposed to look like that picture, but i don't have all the layers that she has. i don't know if i'm happy with it. i also didn't get it styled after i got it cut, so that makes a difference. when i'm done with this i'm going to wash my hair in the sink and style it so it looks good. i hate it when other people do my hair.

well, i'm done. haha.

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my freaking profile page actually works now. it was all off-center and crap, and Dave was even confused at first, but then he helped me fix it. Thanks, Dave!

I went to Old Navy today and spent a hundred bucks. a hundred bucks is like shit money. you can't get anything for a hundred dollars. i got a pair of pants and four shirts. but, i also have expensive taste. haha, i couldn't get the shirts on sale, i had to buy the more expensive ones. but that's okay, they look better.

i found a hair cut i want. i need to call my hairdresser tomorrow and see if i can get in this week. i doubt it, so i may have to wait until next week, which kind of pisses me off because i want to go to school with new hair. here's a picture:

and i want that color and everything.. i LOVE it.

in other not-so-good news, i have to get up early for work tomorrow, and i work 10-5. blegh. i might as well get used to it. but, it's summer, and i don't feel like getting up before noon. haha.

alright, i need some sleep. whatta ya think about the new hair style? aw yeah.

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aw yeah. later today my dad said he'd run me up to Elmira to pick up some things from Old Navy and/or Fashion Bug. I really hate shopping in Elmira though, I never shop there, because that's where everyone from Troy shops so you always end up having at least one thing that someone else has.. and I hate that.

in other exciting news.. my mom is making me pork and saurkraut for supper. yess.

hm, i talked to shawn last night and actually had a halfway nice conversation with him. i told him i'm glad i got the chance to date him while he was still nice, because he's changed a lot since i dated him, and i wish he was the way he used to be. he was so much nicer then. oh well, can't expect too much.. he is a guy, afterall.

i'm pretty anxious to get back to school. Kris is coming to our school this year! yess, that should be interesting. someone else i can get in trouble with. haha, i need to get in the least amount of trouble as possible this year because i'm afraid if i piss the guidance office off, they won't let me graduate early, and then i would have to go to another school because i can't stomach another year of Troy High. sometime before Christmas break I'm going to ask them if I can take summer school next summer so I don't have to go back to that scumhole for five months just for two stupid frigging classes.

i'm just ready for St. Petersburg. I hate PA.

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i just got a call from Bilo's manager, he's hiring me, starting tomorrow. i asked him when i start and he goes, "oh, tomorrow". under my breath i was just like, "shit.". haha but oh well. tomorrow i work 10-5, wednesday 11-5, thursday off, then Friday i work 1-7. i'm not sure if they get paid bi-weekley or every week, but hey, it's money. i already make $125 every two weeks, so adding the Bilo money, I'll be making enough money to support my needs. my needs consits of clothes clothes clothes. haha. aaaand my dad is going to HAVE to let me have my car, because i have no other way to work. yessss. haha. that reminds me, i really need to go to the carwash..

alright, i'm heading to Elmira.

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