last night at 1:30 chad called me and goes, "HEY CHELLES WAKE THE HELL UP" i was like, "what the hell do you want?" and he told me him and chrissa were on their way to the hospital. i figured she'd be in there for awhile, last time she laid there for twenty hours before she had daniel, so i went back to sleep. phone rang at 3:25. "CHELLES WAKE UP!" haha oh god.. "chad, what do you want now?!" then he told me that i had a new nephew as of 3:00! i was excited and whatnot, and from sleeping and stuff i somehow managed to cry a little. i didn't ask him the weight or anything, i was just like, "awesome, i'll wake mom up and i'll see you tomorrow". then he told me to make sure i tell ryan kendall, haha so i'll have to do that. aw, William Joseph Colton. more info when i get home from school.

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it's 8:30, and i just got home from seeing and holding my most precious nephew. chrissa changed the middle name from joseph to michael, and i like it. he is SO cute. he let me hold him and never cried once, but his feet kept coming out of his blanket. then he took his first dump and yeah, i got the honored job of changing his diaper. haha. oh well, he's cute, it was alright. aw, i love him!

i filled out the order form for my ring. i'm getting the one where you can get your name across the stone. it's saying "chelle" on a ruby stone with diamonds around the stone. on one side it says "Trojans" with a trojan head, and on the other side it says "2007" and has a cheerleading picture. if alot of people get the same style i am going to be pissed, because i want to be DIFFERENT. gah, i hate people that always have to do everything the same as everyone else so they don't "stick out". what the hell? it's fun to "stick out". have fun in life man!

YES, mike promised me that we would hang out next weekend because we have alot of talking to catch up on, and he wants to read my english project and whatnot. i can't wait, love that boy to pieces.

ANYWAY, english and trig. oh, they have to be my favorite classes. for one very obvious reason. the boy that sits in front of me in trig and next to me in english is AMAZING, and amazed me even more today. hahaha, actually he made me laugh. in trig he was jumping over his desk because he's too lazy to walk around the row, and he caught his foot on the chair and almost fell over his desk. aw, i felt so bad even though it was funny. i knew he was embarrassed, aw, porr boy. he's so cute. we "raced" each other in english to see who could write sentences faster, and it was like a 50-50 tie. dammit.

oh shawn makes me laugh. it actually doesn't seem bad talking to him as friends. he keeps messaging me and having this conversation with me about cocks. haha, strange. it made me happy though, i was telling him how when i grow up i will be working and my husband will be taking care of the farm, and he's like, "keaton?" and i told him probably not, then he goes, "it could be me." that made me happy. i still feel for him, and he'll always have a place in my heart, but until things work out between us again, i am moving on.

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made me think alot.

i know how you feel, erin. shawn and i together almost two years and breaking up, now seeing him with another girl is so heartbreaking. we had so much fun together, so many memories and inside jokes that i couldn't share with anyone else and i know he couldn't either. i talked to him tonight and he told me he cares about me and he told me to make sure i make the right decisions with my life now that he isn't around to basically protect me. i miss him so incredibly much, but i mean, talking to him as friends is enough to get me by. i would die if i could never talk to him, but i can, and you can talk to curt too, so be happy for that. you can't always have what you want, so just take what you can get. it's when you DON'T take what you can get that fucks up your life. just let Curt be happy, and you do the same, and see what the future brings to you.

see, keaton is helping me a TREMENDOUS amount with shawn, even though he doesn't know it. i like the boy so much that whenever i'm around him he just puts me in my place and makes me the happiest girl in the world.

also, mike helps me alot. i liked him, and still do care about him more than he will ever know, but we talked and decided to be friends. once again, i was sad, but i took what i am offered. him being my best friend means the world to me, and i wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for him.

so, i know how you feel about curt. i know you still like him, but you need to move on. let time take it's course and see where things go. you can't force something to happen that was never meant to be. just because you were together with someone a while (like shawn and i) doesn't mean it was meant to be. move on, be happy, and accept him as your very best friend. it's the most you can do. i love you, erin, don't get yourself down.

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eighth period is the best. today, it more or less sucked. it's a good thing jeff was there to bullshit with, or i would've fallen asleep. yes, keaton was at a soccer game kicking ass and winning. (i hope) hehe, but it was fun with jeff anyway. thanks jeff! you make me laugh.

well we had our class ring presentations today, and i have it narrowed down to two. the pictures are NOT what the ring will look like. it will definetley be SILVER, with a RUBY stone, in the "sunburst" cut. on one side it'll say "Trojans" with a trojan head, and on the other side it'll say "chelle" but i'm not sure with what. i don't like the cheerleading pictures they have, but i like the honors symbol. well, here's the links. the pictures are ugly, but the real thing will be much prettier.

#1 - click HERE
#2 - click HERE

well, i talked to Lindz Oldroyd tonight, my very trusty cousin, and she told me she saw Keaton today and she goes, "he's so cute michelle." i was just like.. "oh, i know." god he makes me so happy. i can't even describe it. he's just amazing. and i'm not even "looking" for a relationship. it's just something about him, and i don't know what. just something, and i like it.

i need to go write katie a letter to mail her and do my french manicure. leave me lots of nice comments. give ring opinions and keaton opinions pleeease!

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of the amazingly BITCHY katie webster.. haha, i am creating a new entry. katie, i'm just picking, i love you! haha

well, today chrissa called me at 11 and said she was coming RIGHT over and she needed me to go to the hospital with her. it became 1:00 and she still hadn't arrived. come to find out, chad had gotten home and they were gone. i called sayre hospital to see if she checked in, but she didn't. she finally got to my house, dropped daniel off, and went to sayre to get checked. her water is broken, and she is 6 centimeters dialated and they sent her back home. so, her, chad, and i went out to play some mini-golf which i kicked ASS at. yes, i am just that awesome.

well, amy talked to Brody for me tonight, and was raving over how incredibly cute he is. haha, well, he's cute, but keaton is much cuter. i really like that boy.. and right now, i don't care if anyone, including himself, knows it. tomorrow i get to see him, and oh i am so excited. he just makes my day. every single night i dream about him, and it's great. i taped one of his very cute pictures to my monitor, and i am taking the other one to school and hanging in my locker tomorrow along with some pics of Kate and I.

well, someday maybe we will be together, and if we are, i know it would last a long time. just because. amy, katie, and mike all said they could totally see us together, and i think brody kind of could too just because he knows that keaton and i talk about stuff that keaton would never talk about with another girl. he's so close to perfect i could almost say he really is.

well, i think it's time for bed. the more hours i get to dream, the better!

oh, by the way, i made amy join nutang. amyL07.

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jeff, i adore you. haha, you are a fucking riot and we are just too awesome for english class. friday i was laughing so hard at you i was bawling, and oh my. it made me laugh so bad when you're like, "i can't think of any friends. do i even have any?!?!?!" hahahaha oh god you're funny.

also, chemistry is awesome because mr. harold insults gay people without blunty saying it. (ex- the Deci Mal voice) he also talks about smoking pot which sends an incredible temptation through me and pisses me off. haha.

i cannot wait until monday. between you and keaton, eighth period is the BEST part of my day. oh god, you're just too great, jeff.

oh and congrats on forgetting your title page. HAHA keaton's probably wanting to kill you because he won't get his one hundred now. GREAT FUCKING JOB!!!

by the way, you can locate Jeff's nutang here.

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are so much fun. well actually, derek is the one who made it fun, because if he wasn't there, it would have sucked. they make you set your desks up in the doorways facing the hall, and derek and i were almost directly across the hall from one another. we both got markers and paper and wrote notes to each other, haha, no further information about the notes. i miss that boy. i've known him for my whole life and when we weren't dating, we were best friends almost, and i miss that. he might come over sometime just to chill, and i really hope he does.

well, on monday i get to see mr. perfect again. i hope he's not leaving for a soccer game. someday this week he has a soccer game and is leaving before directed study, and that sucks. i'll miss him. i should talk to brody about him, brody's a cool guy. i would talk to rori, but she happens to be in austrailia for college, and i do not have her screename. so, i think i'll message brody.

well, i desperatley need something to do this weekend. my mother is working 12-hour shifts on Saturday AND Sunday, and i absolutley cannot stand my stepdad, so i am finding a way out of here. anyone wanna do something? hm, anyone wanna hit up the selleck's house? hehehe. SOMEONE give me plans!! ERIN! what are you doing this weekend?!

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