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i didn't even do anything, but it was still fun. well i woke up at noon like i always do, ha, then i watched a movie, and then I surfed the TV and landed on MTV. I wasn't going to watch it, but just the other night, Jord was yelling at me for never watching it, so my TV was happily stationed on MTV for the remainder of the afternoon. "Date My Mom" is definitely funny, except, all the guys they get on there are little pussy city boys. i like the tough country boys. this one guy was a freaking model. okay, if you're a guy and you're modeling for magazines, you need to shoot yourself. modeling country clothes for like, TSC or something, or sitting sexy on a tractor or something, but not modeling the latest clothes in metrosexual fashion. gross.

i rearranged my room today, too! i get in these obsessive-compulsive fits where i hate it being the same old way, even if it's only been that way for a week. hm, then i mowed the lawn which took like two hours with our non self-propelled lawn mower up and down all of the hills. not to mention i had to use the weed whacker up by the pond and stuff. then i walked all the way up there and it ran out of gas so i had to come down and mix the oil with the gas and all that crap, and go all the way back up to the top of the hill. i guess i should've checked the gas level before i went up there the first time. haha.

i really wanted to rent a movie tonight.. damn, maybe tomorrow.

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are the nicest people in the entire world. today i went over to see Marie, Ann, and Kim. I haven't seen them in about ten years I don't think. Marie gave me free ice cream, and their ice cream is the best. She told me when she needs someone for work, she'd be sure to call me because she said I "come from good roots". haha.

now I'm watching Rose Red, and i love that movie. Joyce is really creepy though. It's a strange movie.

sometime, Mag, Beth, Kels, and I are going to get together and play some wicked Scatterball and Army. hahaha, I miss chem II.

fitzychick09: i miss you guys :(

chem II - come back!!

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i guess i'm starting to like summertime. usually, once it turns to July, I start hating summer, and especially this year, it'll be my last year at school and I just want to go back and get it over with. But, summer is okay too.

So, Saturday I drove to Ithaca for the fourth or so time. But this time we took my car, which has cruise and my mom's car doesn't. I also know my way around Ithaca and Elmira better than my mom. Since my car is black and gets dirty easily, I even washed and waxed it Saturday morning so everyone wouldn't have to ride in a dirty car.

on the way home from Ithaca, we had to run up to the mall and to Wal-Mart, and I got to the intersection where Tate Equipment is and turned when my mom would've went straight. she screamed at me that i "didn't know what the fuck i was doing." then when we ended up at Hanover Square she chilled out. But according to her, I was supposed to turn left there, when it's so much easier to turn right and go down the back road to the mall instead of going back to R. 17 by Kmart and through all that construction. Sometimes I wish she would just shut up and realize that I know alot more shortcuts than she does.. because coming back from the mall, I took Miracle Mile for something different, but at the end, I went straight onto College Ave, and she fucking bitched at me. I HATE driving with her. She irritates me.

aaaand yesterday I went to my dad's and saw my dog.. she's so cute. Played some Gin since that's my next favorite card game besides Hearts, then Kimberly came down and everyone else watched Hitch, but I was shopping for clothes on the internet instead.

then last night, that was the icing on the cake, so to speak. but that's all i'm saying about that. haha, it was... an experience.

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and hopefully, i will have a little niece. maybe i'll have a nephew, but hopefully a niece. yes, Chrissa is pregnant again. she tried to be sneaky about it and hide it, but she's not that good. Chad is getting another job in a week so Chrissa won't have to work and she can stay home with the kids. i can't wait.

well today I went to Ithaca, and we took my car. it seemed nice to drive my own car again instead of my moms. i got some new shorts and a shirt, and then i ordered two of the most adorable pair of shoes from Penney's. I love shopping.

my mom makes me sick. she started looking around the Juniors' clothes in Bon-Ton and i was like, "mom i won't wear those, they're gay." or something like that, and she goes, "they're not for you, they're for me." that bitch bought size 5 Junior's pants. Chrissa told her if she gets any smaller she's going to disappear. ha.

enough of this, it's movie time.

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i just got done watching Pearl Harbor, and oh how i can't wait to join the Navy. that movie always makes me think of my grandpa and that makes me sad, it's just too bad that it's such a damn good movie and i can't stop watching it.

my main thought right now is about this tv show, "Home Delivery". if you've never seen it, it's about these fat/ugly/unhappy people that are tormented by other people because they're fat or ugly or something, and they go through this MAJOR stuff just to make other people leave them alone. my thought on that is if people bother you, WHO CARES. God made you who you are, and saying that you hate the way you are is just basically telling God he's a fucking mental case, and that wouldn't be too smart. No one else in the world matters. and most of these people on this show are people that are in high school. ya know, after high school, people WILL grow up. believe it or not. it's hard to believe that people from our school might actually grow the hell up, but they will. If everyone was skinny and beautiful, the world would be boring, and that would mean that God didn't do his job. granted, the world isn't perfect, and it's never going to be perfect unless you start having some faith - but, life as we know it will never be perfect, and people just need to start accepting that.

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