holy crap. this week flew by so damn fast. tomorrow i'm not going to school because everyone will be at the college fair in Mansfield, meaning we won't do anything too new in any of my classes, so I don't see the point in going. Not to mention that it's only a half-day, and I think hald-days are stupid.

okay, Todd said this, and I found it to be quite ironic, because it is the exact way that my boyfriend and I got together: "I think 'asking someone out' is a cliche. It's basically just when two people know."

so, tomorrow, work 4:30-10:30
Saturday, work 3-9
Sunday, probably nothing
Monday - SHOPPING. yesssss.

I don't know if I'm actually gonna "go shopping" or just get the stuff I want right off the internet. Everytime I find something I like on the internet, I go to the store and the store never has it. Why? Because Elmira freaking sucks in all aspects of shopping. Elmira sucks, anyway. I effing hate New York.

this weekend I'm going to try and get some of my AP Chem done. I got the questions from the first chapter done, but the next chapter is stoichiometry, and I hate those problems because they are so frigging long. my AP class is going to be great though. I think there's only three girls in there.. Mag, Miranda, and I, and there's only like twelve people total. I like the fact that everyone else is too pussy to try AP... gives us a better class. haha.

ya know, I found out today that Mrs. Weis is so much nicer than Mrs. Wheelend. I went to the library with Mudge today, and I didn't do anything. i seriously just sat there and talked to him the whole time and she came over like five times and didn't even say anything to me. I like her.

alright, gotta go. it's 9:00 and that means Lifetime move time.

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i think i loved everything about today. for one, i actually got my A&P lab done. for two, WE GOT OUR AP CHEM STUFF!!! yess, I'm so excited for that class to start. It doesn't start for another three months, which kind of depresses me, but at least today we got our books and a whole crap load of work to have done by Thanksgiving break. I already started mine.. imagine that!

well the best part of the day was the homecoming game and dance. we freaking dominated at the game. final score 61-28 i believe. effing right!! i was there with my favorite the whole time. he's amazing. then we went to the dance and hung out with some pretty awesome people. i saw josh grace and i haven't seen that kid in forever. he cut part of his finger off and the hospital like, sewed it back on. gross. anyway, i actually danced the whole time at the dance. and now my feet hurt and i have a headache. but, i shouldn't complain because it was extra time i got to spend with my boy. being at a dance brought back some old memories that kind of make me sad, but ya know.. i'm happy with my life right now, REALLY happy, and the past is the past, ya can't change it.. and i need to stop dwelling on it. it's not worth the heartache.

you- i love being with you. i miss you when you're not around. i can't get over how much you make me smile. you're freaking incredible. i know i've said it before, but, it makes me so happy that after so long, we're finally together. you're everything to me, and don't ever forget it :)

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what's new? nothing. yeah that's right, nothing. i go to school, i go to work. on days i don't work, i go to school, come home, and sleep. that's pretty much it. oh but life is so good. if it wasn't for my incredibly amazing boyfriend making me happy everyday, i'd be lost.

so, tomorrow i might go to the boys' soccer game, but i dunno cause i kinda don't wanna go by myself... but the girls will be there after practice. and Mitchell will most likely be there. If not, oh well. then on Friday I'm going to the game and then to the dance with my favorite. i can't wait. i love spending time with him.

okay, tonight at work it was around 9:30ish and I was bored so i decided to read my favorite magazine, Cosmo. well i wasn't paying attention at all, and i was reading this page about when guys like sex the most, and i was laughing out loud at the part about how most of them like it "any time, all the time" and i looked up, and there was this guy laughing at me. i was like, "ohh my freaking god." and he's like, "oh, so when you get bored you stand around and read dirty magazines?" and i'm like, "yeah, that's pretty much all i do." and he laughed. oh my god my face was so freaking red, i was blushing so bad. haha, but that's alright. Last night I was reading a Cosmo magazine too and Mitchell was standing next to me and I put that down real fast before he was like, "hey mom, look what michelle's reading!" cause he's a brat like that. but hey, Cosmo is a freaking good magazine.

oh, then here's another stupid thing i did. we were waxing the floors and stuff tonight, so we had to move everything off the floors, and i walked outside and noticed that the gumball and candy machine things were movied outside. i ran back in the store and FLIPPED OUT on joe. i was like, "OH MY GOD JOE!" and he got all scared and i go, "i can't believe you took the gumball machines outside!!!" and he's like, "uh, why?" and i'm like, "people are going to steal the stuff from them!!!!" and i was seriously flipping out on him. then he starts effing laughing at me. i was like, "what the hell?" and he goes, "uh, michelle.. they can't 'steal' anything, they have to put a quarter in to get anything out." and so yeah, i pretty much felt like an ass. but hey, that's alright.

so, that was my amusement at work. it actually was a pretty fun night.

now i'm going to bed. i'm tired. i miss my boyfriend, i just wanna go to sleep.

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only half of any of my days are ever good. i usually have good days and shitty evenings, well today i had a good day and a freaking horrible evening. today i woke up at 11:30 because Mitchell messaged me, i talked to him for about three seconds, then went back to bed until 2:30. it felt really nice to sleep that long again.

well, after i got around and everything, it was like 3:30 and i ate dinner then went to towanda with my mom. we bought a bunch of stuff for our family halloween party that we're having. haha, i'm so excited. we're putting a bunch of creapy stuff in our basment and making my five year-old nephew go down there. we're basically going to scare the crap out of him. and my mom's making stew, chili, corn bread, pumpkin pie, banana bread, and spice cake. i'm so excited. i love halloween. i'm actually more excited to decorate, because decorating is fun and i'm really good at it. yeah, it should be a good time.

alright that's about enough for now.. i need to decide what i'm gonna wear tomorrow.

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what i did today. GUESS! ha, well.. I BOUGHT DENIM PANTS. how werid is that? if you know me at all, you know that I absolutley normally HATE denim. buuutt, i found a pair that i actually like. i went shopping today and tried on my normal pant size and i'm like, "whoa, these are way too big." well, it turns out i lost a pant size(and a shirt size) without even trying. that's awesome. i'm not one of those girls that are all, "oh my gosh i need to lose ten pounds NOW!!". no, because God makes you the way he wants you, and this society thinks that everyone has to look like a fuckin celebrity. well, celebs only look that way because they have a million dollars to spend on their looks, which is just about ridiculous.

anyway, i just thought i should share that news with you. haha.

in about forty-five minutes, mag is coming to pick me up and we're going to hang out with some really awesome people. yess, i'm excited. i'm out for now though.

you're the best hun :)

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