Im getting kinda sick to school,
Just wanna step into the head office and tell them i'm quitting school tml, period

Im just tired. 4 more months to graduation, im wondering how am i suppose to pull through? What i've done to myself? Why did i choose this course in the first place? The school fee is damn ex and worst is i needa go thru all the fucking stress. My parent have pump in so much money in the school fees and I'm not even sure if the interior industry will fetch me money. This add on to my stress, what if i cant survive in that industry? I'm so selfish in the first place, choosing to pursue my passion and enrolled into nafa. I should have just enroll myself into some random ITE where the school fee is not that ex and will still able to get a job.

Now i know, passion can be tiring. Sometimes i even wonder, how far can passion lead me to? Can my passion bring me lotsa money? Okay, i'm getting shallow, but tell me, who's not? I'm a money slave and willing to exchange passion for money.
Right now, i just wanna get myself a job and get paid, bring in income for my family. Thinking of study just make me so damn sick.

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I'm so freaking busy to blog for this couple of weeks cos freaking assessment is here again. As usual, this coming 2 weeks will be hell _|_
But for leesao's sake, I'm here ;-)

Well, leesao is the only soul in class who i can click with partly because we both have something in common, a corrupted brain ;-)
Leesao plays a major role in my life, without her, my life in nafa will be so fucked up.

And, its her birthday today!
*to leesao: happy birthday once again! hope u like the stuff we plan for u today!

There's some pics we took earlier on but im waiting for leesao to send me. so stay tune folks.

***visuals coming up next.

part 2...pictures!!

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Design some postcard for ron's class using some peanut skills,
we are require to design postcards which consist our past year work

so, here'e my stuff ;-)

Box cover for postcards








;-)

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The night is quiet,
everyone is soundly asleep,
I'm rushing my project like mad

and he came to me...

too cute to resist, i took a cam...snap snap snap
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I do remember blogging bout this issue more than once,
Again, i'm blogging bout it

Friendship (some emo blog again. Fag)

yeah... the F thing again.

I used to complain that friends are drfiting away from me... not making any more effort to keep in contact. Of course it doesnt imply to all of my friends. I guess that's part and parcel of life... people come and go, people change...

Well, i guess i'm changing too.
I jus reformated my com, i tot i've lost all the blog's links i used to tag but guess what, i've got backup in my D drive...amazing for IT geeks like me.

I browse thru most of the blog i've tag, and i came across a blog, which make me wanna type this entry. It's my good friend's blog. I cant deny i felt some terrible after reading those entries. She's right, it takes 2 hands to clap, and i guess my hand are getting lazy. Now i'm the one who is not putting any effort ...
not replying some smses, not turning up for meetups or as mentioned, using busy as an excuse to avoid them. I dont know how to explain myself... or perhaps no matter how fantastic my reason is, to you, it might be another excuse.

U guys are important, no doubt,
And i'm taking things for granted. I feel bad.
it's a tough time for me.

The F thing, can be fantastic, can be fuck up. And what the fuck, I'm fuckin emo this month. My hormones disorder. I swear, no more emo entires in 3 days time.

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Im turning into one freak.

I simply cant get along with people. I find it kinda hard to undertand how one feels. In short, I'm anti social. I dont really like to interact with people. I'll be contented enough if i can be alone with my tv.

Im suspecting that i'm suffering from depression. Or perhaps my time is up...
God, take me and let me reincarnate as a speck of dust.

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Kim Sam soon Rock!

I'm rewatching this korean drama series on tv and this will be the 3rd time i;m watching it ;-) it's call ' my name is kim sam soon' NICE!!!

if u think its ridiculous,

I've watched Majo no joken (fucking nice japanese drama)
for 7 times. 14 episodes x 7 ;-)

watched all my sammi's movie, mtv vcd and dvd concert...
91792062 times ;-)

I simply love to watch repeated stuffs.
Thats me... I will NEVER... EVER... get sick of watching these drama series, theres too many nice drama series out there!

I shall try to rewatch Da Chang Jing.. lol.... 70 episode x 2= ???

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It's my first day at work, and also the first time in mediacorp. hahaa
Thanks to my 'dar' ah fong. lol, he intro me that job, and thats how smuggled myself in there.

It more like fun than work to me. All i needa do is to bring in the contestant for some audition in the meeting room, some simple task. I was hoping and praying to bump into my icy prince, 715...too bad... big shot drive in, so i get to see some small fry only... some superband, superstar, superhost, and not to mention some spore idol. (johnathan is sooo cute) And believe it, their fans are madness... they follow the idols jus like some slimmy slugs! but well, i needa salute to them too, spending half of their life chasing and screaming away and all they get in return is some ball point pen signature. -_- rest assure i dont chase sammi.

After work, ah fong aka the big shot GA, gave me a tour round mediacorp. It's some big, from the office to the wardrobe, then to the radio station, the makeup room... it's really fun... for that 0.15sec, i dreamt of becoming a star! hahaa...okie. 0.15sec only, so save that evil laughter people. After tour, i get to go into the studio to see some filmming. It some creative programme call showtime. Manage to get to da backstage to see the contestants for the show...they are soooooooooooo adorable!!! the young ones, old ones, all so cuteee! dress up like penguins, flowers and even durian.

All those contestant put in their effort to put up the show, and i felt terrible guilty cos all i did in the past, is to laugh and criticize how bad they are. okie, im bad, will try to cut down my sarcasm.

Overall, mediacorp....not that bad ;-) fun. i like

Some pics i took at backstage. adorable kids! it's some, not all.

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