shawn is going to go out with Erika Kenyon. Haha, when he was going out with Tab, he told me that he loved her SO much and stuff, and that relationship is over already. He and Erika will not last because someone* told me she's really prude, and as much as Shawn hates to admit it, he doesn't like prude girls. I'll wish him the best of luck with her, just because I know what will happen with those two, but, it's just too bad that I love him and know more about him than she ever could.

erin, thank you for making me realize about #1. he is a dickhead, but he's a funny friend, and I'm just going to focus on keeping it that way. I'm thinking about walking into class tomorrow and being like, "hey, fuck you." haha. good luck with you-know-who! you guys would be so cute together.

GOD i don't know if I am going to do basketball or not. Beck isn't playing JV, and a bunch of freshman are, and I can't stand them. Hm, play? not play? i hate decisions.

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today mom picked me up from school and dan was with her and that just made my day. the kid cracks me up so bad, and he's only 4. he's so funny. i took him down to the playground at Croman, then we went up to the middle school and played some basketball and ran.

i played one-on-one against my stepdad and realized that my defense is sucking pretty hard right now, but my offense is pretty good. i ran and thought i was going to die because i discovered that i hold my breath when i run. WHAT THE FUCK. i never realized i did it, but i do.. and i'll have to change that.

those two boys, they are just too sweet. aw, i'll have to get to the soccer game tomorrow somehow so i can see them. they're just that awesome.

i'm out, i'm going running.

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downtown with the girls, then the soccer game and oh my gosh he is so cute in his uniform. erin was taking pictures but missed a couple good shots of his butt, haha. then jeff went up and told his mommy i like him and she knows my sister. oh boy. keaton's going to be pissed about it, but it was all jeff and erin's fault about the mom thing. he's just too cute.

so, erin and amy and jeff, thanks for a fun night!! love you girls! you too jeff!!

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i talked to Mike about butts, and how nice his is, and i made him smile and everything even though he is really pissed off at the football coaches. he told me he loves me and made me feel so good. he just has that natural ability. we talked about how stupid Kati was for breaking up with him because seriously, he is such a sweetheart. he just makes my day. even though he still owes me a visit, i'm not mad at him, how could i be mad at him? he told me he'd get his picture taken with me tomorrow for my English project. i just love that boy, and any girl that wants to break his heart can bring her shit right the fuck on because i won't allow it. he's too damn precious.

then amy and i talked about keaton's cock. i have no idea how that came up, but that's what we talked about, and we had a pretty awesome conversation. haha. we talked about how the "third leg" runs in the Selleck family, and when i told keaton that, he just smiled. he knows. haha. fucking cute boy.

next, my mom made me breakfast consisting of bacon, sausage, and french toast. i just love her. i used to think she was the biggest bitch around, but mike tells me all the time how awesome she is, and i guess i finally understand.

so, mike and amy, thanks for this morning. you two are great.

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#1, #2, #3, and #0. haha, oh boy. kevin thinks it's obvious, aw, that makes me happy haha.. i can't believe #1 still has no idea!! he will.. soon enough, and hopefully things will work out for the better. i'm scared though, and aw, i missed him during the last half of English. it makes me happy just to look over and see him sitting there. you should get #2 to tell #1 about me, and i will get #1 to tell #2 about you, because then they wouldn't be so shy. i can't wait until Monday, maybe I'll talk to him, but you better say something to him at the game. say something to him sometime.. i can't stand that he doesn't know. i'm getting to the point that i just don't care what he thinks anymore, i just want him to know because i feel so bad that everyone else knows and thinks it's cute, but he doesn't know. poor boy.

i'll most likely write some more later.

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other than i cannot wait until Saturday and Monday. Mike is coming over on Saturday and we're going to see a movie or something, then Monday us girls are going to chill out at Vinnie's then the soccer game.

oh Erin, he's so cute. and I'm glad that you think it is the first option thing and not the second one. I don't know which one it is, because it could be both. I think it's #2, but i HOPE it's #1. someday i am just going to tell him what i think about him, and he is just going to have to live with it. i wish he wasn't so shy, but then again, that's one thing i just love about him.

i'm going to take a nap. more later possibly.

EDIT---- 7:37pm

he is online, but like always, he is idle. ERIN! what is WRONG WITH THIS KID! haha, oh well, he's still cute. oh, and that boy you sent me pictures of is very cute as well, but i still think you need to go for that other hotty we were talking about.. because he is like, best friends with the other boy and that would just be neat. and just how you think him and i would be cute, i think you and that hotty would be cute too. i'm refraining from names because i don't know what kind of fucking weirdos read this thing, haha.

it's that time of night to decide what to wear to school tomorrow. i hate this. i have SO many clothes but instead of giving ALL of them a chance, I pick out my absolute favorites and wear them, so half of my clothes never get worn. i need to look up the weather first though.. wearing jeans tomorrow sounds good, but not if it's over 70.

JEFF let me know about how you are getting to East Troy, YAY one more person to go to the game!! I can't wait!

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