I guess the man up there thinks that i dont deserve to be happy.
Why? Because something that i've been looking forward to has been screwed.
He plays a part too. Why again? Because he created my blur sister, who's leave doesnt get approved and got the HK trip messed up, not totally screwed but it's enough to make an impact for me to blog about it.

I just wanna be happy. Hong Kong trip messed up is not a happy thing at all.

It may not that big of a deal, we are still going. But instead of march, may postpone it to april instead. Damn it. I'm going Hong Kong no matter what!

Again i repeat, I just wanna be happy.
I've got a feeling 2008 might not be a good year for me. God damn it

2 more days to chinese holy day...fuck, i can't wait.

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I'm going to a place where i always thought i'm suppose to be... Hong Kong!!!

I love alot of countries, but i still love Hong Kong the best.
Since young, i'm a fan for hong kong drama series, movies and music.
I only get to see hong kong on tv...Kowloon, Tsim Sha Tsui, Big neon signboards, lot's of red taxi and not to mention Chen ho Nam. lol

This time, i'm going there to experience Hong Kong myself ;-)

Tickets booked...leaving on 18 march. nothing can stop me.
Even if you blow up the airport, i can take a ferry. Regardless how long it takes.

I'm 10 steps nearer to sammi ;-)



love.love.love.love.love

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By blogging this post, i'm taking a very big risk.
My internet connection is cocking up again, one moment i see nutang and one moment i dont. The entry i'm typing can be gone in split seconds but fuck it, i'm just gonna go ahead with it.

Beautiful mixed a lil pitiful Saturday Morning. The time is 11.23am
My body system is cocking up like my internet connection. Shit, weekends are the only days i get to wake up naturally, no alarm clock and strictly no mum's scream.

Today is weird and I'm feeling weird.
Are all cancerians that tempremental? Damn, I'm the classic case i guess.

Met up with Fifi last night...town was just as packed.
Was feeling pretty moody before fifi arrived...( blame it that im a cancerian)
Town's flooded with all kinds of humans: youngsters who can dress god damn well, girls trying to act like meangirls, sexually confused boys and girls, the cute ones, the ugly ones and lastly not forgeting the tempremental ones ( me )

At least that's how i see the town.

But that grumpy part of me just faded off when i saw fifi ;-)
I will always remember the days we spent in nafa. That was special.
It's hard for me to find somebody that i can really clicked with, this can be proven by the numbers of friends i have. I'm lookin for quality, not quantity.
And i can say that all my friends are the creme of the crop! Note: this is not an advert.

Anyway, it's not enough! meeting fifi just for dinner was so not enough.
No choice, i've to return fifi back to her potential husband ;-)

And i'm alone again...
Actually that's not the end. Few choices for me to choose before i really make the decision to go home.

First, call sam.( yes.no more ah fong,lol. next)
Second, i can catch a movie
Third, mixed ard with youngsters who can dress god damn well
Fourth, mixed around with girls who's trying to be mean girls
Fifth, yes...either the cute ones or the ugly ones

Last but not least, I can try to blend in with the sexually confused boys and girls.

But before i can make a decision, I realized i'm outside my house -_-

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Yes...something I've waited for years is finally back!!!!!

SEX AND THE CITY the MOVIE!!!!

How can you not be excited? how how how? there's no how. You must be as excited as me. Damn, I've mourned for weeks after watching the season finale of sex and the city, you can't imagined how depressed i am at that point of time. Then the L word came along ;-) But still find that Sex and the City is still the best! or i shall say, the best of the best! Too bad it cant be aired in spore due to the content...too much sex, what to do? Our national anthem is in Malay language. Nope, i'm not racist at all.

I cant wait, i cant wait, i cant wait!!! i'll try all means to watch that movie even if it cant be aired in spore. Those who haven't heard od Sex and the City,

God damn it, you must be a nun.


Just skip Chinese New year and go to May!!!!!

I'm so gonna re-watch my sex and the city dvds again ;-)

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Colour contact lenses looks fun and nice ;-)

Fuck it if my face is fat. Its always fat.

I attended michelle's wedding with my pair of misty grey eyes ( that's not the point, skip) Just like how we predicted back in our sec school days, she will be the first to get married among the gorgeous 4 sisters. LOL

Words came true. We are happy for her. She have officially stepped into what we chinese called: Ai De Fen Mu. hahaha...Good luck sister!
Alright, not trying to be sacarstic... im really happy for herl. At least she found herself a full time licensed companion ;-)
After the wedding, rainie and i went balcony for a few drinks to celebrate singlehood, ok that's bullshit. We dont't really get to meetup that often, so i really cherished the time we are together. Come to think about it, we are the only 2 single girls among our friends. Seriously, i guess we can take lesbians into consideration ;-)

hah, enough. Pictures i grabbed from rainie's profile!

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Fuck.
I'm feeling so damn moody and i just wanna curse and swear.
I'm sick, im suffering from STD, Short-Tempered Disease.
I can be easily pissed of by stuffs like:

- noises, esp those who eat pop corns like nobody business in the cinema.
- pimple!
- insufficient sleep
-stupid movie/song
-shitified food

And lastly my sis fucking principal! I never like teachers or principals, well perhaps some exceptional cute ones. I guess I don't like them because most of them do things so systematically and i just couldnt stand it. Old freaking robots!
I guess beside my parent, I don't see a need for some old hag to teach me what to do in life. Just teach me what's in the book and leave my life alone.

And what i hate these old hag the most is their 'Alert-the-Parents' classic mode.
Why do they have to alert every lil thing to our parent?

Forget to do homework, call parents
Fail common test, call parents
Rude to teachers, call parents
Fart in staff office, call parents
( im kidding on this one but i bet they do )

They just wanna notify our parents every lil single shit! Morons
Don't you just wanna take a bunsen burner, point it directly at their face then burn it? or perhaps just pour some random acid on their head? don't you want to?

Alright, reason why I've got such a strong reaction to sec sch teachers and school is because i'm heading back to a place that i haven't stepped in since i took my O level result. Yes.....school! Not as a student status therefore
I'M GONNA TAKE REVENGE!!!!!!!

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Friends, boss, relatives and even from a stranger's stare, everyone wants to know something:

Together they say: '' Eh Shan, why you not attached ah? ''

Hah. This is something i myself wanna find out too. Therefore ive come up with a few points why im still not attached. Blame it on the guys at my age. The below explanation will tell you why :

It is because 98% of guys at my age are

- Attached with young girlfriends who will call them baby *shiver/puke
- Seeking for hot happening babes who dress sexily
(only when i'm dead and have no ability to retaliate, you can dress me in that)
- Dating older woman who can provide them love, sex and cash
- Dating Cup D, E, F, G but not A ( by cup i mean bra size )
- More into kawaii(however you spell it) girl who dress in uniforms
- They don't like tall girls or rather a tall manly girl [ yes, me]
- They don't like girls at all? ( especially the cutest ones! WHY?)
- Forced to get married after making underage girls pregnant.

And now it's left with only 2%....

Alright, i'll try not to be so cynical bout things over here, maybe theres really that 2% of nice and almost close to extinction guys who dont mind A cup, or even a manly tall girl...i just need to think, where can i find them?
.
..
...
....
......Yes!

In The Sims where you can mould the perfect guy you like


hahaha... this is fun.
I dont have high expectation trust me. I just dont have that guydar. I dont attract guys. And maybe in the worst case, i'm not attracted to them either?
Could it be that????

LOL
Anyway i dont think girl needs a guy to make them feel loved cos at the end of the day, no one can love me more than how i loved myself. hahaha! imaphysco.

BYE

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I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends,
I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends,
I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends, I need new hot friends.

Seriously, i need more friends.
Are you hot? Be my friend.

Ok, i need to get back to reality.
I'm a loser with no hot friends, well they used to be hot but not after like 5 years?
( Sorry my used-to-be-hot friends, lol )

This is what i did yesterday, a satuday night, where all hot people will gather at hot spots and then get to know more hot people which make the hot spot even hotter.

And they left places like the bowling alley for loser like me/us.


check out my ass. lol

Well, my bunch of people may not be hot but i still love their accompany as much as how i want new hot friends BYE

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