i stayed home until noon because i didn't really feel like going to school. i slept until 9:30 then got up and got around and everything and played PS2 with Daniel. It was great. But he started to cry when I told him that he has to get a shot in his butt. (he doesn't really)

it's okay that you didn't go to school, but i really hope you walk downtown with me tomorrow. i can't wait until valentine's day, because i am going to get the best most wonderful present from you. haha, even though i know what it is. you're the greatest, i love you.


SOMETHING AMAZING HAS HAPPENED

i (hopefully) am getting out of school with Shawn on Wednesday and going to Harrisburg with him until Friday! We get to go watch the farm show! That is so awesome, even though I don't understand why they have an awesome farmshow in a gay city. Just like TSC, why are they all in the city? So gay city-slickers can go there and look cool buying farmer clothes? Nice try, but it's never happening.

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was alot harder than i thought it would be. seeing derrike was so crushing. sitting there looking at her and remembering the times when she was smiling and laughing was really hard. and the songs that derrike requested to be played were really sad. i really hope he's alright, i feel so bad for him. :(

thank you for going with me, it made it alot better to know that you were there next to me. sorry that i was crying and stuff, but i guess that was expected. i miss her, but i have you, and that makes me feel so much better. thanks for being supportive with everything, i love you so much.

finally on to something that made me really happy; i got four new fish!! and a new tank and everything for them. i can't wait to have my own house and have a huge fish tank with an automatic feeder in case i forget. i love fish, and i love the sound the filter makes. :) I hope they don't die, i paid a whole .28 cents for them.

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..he's getting older everyday, and I am totally dreading the day when he's going to be too big to pick up and chase around outside, and rock him to sleep and everything. I never thought that I would love that little kid so much. It was so awesome tonight when he asked me if I would rock him to sleep and rub his back so he could fall asleep. Aw, I love being an Aunt.

dreading going to Sandy's funeral tomorrow, but Shawn's dad and Derrike will probably be a little more at ease if Shawn and I go, just because. I can't believe that she's gone, it feels like just yesterday that I saw her everyday when she came to pick up Derrike from nursery school. But everything happens for a reason, and I'm sure she's happier now. I miss you.

I had a really fun day with you today, even though you dad LOVES to make me feel like an ass. Haha, like the "alarm" thing. Damn that was funny. My stepdad is a huge fisher, and I told him that and he about died laughing. Haha, I love your dad. It was fun feeding that dog smarties, even if it does get sick. Haha. Thank you for finally giving in to going to the funeral tomorrow, because I was going to go anyway, and it will make it alot better if you're there. You're the greatest hun, I'm so lucky to have you.

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R.I.P. Sandy, you were the nicest person, I've known you all my life. Thanks for being a good friend to everyone in the family, we all love and miss you.

"While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet her behind the veil."

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here's an outline:


This Morning Before School: my mom and i had an awesome talk about skanky bitches, and just not about certain ones, about all of them.

1st Period - Gym: Alicia, Jenna, Billy, & I were having a hell of a great time being pissed off at everyone, especially Jennifer cause she was staring at us, and Jenna said she wanted to go stomp on her.

2nd Period - Intro To Art: Andrew, and I, and some other unmentionable people were having a kick-ass time.. great times.

3rd Period - Geometry: was so awesome. haha, Steven Spiak and I were talking and then later on in the class, Kimble thought that he got this one problem right and it was pretty hard, but I had a different answer so I voluntereed to answer it, and I was right, and Miss Olson said she would explain it after lunch. So after lunch she's like, "Well, maybe I'll let KIMBLE tell us his "logical" solution. And Kimble knew she was being sarcastic, and he got pissed off and Miss Olson just goes, "well michelle was right, great job." It was so awesome pissing that kid off.

After Geometry: Kelsey Fitzwater was walking behind me out of Geometry, and she was singing and i wasn't paying any attention, but then she started screaming it and I turned around finally and she smiled and went out and screamed, "I LOVE YOU MICHELLE!!" It was embarrassing but really funny. And Jordy Borek was just like, "what the fuck? she's weird." It was awesome.

7th Period - Directed Study: this was hilarious because Andrew was being all cocky to Jen and shit, it was kind of mean but it was still funny because he looks like a sloth, that's what Arica and I determined. Then Summer had a condom because Arrell gave it to her and Summer didn't want it and I told her I was going to tell Goose, and Andrew's just like, "oh, he'll like it, he's a monster, he'll smoke her." That kid is so funny. And I was talking to Shelly and Amy, and damn, it was just great.

8th Period - American Cultures: history is always an awesome ending to a great day. Of course I had to pick on Dane, ya can't get through a whole history class without picking on him, but today I was nice to him because him and Kelly were arguing and I felt bad for them. Then I threw a book (softcover) across the room at Kelly because I thought it would be funny, which it was, and she threw it back and missed. But the book ripped right in half and alot of the pages were torn out of it and stuff. It was so funny. Then Summer, Kelly, and I were doing "Trojan Beat" which was cool because.. I dunno, it just sounds cool. Haha.

Walking To The Bus: haha, Ciara told me that Amanda was talking shit about me, which doesn't bother me because she's a skank, and she's going out with a skank, and she's 14 and supposedly fucked 3 guys, so she has no room to talk, but it was still funny, and it was funny what Nick May says about her, like when he said she bent over right in front of him so he could see her tits and Nick's like, "GROSS." and he said some other stuff.. great talks with Ciara about that stuff.

The Bus: our bitchy bus driver seperated Jeff, Andy, Billy, and I. It was so funny cause Jeff and Andy were chewing and stuff and she was all happy with herself because she thought she solved the problem. And I stole Andy's blue candy cane and he started whining like a big baby. It was fun.


So yeah, today was like, one of the best days ever.

..shawn, aw, I feel so bad for Derrike! I feel bad for your dad too. That's sad. I'm sorry about Al, I didn't realize that. It's okay, it's over now. I love you.

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